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Tired of the pain.......

Thursday, January 14, 2010      5 comments

I am going to do this today.....no eating-emotionally! I am so sick and tired of being FAT! I woke up several times in the night thinking about how I'm slowly killing myself with food. I went through some major crap last year and if I don't s... Read more

Dreaming of things to come......

Wednesday, September 30, 2009      8 comments

These past few months have been pretty rough on me. Two surgeries, 5 hospitalizations, 54 pounds of weightloss and the undying support of a group of ladies here that I am... Read more

The Quilt of Holes.....

Tuesday, September 15, 2009      3 comments

The QUILT of HOLES As I faced my Maker at the Last Judgment, I knelt before the Lord along with all the other souls. Before each of us laid our lives like the squares... Read more

Losing 46 pounds of myself!

Saturday, August 22, 2009      7 comments

On July 1st, I went in the hospital for a bowel resection, there were some complications and I ended up with a temporary ileostomy, yeah a "poop" bag, and unwanted appendage hanging from my side. I wasn't home but 3 days when I was rushed back ... Read more

Why don't they leave her children alone?

Thursday, June 11, 2009      4 comments

I'm absolutely sick of it....David "the sicko" Letterman was the last straw! How can any grown man with a conscience say such vile, perverted things about a 14 year old girl?... Read more

My Blessings!

Sunday, May 24, 2009      3 comments

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What's making me crazy these days!

Saturday, May 23, 2009      2 comments

The fact that a chicken breast is as large as a turkey breast these days? That the government can spend my children and grand-childrens money and we have no say in th... Read more

Prayer for Energy

Thursday, May 21, 2009      3 comments

I got this from "Daily Guidepost" A Prayer For Energy They will soar on wings as eagles; they will run and not grow weary. —Isaiah 40:31 Dear Lord, I need more energy and strength. Change my thoughts to be in harmony ... Read more

Just say NO......

Friday, May 15, 2009      2 comments

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Just have to Vent!

Thursday, May 07, 2009      8 comments

I can't believe the "P" has dropped the National Day of Prayer from his list of duties at the Whitehouse? This is the first step towards removing Christianity from the United... Read more

Today I let go.......

Saturday, April 11, 2009      10 comments

Last week I recieved a sparkmail, I believe it was one of the reflection ones, that talked about being a leader for the right reasons. This nagged at me, and nagged at me, and I realized this morning that I was not being a leader at all, yeah ... Read more

Why do I feel the need to fix everything for everybody?

Thursday, April 02, 2009      11 comments

Why am I letting my 21 year old nephew come and stay in my little 2 bedroom apt., that is already splitting at the seams with the 4 of us who already live here? Why can't I just say no? No wonder I am so fat....everytime somethng like this hap... Read more

2 Years Ago Today......

Tuesday, March 31, 2009      12 comments

My Dear, Sweet Mommy passed away....... Wings Of The Angels ( by Tim Chambers ) A gentle wind blew cross the land Reaching out to take a hand For o... Read more

Daily Prayer -March 28th 2009

Saturday, March 28, 2009      2 comments

Lord I come to you today and ask that You will give me the strength to make good decisions not only with food but in all other aspects in my life. Lord I ask that You will use me to do Your will Lord, I give myself to you for your work and I Pr... Read more

My prayer for today....

Friday, March 27, 2009      2 comments

Lord I come to you today and ask that you forgive me of my sins, I ask for patience to deal with those that don't beleive in your word, I ask that you will use me to do your work Lord, whatever that may be, and I ask these things in Jesus name..... Read more


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