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Life isnít fair

Wednesday, February 22, 2012      0 comments

I am a dessert eater. I love desserts. They are not my only downfall. I love pasta and bread and butter. Wow, I love all of the, not so great for me, stuff. It has to be my motherís fault. She never eats margarine, only butter and so ... Read more

Crossing off something on my weight loss bucket list!

Tuesday, February 21, 2012      0 comments

So, when I started this journey I decided to do a weight loss bucket list. Something to judge my weight loss that isn't the scale. Today I reached the first item I can scratch off my list. Sounds redundant but it was zip my jacket. Well,... Read more

A good day

Monday, February 20, 2012      0 comments

A good day. I am feeling better. Spring is coming. I should be going home in another month! Life is pretty good today. I have stuck to my program and am seeing results. The future looks good.... Read more

Who cares about food when you donít feel well?

Sunday, February 19, 2012      0 comments

I am under the weather today with a stomach ache. I donít really even want to think about food but I know I need to eat. Iíll probably eat on the light side today. Must have picked up some not so clean food or not so fresh foodÖ.. I hope it... Read more

You can forget to eat!

Saturday, February 18, 2012      0 comments

So tonight I discovered that I can forget to eat. I was enjoying what I was doing and didn't even notice the hunger pains. I ended up eating very late because of it. Then since I ate late I didn't eat a snack. I stayed within my points for th... Read more

Changing my way of thinking

Friday, February 17, 2012      0 comments

I have made real progress on my attitude toward food. The old ways were not serving me well. What I have done in the past has not gotten me anywhere. For instance when I first started on Spark People I was thinking that I needed to lose w... Read more

Changing my way of thinking

Friday, February 17, 2012      0 comments

I have made real progress on my attitude toward food. The old ways were not serving me well. What I have done in the past has not gotten me anywhere. For instance when I first started on Spark People I was thinking that I needed to lose w... Read more

Today I love kilograms

Thursday, February 16, 2012      0 comments

Okay so I managed to find a scale to weigh on. I cautiously crept on to the scale. I havenít weighed in 4 monthsÖ. I knew what I thought I weighed when I started this journey. I knew that my clothes were looser than when I started. I de... Read more

How do others see you?

Tuesday, February 14, 2012      0 comments

I donít know about you but I know people see me differently than I am because of my weight. I am in a job where all we do pretty much is sit. I am guarding technology and thatís about all we do. There are very few challenges in this particula... Read more

I am learning to talk to my self doubt

Monday, February 13, 2012      0 comments

Yesterday I had a lot of self doubt about losing weight. I want to succeed this time. It is funny how dark it gets when that little voice comes in your mind. I felt pretty negative and desperate somehow. But, this time I talked to my th... Read more

Getting back to me

Sunday, February 12, 2012      0 comments

I started this journey because I saw myself, believe it or not, on accidentÖ.naked in a mirror! I saw that person and could not believe I had let myself become that obese person! I hate that word ďobeseĒ it is so clinical! ďFatĒ is just ugly ... Read more

How many years do I have?

Saturday, February 11, 2012      0 comments

SoÖ..Iím not a spring chicken any more. How many years do I have left to live? As we age we think more about our mortality. It is so much closer to the end of my life on this earth than I want to think about. I honestly canít imagine the wor... Read more

Eat like a girl

Friday, February 10, 2012      0 comments

I donít want to lose this weight again. This time I want it gone. I donít want to struggle with 100 pounds of fat again. No wonder I am tired when I walk somewhere. Carrying all this weight is tiring. I think of what a beating my feet an... Read more

It feels like I have been doing this forever!

Thursday, February 09, 2012      0 comments

Why? It has only been a month! I am committed but impatient. Of course it doesn't help that I don't have a scale to gauge my weight. I am doing my Weight Loss Bucket List and seeing some progress in my clothes but I know I have 50 to lose fo... Read more

Zipping my coat

Wednesday, February 08, 2012      0 comments

Okay so I have no scale over here in Kazakhstan. I'm too embarrassed to go to the hotel desk and ask for theirs. It is in kilograms or something and all the clerks weigh 50 pounds. I never weigh in front of anyone anyway! So, I am judging my ... Read more


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