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anyone else have that respiratory thing that's going around?
Thursday, October 04, 2012      1 comments

Ugh. Came out of nowhere, feels like strep, only I guess it's a virus... I'm finally feeling better, but it kind of killed my workouts for the week. On the upside, I didn't feel like eating, either, so maybe it's a wash. :) ... Read more
aaand we're back :)
Thursday, September 27, 2012      1 comments

I'm so tempted to delete my last blog post. Wow, talk about speaking from a dark place and feeling emotions instead of eating them! Though I kind of ate them, too -- but not nearly as disastrously as in the past. Win! I changed my focus fro... Read more
jealous of her eating disorder *headdesk*
Tuesday, September 25, 2012      3 comments

This is awful. Possibly trigger-y if you're anorexic -- I'm apologizing in advance. I'm being a pretty crappy human being today. So, my neighbor. She's gorgeous. Also incredibly nice, like the kind of nice where you wonder what she's up to,... Read more
This is where I would usually quit
Wednesday, September 05, 2012      7 comments

Seriously. Right about now, 2 1/2 weeks in, I'd usually be telling myself: I wasn't perfect. I didn't eat on plan every day and I didn't work out over the weekend and oh, crap, I had a beer. That's it. I'm too embarrassed to track anymore, EVE... Read more
Feeling my actual feelings. Ew.
Thursday, August 30, 2012      4 comments

Yesterday was a perfect storm for stress eating. My husband has been out of town all week. The kids are still adjusting to the school year -- my oldest doesn't want to do math the way the teacher wants him to do it, and his Asperger's makes... Read more
Monday and I'm here!
Monday, August 27, 2012      1 comments

So. Not the best weekend. My dd's birthday was Saturday and I did fine at the party; it was during preparation that all bets were off. I get so tense, wanting everything to be perfect, wanting it all to be enough (for her, for my family, friend... Read more

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