last blog entry was february!
well, havent been on this site for awhile, still struggling.... Read more
valentines party at school.
I just had two valentines parties at work for our little pre-k children, they are all so sweet, I love them, they pridefully handed myself and the teacher their gifts of chocolate hearts and flowers. I am proud of myself, i only had 3 pieces of ... Read more
doing well, finally making some progress!
I am getting more water in, I find that having a fruit smoothie in the morning helps fend off hunger so much better than other things. I used to think green juice was a good idea, but for me, i need the fiber. i am giving away my juicer and just... Read more
feeling a bit better.
thank you for kind thoughts and words. I am feeling better. guess i had to get some stuff out. i have been watching my intake a little better, no alot better. I have come down 3 pounds and keeping the fingers crossed. here we go gonna make it.... Read more
am i starting over, or just getting back up on my feet after knocking myself out again?
the following is not meant to offend anyone, just venting.
I start over, and then hit a big mountain. I have been working out, and dieting for so many years. its ridiculous. I just want to feel good and look good. not asking much, I want the o... Read more
seriously lacking ideas for easy foods.
I dont cook anymore. I figure 23 years + is enough. I am single, vegetarian/vegan almost. I dont want packaged foods, but I do like something simple. I am not opposed to crock potting, or making a "batch" of something or other and freezing it so... Read more
don't worry, I'm still here.
I have not been posting for a few days, i have still been eating well. and exercising. just havent been writing it down.... Read more
am checking in
I have been offline for about a week i guess. I have been depressed cuz not losing anything. I am trying to get my motivation going, I am doing all the right things, just the feelings are not there. and for me, that is very important. I have a t... Read more
uw uw uw uw uw...I won a next level trophy!
well folks didnt win the dietbet, but i did win the next level trophy here on sparkpeople! whahoot whathoot! pat on the back.. I also kicked butt in the gym today. i have had a headache all weekend but still hit the gym today! I rock!... Read more
starting a new week on the right foot. i just got in an hour workout 600 calories calculated burn from the reading on the machines. I don't know which to believe, the machines, or what the fitness record here says. doesn't matter though, getting... Read more
the first full week with prek kids.
the week went well. (as can be expected.. maybe better if i put it that way) lost total of 5 lbs. keeping it going. i have joined a challenge here. maybe what i need is a challenge. something to work for. I can do it!!!... Read more
now the real work starts!
Tomorrow morning i will rise at 5am, go workout for an hour, come home and get dressed, eat breakfast and go to the first day with pre-k students! send me good energy that the day will go well, and no criers. then at 4pm i can return home and ge... Read more
first day back to school!
today was my first day back to work at my school. I had a meeting that i had to leave early for, but was determined to get my major workout in. I got up at 5am, and got to the gym by 5:15-5:30 . I got in a good hour workout, got cleaned up and ... Read more
not too bad
I thought i went so way overboard. i had a veggie burger at bk.. yes way too many calories for one meal. but here it is 6 pm, and yes i am finished with my meals for the day, and yes i went over on calories, but only by 51 calories. i imagined b... Read more
sometimes it just feels futile working so hard and not losing weight, I am sore, hungry and depressed! but will climb out of it. some day the results will show. I need to find a way to believe that it can happen for me. i am standing in my own w... Read more
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