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NSV - Gym When You Don't Want To!

Tuesday, June 30, 2015      2 comments

Yesterday was one of those overly tired sore days. One of those days when you think, "Why am I awake?" My plan and my planner said I was supposed to go to the gym and I told myself about 12 times, "I REALLY don't want to." I was hurting... Read more

Gym - CHECK!

Monday, June 29, 2015      4 comments

Hello lovelies! I know it's been a little while. I've been doing my best, working hard, and reevaluating every bit of my life in the past few months. It's exhausting! Read more

Under the Weather

Thursday, June 11, 2015      3 comments

Ugh! So sick of being sick! I've had the same sinus infection for 2 weeks now and I'm SO over it! The first week it made me lose 8 pounds, the second week I gained back 7 of those. *sigh* #annoyed Official weigh-in is next Monday and I... Read more

Ready for the Gym?

Monday, June 08, 2015      5 comments

This weekend was a crazy mess. One more week and then things should calm down just a bit. Actually...a LOT. I'm looking forward to it and to getting super serious about my weight loss and my own journey of self-discovery. Update from las... Read more

It's All a Hot Mess

Friday, June 05, 2015      6 comments

As my kids tell me...if you're going to be a mess...at least you're hot! *lol* All weekend I had a sore throat. I pushed through it and accomplished a LOT. Had a good walk into work on Monday. Noticed my legs are carrying me better agai... Read more

A Good Weekend

Monday, June 01, 2015      9 comments

My legs and abs are sore...that's always a good thing after a productive weekend. This was the first weekend I've had off from my photography business in a long time. (And I have graduation and a family shoot this weekend so...) I decid... Read more

One Good Day Deserves Another

Friday, May 29, 2015      2 comments

Yesterday was alright. I did alright. I forced myself through. I'm getting better. I sat down and wrote out plans. Money is going to be even tighter this week and next, but I'm honestly trying to just give myself permission and forgiven... Read more

Time to Get Serious

Thursday, May 28, 2015      8 comments

Yesterday was my very first counseling session I can remember since the split where I didn't bawl my eyes out. I nearly teared up twice, but not a single tear fell. I went in thinking I needed help in trying to figure out how to move on, but i... Read more

Month 5 Goals

Wednesday, May 27, 2015      7 comments

Okay, so crazy things are still happening. I told my son the other day that if it weren't for my bad luck, I don't think I'd have any luck at all. He said, "Well, then wouldn't it be better to have no luck?!" *lol* Thursday was weigh in.... Read more

Today...

Friday, May 22, 2015      5 comments

...I have decided to do what's best for me. ...I will let go of the things that have been holding me back. ...I will forgive myself. ...I will allow myself to be perfectly imperfect. ...I will recognize the things about myself that are a... Read more

Work-Work-Work

Tuesday, May 19, 2015      3 comments

Lots of working going on right now in my life. I finished up my last Senior Session, but I have a family session and a senior mini coming up this weekend, plus my gallery viewing and sales session. I really hope they buy some products! Mostly... Read more

A Difficult Weekend

Monday, May 18, 2015      4 comments

Well, at least I learned one lesson this week - I am not ready to come off my meds yet. I forgot to take my medicine on Saturday and by Sunday my body was threatening one of the worse panic attacks on record. Too much anxiety and stress right ... Read more

Goals and Rewards

Friday, May 15, 2015      7 comments

Okay, I'm using this crazy momentum I have right now to set up some goals and rewards for myself. I vow to not count my blessings only as numbers on a scale. I vow to celebrate non-scale victories just as much or more than those I see at the d... Read more

Hurting

Friday, May 15, 2015      7 comments

Yesterday was hell. Plain and simple. Big fight with the ex. He has since informed me that he is basically over me and that no one will ever love me. (He's a real gem, isn't he ladies?!) Thank goodness I had a counseling session and tal... Read more

Another Off Day

Wednesday, May 13, 2015      5 comments

I will really be happy when I have less of these. I do notice they directly relate to interactions with the ex, so...I'm doing my best to limit those interactions right now. He's not making it easy. Tonight is my night without the kids...... Read more


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