Where has the time gone?
Feeling a little pathetic here :( I have sooo neglected SP for a long time. And very discouraged that I have let myself gain all the weight back. My husband is pretty much begging me to start eating healthier with him and all I am thinking is, h... Read more
SPRING into Summer challenge
This Challenge runs from Stroke of Midnight Friday Morning, to Stroke of Midnight Tuesday Night...You have All Day, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday, AND Tuesday...No Excuses..Just Do It! Does not matter if you ... Read more
Non-Scale Goals for BLC
I was told in my group that I need to set some Non Scale goals for myself and here are what they are.
QOTD *Non-Scale Goals*
1. To be accountable for myself and no more excuses.
2. No matter what kind of day I am having, I will alway... Read more
Hey y'all. Blah. don't have much to say. It has been a looooong time since I have added a blog. I am so depressed and ashamed of myself. I tried on some more capris yesterday because it was so warm...none of them fit. I am so pissed at myself. I... Read more
I am in my safe zone!
Ha. There I said it. What I haven't been able to admit before. IT IS SAFE AND COMFORTING TO BE FAT!! Don't you all agree?! So why don't I feel happy?
It is comforting to know that food is here for me. I have a bad day, go to McDonalds and grab... Read more
Nov. 05, 2007
Wow. It has been SIX months since I have posted my last blog back in May. I loved doing blogs, I loved all the support I have gotten. I am glad that Nicole has suggested this for a challenge, because this might help me.
I guess for the past si... Read more
How can food be so wrong, when it feels so right?
I feel that I have went back to my old habits. What makes it so wrong now, and not as wrong back then, is I am aware of what Im eating. I know that it is bad for me, I know how to control my calories, but I'm eating the food anyways. I have heal... Read more
Weight loss is like a roller coaster
Ups and downs, ups and downs. This week was an UP for me. Staying postive and not stressing about food and life pays off. I had major food tempations this week but I didn't go bizork. Yeah, I had a few cupcakes Saturday and a piece of cake yest... Read more
Ready to give up.
This is getting me nowhere. With all of my family problems, and all the stress at home, I can't do this anymore. I have craved soooo many things, not giving in so I can lose thoes few extra pounds that I have wanted to lose for a few weeks now. ... Read more
Reached my first major goal!
I have been kind of down this weekend and I woke up like I normally do for my hubby and get his clothes ready, make coffee and his lunch for him, and while I was getting his clothes...I saw my size JR 18's hanging up in the closet that I have be... Read more
Please say a prayer for my hubby
This isn't spark people related but my husband has to go back and re take a test to get into our local college (to take his EMT B class) because he didn't pass it the first time. This is the last chance that he has before he starts taking his cl... Read more
Today, I thought was going to be a good day. Woke up extra early to let the dogs out, kids were still in bed...and I started to do my turbojam. I felt so good. Ran/walked in place for 10 mins, took a shower, ate a nice breakfast. Kids got up, cl... Read more
TOMORROW will be the day.
OK, TODAY I WAS GOING TO START EXERCISING AGAIN (IT'S BEEN SINCE WEDNESDAY) AND ALL DAY I CAME UP WITH LITTLE EXCUSES (MY SPORT BRA IS DIRTY, THE KIDS ARE ACTING UP, THE DOGS WILL BOTHER ME AND I JUST DONT FEEL LIKE IT!!)
SO, I HAVE GOT TO DO ... Read more
OK BRYN HANEY...get your butt in gear!!!!!
Im not going to quit now. I can't, I simply can't go back to where I started (although it would be soooooo much easier). I said that I was going to start again tomorrow, but I think Im going to eat a small bowl of veggie soup and something low c... Read more
I feel as if Im doing something wrong.
I don't understand what everyone's problem is. Im freaking losing weight...Im not starving myself, Im eating better. If I'm not eating too much, it's-Im eating too little. Now, I feels that Im doing something wrong, and REALLY discouraged here. ... Read more