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Settling In

Thursday, October 27, 2011      3 comments

So maybe I'm having a bit of a mid-life crisis (I either am going to die at 60 or, like usual, I'm doing things earlier than most) because I keep feeling like my life is basically over. Not sure why it hit me so hard but I suddenly feel old and... Read more

Go - Do - Forget - Avoid

Tuesday, October 25, 2011      5 comments

So I fell apart a little bit again this morning but now I'm in "get my mind off it" mode...which means I want to go places and do things and be anywhere but sitting still and thinking about what just happened and what I'll miss. I've noticed th... Read more

Attempting Recovery

Tuesday, October 25, 2011      12 comments

Not that it matters but I'm up 1/2 a pound from yesterday. My eating was crap. For most of the day eating just didn't seem appealing at all. I only ate 1/2 my bagel in the morning and then forced myself to eat the sandwich I prepared for lunc... Read more

Loss and Living

Monday, October 24, 2011      28 comments

So, yes, today sucks. I couldn't get up this morning. Monster headache from screaming at the game yesterday (they did win so Ethan's team advances to the semi-finals) and pure exhaustion from a crazy weekend. I stumbled in and out of bed ... Read more

Weigh-In Day: Moving Forward Edition

Sunday, October 23, 2011      11 comments

emoticon Weigh-In Day Weight Last Week: 311.0 Weight Goal for This Week: 309.0 Actual Weight This Week: ... Read more

You Can Get a Girl New Shoes, But You Can't Make Her Run

Saturday, October 22, 2011      16 comments

Yesterday was uber successful. Blood work session had very few glitches and I'm hoping I can stop spending every Friday at the doctor's office now. *rolls eyes* Thankfully the same nurse who gave me my shot last week (which I still have a brui... Read more

Friday Free-For-All

Friday, October 21, 2011      4 comments

I think this is the first Friday in a LOOONG time when I didn't have a list of things to do a mile long. 1. Get blood work done - FINALLY! 2. Do my circuit training 3. HS football game tonight That's it. It's liberating and also a... Read more

Another Snack Day

Thursday, October 20, 2011      6 comments

Let's recap how my "angry" day went yesterday. Morning Weigh-In: 305.8 Calories Consumed: 1868 Calories Burned: 0 Calorie Deficit: -723 Morning Weigh-In This Morning: 309.8 So, yeah. Surprisingly I'm happy to see the 309 becau... Read more

Apparently My Body Disagrees

Wednesday, October 19, 2011      21 comments

[DISCLAIMER: I don't suggest even reading this blog. It's crap. I know that. It's my messed up head taking over and being angry and letting it fly because I have no where else to put it. Because all Hubs can say is that I just have to keep w... Read more

I Believe In You

Tuesday, October 18, 2011      17 comments

Yesterday was awful. I was tired and worn down. I nearly fell asleep at my desk four times. Going to the gym was a joke to me. How, when it was taking every bit of my energy to stay awake on the drive home? I started tallying up all the ach... Read more

Crazy Stupid Busy

Thursday, October 13, 2011      11 comments

So, yeah...things have been crazy. emoticon Ethan's football team is wrapping up their regular season. That... Read more

I Think This is the Start of a Beautiful Friendship

Friday, October 07, 2011      19 comments

...with my Nike Training application. I downloaded this months ago but I've been too...what's the word...oh, yeah, SCARED to try it. Well, since I missed my run yesterday I figured a good 30 minute circuit today could make up for it. And make... Read more

The Struggle is My Neverending Story

Wednesday, October 05, 2011      9 comments

Just wanted to give you all an update and reasoning why I haven't been here the past few days. First of all, things got a little crazy because we got an extra day off this week (yesterday) which always causes mass chaos in my head because my sc... Read more

September Recap/October Goals

Saturday, October 01, 2011      9 comments

emoticon Weight 1st of September: 314.0 Weight Goal for October 1st: 308.0 Actual Weight for October 1st: ... Read more

Another "P" Word...

Thursday, September 29, 2011      12 comments

...the plague! I swear I have no clue what was with me Monday and Tuesday. All I know is that I could NOT get out of bed, and whenever I tried I felt dizzy and sick to my stomach. I spent 2 full days either in bed or on the couch. And instea... Read more

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