I have been struggling with so many things, that I have been empty. My heart my head, my life. I am working on me from the inside out. It is going to take some doing, but I know it can be done. I am unsure of the path that lies ahead of me, ... Read more
Whoo hoo Friday!! All good...
I have gotten through almost all of my week pretty well I think. I am so thankful it is Friday!! One of my son's is a freshman this year, and he is in band. We have football tonight, and I can't wait!! That is the highlight of my week so far... Read more
Thursday September 21, 2017
I like this blog thing. It keeps me in check. If I come on here and confess my sins...LOL then I feel better. It gives me accountability.
Today started well again. I woke up feeling a little coldish, but walked with my son to the bus,... Read more
I'm stubborn...not in a good way....
Today I started my journey well. I got up, walked for about 20 minutes, then headed to work while drinking my smoothie. Not bad...so, I get to work and I am freaking starving!! What is wrong with me? So, I have my morning snack, a granola ba... Read more
Doing this for me
I have a whole new perspective on my life. Every day I live is another day I can make it better. Why couldn't I have said that when I was 19? Lessons learned is all I can say. I can't continue to beat myself up for my failures. I can only c... Read more
Making it count
I have had a good four days so far. I still feel that shaky feeling you get when you cut back all those calories. I don't feel starved, I just feel shaky. This is the first time EVER that I have gone this long without rice, bread, tortilla's.... Read more
I have not been on here in such a long, long time. I was so discouraged with my weight, that I went off and felt sorry for myself for such a long time. From the last time that I posted, I gained about 30 pounds. I know some of it is some heal... Read more
I have been a good girl. Really I have. I have gotten much better at making my goals, walking, working out, eating....but then....nothing!! The scale hasn't budged in weeks!! I got down to 232. I wanted to break that barrier and go down to ... Read more
What is wrong with me? I tell others they can do it, I encourage, and support, and yet, here I am...it's like I can't get control of my own life. I read all these books, and read folks success stories, and even my regional manager has lost lik... Read more
I am so tired of sabotaging my efforts to lose weight. It's like a secret side of me is afraid to lose weight. I start out great, and then end up sneaking in a cupcake, or a Caramel Mocha Coffee from Mcdonald's on my ride home..."because it's ... Read more
If I were asked what my favorite thing was today? I would have to tell them that it is Friday!! How much I have looked forward to Friday all week. It isn't that I don't like my job, it's just that I like my family more! I have to travel two ... Read more
It's something how you feel from day to day. One day happy, the other day sad, or mad, or all of them all in one day. Today is a triumphant day!! The sun finally came out of the gloomy sky, and poured some of its warmth down on me. How much ... Read more
I sure wish there would be a camel walk through my office....I think that would be the bomb!!
My co-worker is so sweet! This morning I came in to my office to find two sticky notes and a rock.
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How is it that I could stay positive? With God. That is the only way. My friday was decent. I did not over do for our eat out. Grilled chicken/beef fajita. Maybe a spoon or two of the rice, and, some of the charro beans with my meat. Two ... Read more
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Today I have had a pretty good day. Why is it though, that after you have done good for several days, you feel like your starved down the road?
I am having one of those days. I feel like I could starve today!! I know I am a long way fr... Read more