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Time for a change again?!?!
Thursday, March 06, 2014      4 comments

Basically at the end of January I fell off the wagon and hard. I screwed up yet another weekend and thought I can't do this if I'm going to keep screwing up. Something has to be wrong with me. I was in this horrible mindset and the outcome of th... Read more
think before you act...
Thursday, January 23, 2014      5 comments

I was so ready to put myself down yet again. (The usual roller-coaster of emotion) Then I weighted myself and saw that I am down another 5 lbs. Then I looked back at everything that has happened. I looked through my journal and my food journal (... Read more
Weekends are killer...
Friday, January 17, 2014      1 comments

I can't believe one weekend did me in. It killed my motivation and also brought back all those horrible habits I was doing so well to control. I don't understand why I do this to myself. I don't understand.... Maybe I will never understand. The ... Read more
Working through the cravings....
Friday, January 10, 2014      4 comments

So today started that time of the month. Normally as I was food shopping this morning I would have purchased a ton of candy and chips to satisfy that sweet and crunchy cravings that take over my mind. I'm very proud of myself. I purchased some f... Read more
Another day...
Thursday, January 09, 2014      3 comments

I've been looking online for some motivational videos and other healthy living help. I came across a video that simple showed a bunch of men and women who have been on this journey and have lost a ton of weight. It shows before and after picture... Read more
Pretty Good...
Sunday, January 05, 2014      2 comments

Today I must say I did pretty good. Not perfect but good. I can't expect to be perfect all the time because than I'm setting myself up for failure. And I'm determined that won't happen again. Today's Accomplishments: 1) Drank 64ozs wa... Read more
Believing again...
Friday, January 03, 2014      3 comments

I have been doing a lot of soul searching these last few days & A lot of reading about other people's journeys and I have learned a lot. The two main things I learned is that I need to take baby steps and that I am not alone. I think I've been p... Read more
Why do I do this to myself?
Thursday, January 02, 2014      4 comments

I'll never understand why I torture myself so much. I'm not happy and I truly want to make a change. I just don't understand why I just can't do it. I try and try and than loose my motivation and than it's all over. It's not like I don't know wh... Read more
Day 17
Sunday, February 17, 2013      3 comments

I haven't been able to blog in a while. My computer broke. The hard drive burned out. My husband bought me a new one. He knew I was going a little crazy and needed a link to the outside world. It's been so cold I couldn't even leave the house. W... Read more
Day 8
Thursday, February 07, 2013      1 comments

Nothing much happened today. I'm a bit off track and need to wake up. I think I'm going to go through my old blogs to find my motivation back. I'm starting to deflate a bit. Well I'm exhausted... Going to bed! Nighty Night All! Sweet Dreams!!... Read more
Day 7... Horrible Day!
Wednesday, February 06, 2013      4 comments

Today was just plain horrible. I asked my husband to run to the store for me because it was way too cold to take the baby out and God forbid he sat with her alone. Anywho, all I asked for was chicken cutlets, eggs, and a bagged salad. What he ca... Read more
Day 6
Tuesday, February 05, 2013      1 comments

Today wasn't so bad. I didn't get any exercise in but I did get in do a 5 min walk to the store. That's really it. I'm sure tomorrow I'll be back to working out. I kinda missed it today. The problem is I really can't do anything with my husband ... Read more
Day 5 (Superbowl Sunday)
Monday, February 04, 2013      0 comments

I didn't get any exercise yesterday because I was in so much pain. My arms and legs were killing me. LOL. My eating could have been better but wasn't as horrible as it would have been in the pass. I stopped at 1 when in the pass I would have eat... Read more
Day 4
Sunday, February 03, 2013      2 comments

Today wasn't too bad. I actually got in a half hour of exercise in today. The baby watched me make a fool of myself using the WiiFit. She just sat there and laughed at me. She's such a good girl. Today was also day 4 of eating well. My brother i... Read more
Day 3
Saturday, February 02, 2013      0 comments

Today went well.. Ate well and got in some fitness. Worked on the Wii Fit I really love the Rhythm Boxing. My daughter actually napped. She was such a good girl today. So, I cleaned the house, cooked dinner, and squeezed in 16 min exercise. The... Read more

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