Fattest I've ever been. I'm back and angry with myself but more determined than ever.... Read more
Vacation is over
I'm on vacation/moving maybe, been staying with my cousin in Florida and haven't been eating well or working out. Well Vacation is over, I've been looking for work while here and loafing around. It's time to get back on my grind.... Read more
No electricity for 3 days.....
I've haven't been eating well or sparking the way I should have. I have a excellent reason, I have been without power for 3 days, it just got fixed like 2 hours ago. It's been a struggle, all my food thawed & had to BBQ it all. Well is there ... Read more
Pay no attention to this weekend.
Celebrations, I'm not counting this weekend at all, it was bound to be bad. Don't think I remembered all my food and dont care. I will stop eventually!... Read more
I am now the nice new owner of an Associates Degree in Accounting! WOO HOO! Start working on Bachelors in August, no rest for the wicked. So of course I celebrated Thursday night with yes count them 9 Tequila's. I'm not sorry! I will own ev... Read more
So many things make sense now!!! 3 days ago I was a sniveling mess. LMAO anyway I get it now. Hit the gym today yay, ended up making some deep fried chicken for dinner. It's funny how since I haven't had it in forever it was so delicious OMG ... Read more
It was a good day.....
Woke up, relaxed, got my workout in, went shopping, came home made dinner, typical normal day. Woo hoo, hitting the gym in the morning. It's all gravy.... Read more
Still very emotional...
This crying at the drop of a hat has have something to do with my stress level, TOM and my anti-depressants. Not that there's anything wrong with taking anti-depressants but to clarify I take them for chronic migraines. I say all this because ... Read more
I'm overly emotional today, it's raining outside and these are usually ooh lets cuddle and watch a movie kinda days. Except today I really just want to be left alone.... Read more
Just realized I've dropped the ball
I just realized that the people I've SPF'd on this site haven't heard from me since I've been all wacked out about quitting smoking. I think I do better when I'm encouraging other because I'm a bit competitive and don't want them looking at me ... Read more
Still not smoking.......
The nights are getting better, it's that time when I decide it's time to go to bed and then the want starts. Either way after having a few drinks with friends on Friday night (I had 2 cigs) but it was ok I didn't want them half way through. Ei... Read more
I WANT A CIGARETTE!!!!! ok I feel better now that I yelled it somewhere.... Read more
Yeah I did it, uh huh yeah!!!!!
That's right I made it through the first 24 hours of not smoking. Take that Newport! HA I'm keeping my $6 in PA/$9 in NY. I liked smoking, but who the hell can afford it. Oh well Go Hard or Go Home!! Brandi will be eating right, working out ... Read more
7 hours ago I had my last cigarette......
I'm ok so far, trying to drink water when I feel like I need to light up. Had a snack, when I really got antsy but it was still within my calories. It was also a low cal snack. I'm doing this for me, I'm doing this for me. I'll keep thinking... Read more
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5 Cigs till I'm done smoking!
Ok so I've opened the last pack, gave some away at school so I smoke even less. They taste nasty, I feel like I'm forcing myself to smoke just because I still have them. I know your thinking why not throw them out, HA not for what they cost. ... Read more