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Focusing on myself today

Sunday, March 23, 2008      2 comments

Scott worked all day today and I was home alone so I put time aside to do what I wanna do. I bought hemp and beads and made a necklace. I have always wanted to make my own hemp necklace. I even made Bella a necklace with what was left and she ... Read more

I am not gonna make my goal

Saturday, March 22, 2008      7 comments

My goal to lose 25 lbs by April 2nd is no longer gonna happen and that is so frustrating. I feel like I have failed myself. So many people who started at the same time I did have lost 30 lbs already and I am still stuck at 14.5. I had not weighe... Read more

Family things are over for awhile

Saturday, March 22, 2008      2 comments

Which is great because this means I can stay home and exercise and not eat bad. I love my family to death but me eating with is toxic mostly cuz I have no self control when eating out. My mom took the train to see me yesterday and she spent the ... Read more

800 Calorie Salad!

Wednesday, March 19, 2008      5 comments

I was so proud of myself today I found a Cobb Salad at walmart and I thought ok I had way too many carbs yesterday so I am gonna get the salad and yogart and go to my car between classes and eat it. I figured there was no Nutritional facts on it... Read more

I have not been consistant

Wednesday, March 19, 2008      5 comments

I really need to bog down and get back to doing this diet the way that I should be. I am a standstill and its frustrating the crap out of me. I know exactly why I am where I am and its my fault. I try to exercise as much as possibly but then I d... Read more

Getting close to my April 2nd goal date

Sunday, March 16, 2008      1 comments

I was so gungho then 2 Fridays ago i was going leaving the house all dressed up to out with Scott and I slipped on my stairs in the back of the house and smacked my head on the house and my shoe flew off. Scott helped me to my feet and put shoe ... Read more

I will not be sabotaged!!!

Tuesday, March 04, 2008      5 comments

I donno what was up with me yesterday but I was making terrible choices left and right. I ate 300 calories worth of cookies, worked out for 40 minutes then bought two bags of almond m & m's lol Sucked those down then bought a can of pop out of t... Read more

Life is a balancing act

Monday, March 03, 2008      3 comments

Besides the diet, life has been really good lately. I got my little suv. It's weird it doesn't feel like its mine. I feel like I am driving someone elses car lol Last week I got a certificate in the mail saying I won a photo contest I entered in... Read more

Getting back on the horse

Sunday, March 02, 2008      8 comments

I have been doing so terrible lately and its been showing. With stress from getting everything in order with the car I have been making up every exuse in the book to not exercise. Then of course I get a little bit of money and start eating out l... Read more

Everyone probably thinks I fell off the face of the planet

Monday, February 25, 2008      6 comments

Well I went home this weekend to look at a car with my parents and guess what! I drove it back YAYYYY! So I have a Honda CRV now and I love it. I haven't counted calories since Friday so I gotta get my butt back in gear. The weekend went about ... Read more

Been doing so so...

Wednesday, February 20, 2008      7 comments

Bad news I told Scott to eat the candy then I ate it =(((( And I went out to eat sunday and ate really crapilly. I did work out that night but I haven't gotten a good work out in since. Which I feel really crappy about but I have been doing thin... Read more

Guess what I got in the mail...

Saturday, February 16, 2008      6 comments

A box of candy from my mom. I have been doing so good at keeping hazardous food out of my house. If I want chocolate I buy a candy bar that way I know I can just plan for 210 calories and i will be fine. Well I looked up these Mint Meltaways fro... Read more

I can't seem to stay in my calorie range

Friday, February 15, 2008      5 comments

I donno what my deal is lately but I am never content anymore with my alloted calories. It did recently go down like 60 calories and its killing me. I think I stayed within my calories one day this week. Every other day I go over by like 20-150... Read more

Talking to a Therapist

Wednesday, February 13, 2008      10 comments

I have wanted to for awhile and figure out why I have such low self esteem. I was watching The biggest loser last night and they were talking to a therapist and figuring out what they had weight problems. My parents didn't beat me, my parents di... Read more

Tuesday weigh in for 2/12

Tuesday, February 12, 2008      10 comments

I lost 4 lbs this week!!!! I am so amazed considering how horrible i did last week. Ate at two buffets and pigged out horribly on Sunday night. By last friday i had only worked out 2 times for the week. I told my mom about it and she goes "well ... Read more

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