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Being happy at 200 lbs

Friday, January 16, 2015      12 comments

I can't say that I am doing everything possible to not weight 200 lbs. But I am exercising and logging food and I am still 200 lbs. I am not gonna stop nursing to make the extra hunger go away. I can still do whatever the hell I want at 200 lbs.... Read more

Holy Soreness Batman!

Friday, January 09, 2015      10 comments

Ok my running soreness did not hit til last night. This morning it was bad but not terrible. I am too stubborn to take medicine. What did I do this morning? I got back on the treadmill and ran again, better to warm up the muscles. I didn't kick ... Read more

I got on the treadmill and ran!

Thursday, January 08, 2015      8 comments

Yesterday I was going a tad bit crazy stuck inside. So I put Max in his little chair and put it infront of the treadmill and had intent to walk. But then I challenged myself to run and I ran more and more. I got 2.25 miles done in 30 minutes! M... Read more


Wednesday, January 07, 2015      7 comments

I wrote a whole blog 2 days ago and somehow got busy as usual and didn't finish. Oh well it wasn't a very positive one. I keep thinking of my new years resolutions of the past. 2007 was my best one, that one jump started me to lose 130lbs... Read more

Times up!

Monday, December 15, 2014      10 comments

Ok I had my 6 weeks of no exercise and semi food logging. Times up, now we are down to business! I weighed this morning and I was at 199.8. Hanging out under 200 lbs by the skin of my teeth. My highest pregnancy weight was 220. Yesterday I rea... Read more

I'm Back!

Thursday, December 11, 2014      6 comments

To my healthier self anyway. This week marks my fifth week PP so I am ready to get my butt back in gear. It's been a rough recovery. I take two steps forward in healing and then 3 steps back, 2 steps forward, 3 steps back. I am so ready to feel ... Read more

Max Emery is here!

Monday, November 10, 2014      9 comments

I finished working on Halloween and went into labor on the following Tuesday at 2:20 pm. We ended up at Labor and Delivery at 6:30 pm. I was 3 cm dilated when I was admitted. We walked laps and got in the birthing tub and got to 6 cm. The pain g... Read more

On Maternity Mode

Saturday, November 01, 2014      8 comments

Yesterday was my last day working!!! We made arrangements for it to be my last day back in September. Then last week my boss found out my delivery day was 1 week later than she thought. So she just assumed I wanted to stay til I gave birth there... Read more

Fat girl melt down

Saturday, October 25, 2014      7 comments

I feel like so many old negative wounds have been stirred up thru this pregnancy. I wrote in my last blog about the manager saying to the customer that I had gained weight everywhere instead of just growing a belly. Friday she walked by and said... Read more

Coming to an end

Tuesday, October 21, 2014      7 comments

My due date is a little over 3 weeks away. He's been growing in leaps and bounds lately. I have an appointment this morning, from here on out I see my OB every week. I'm still kinda worried about what position he's in. They can turn up until 36... Read more

Progress on the frusteration

Friday, October 10, 2014      3 comments

The gym called me back and they talked to him. He mentioned ppl not showering could give him Ebola in the hot tub.... really? Amazing how news can evoke such fear in ppl that they can get hostile in public places. Maybe he should stay home inste... Read more

Frustrating week

Thursday, October 09, 2014      10 comments

My big issue this week has to do with the gym. I have been going to a big gym for 6-7 years and never had an issue with anyone. So this really caught me off guard. Especially since it happened in the pool, which seems like it would be the most ... Read more

33 weeks pregnant and not giving up my dancing!

Thursday, September 25, 2014      7 comments

My feet are starting to swell and make it hard to fit into my vibrams. I went to my dance class this morning and wanted to be barefoot the whole time. I asked the teacher about it after and she said I could. I just donno if I could slide. I migh... Read more

30 weeks

Sunday, September 07, 2014      2 comments

Finally rounding out a bit. My big issue of the week has been my brain dissolving. I have forgot to put my fitbit on twice this week. Once for 5 am WerQ on Thursday and th... Read more

I'll go tomorrow!

Tuesday, August 26, 2014      7 comments

Ever find yourself saying that? Oh I didn't exercise today, I will go tomorrow! I felt like I did that all last week. Or finding yourself depending on workout buddies and they fall thru so you stay home as well. Yesterday I got off work from a ... Read more

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