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August 24

Monday, August 24, 2015      4 comments

Feeling horrible about myself. I binged so much yesterday and today I feel horrible! I need help! Don't know how to do this alone! I know technically I have to but I don't know if I can!! Trying to start over again just like every other week... Read more

August 19, 2015

Wednesday, August 19, 2015      2 comments

Everyday is s struggle. This fight with food is driving me crazy and Is going to kill me I fear. I am the biggest I have ever been and I hate my body. I am trying to hard to stay positive but it is extremely difficult. God give me strength!!... Read more

August 4, 2015

Tuesday, August 04, 2015      3 comments

I have had a really bad four days with the bday parties over the weekend but I will not give up. I can do this. I am worth it!!! I try to tell myself these things in my head and repeat them often so that I may have a chance at reaching my g... Read more

August 1

Saturday, August 01, 2015      2 comments

I have self diagnosed BED so parties are a struggle for me. Last night was my sisters bday party and I ate too much. I did not eat as much as I would have before I really started trying to stop this horrible problem from taking over my life. ... Read more


Thursday, July 30, 2015      2 comments

Another week has almost passed and I still have not lost a flipping pound. I am so sick of this struggle I just want to give up. Why?????? Why wont the scale move?? Seems like no matter what I do the scale is against me. My legs feel like ... Read more

New day

Wednesday, July 22, 2015      3 comments

overage again late night . I really need to get a hold of this evening eating thing and I think the scale will move. Today is a new day. Trying to make my new mantra a good one instead of being negative all the time. So here goes, today will... Read more

Fat girl

Tuesday, July 21, 2015      4 comments

so sick of being the fat girl if the family. Medication and BED have both contributed to my weight issue. Almost feeling hopeless. I work out everyday and although my calories aren't perfect I only go over a few hundred on a couple days a week... Read more

July 8, 2015

Wednesday, July 08, 2015      5 comments

Here I am yet again with my sob story. I can't get motivated and I just keep eating junk and sugar and all things bad for me. If I am sad I eat, happy I eat, bored I eat, I just cant' seem to stop. I know the things I am putting in my body a... Read more


Tuesday, February 17, 2015      1 comments

Still struggling to get my weight in check. I had some issues to work through, at which time I ATE myself through. Now I am back at square one and I am has heaving as I was when I was pregnant. I'm only five feet tall and when your short, as... Read more

August 7, 2014

Thursday, August 07, 2014      0 comments

Still fighting the battle of the bulge. Every day of my life is feels like starting all over again. Struggling with the urge to want to eat bad foods, and too much of it every day. I have been on this site for years and in the past it has rea... Read more

The Blues

Friday, August 03, 2012      1 comments

So I had a bad eating night last night. I went out to dinner and had delicious spinach and arthichoke dip and then a yummy saladwith crispy chicken and now I am regretting every bite. Feeling full and bloated still this morning!! Trying to ge... Read more

Still Fighting

Monday, July 30, 2012      1 comments

I was gone for a couple weeks just stopping by Spark for quick updates. I am back again to try as usual. I keep on this roller coaster and can't seem to get off of it. Anyone else out there in the same boat as I am??? I am still exercising bu... Read more


Friday, July 20, 2012      0 comments

I am very proud of myself that I am still here. I have missed a day or so here and there but I am still trucking!! I hope I can keep this up for ever!! There is such a great motivating factor in this website. I am in my second week of p90x a... Read more

Monday, Monday

Monday, June 11, 2012      0 comments

Another Monday at the office! three more weeks until vacation and I had a crappy eating weekened again. Not as bad as the prior to but still not as good as my week workouts and calorie tracking has been. I will probably not reach my goal befor... Read more

June 6

Wednesday, June 06, 2012      0 comments

I so badly wanted to blow off putting tonight's stats in but I decided to face the music and see the damage that I really did. I only went over my calories by about 400. It could be much worse right? I had a really bad day. I know it's rea... Read more

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