It started out a good week before we left. My SI joint locked up. Basically, I could not move my right hip. Just moving from a lying to a sitting position was enough to make me cry, and come close to passing out. The pain was INCREDIBLE. I'... Read more
I didn't quite meet my goal last week.
Water was good 2 days out of 7.
Tracking - 3? Maybe 4....
That sucks. I am finding excuses.
No time. Stressed. Tired.
I don't log onto SP at work for obvious reasons. I ... Read more
I had the most success when I can spend time blogging. Basically kicking my own butt out the door. My daily Kick in the Butt blogs. They really helped motivate me. Get the blood flowing. Get the determination going to get out there and kick... Read more
I am home sick. My stomach is acting up again. It's stress. I know it is. That and the fact that right now I HATE my job.
Anyhow, all that matters right now is I'm home in pain.
I didn't track my food yesterday. No reason. I ... Read more
Yesterday I ate within my calorie range, but had some issues with it still. I was over my range with my fats, and below with my carbs.
I remember what this does to me, especially the next day. I end up with cravings. I want to eat ever... Read more
It's been way WAY too long.
I am sick and tired of not liking what I see in the mirror. I'm sick and tired of feeling sick and tired.
I made this journey once before. Funny thing is, it didn't seem too difficult. Calories In - C... Read more
It's been a long time since I blogged. Life's been overwhelming me.
I was over stressed after loosing my brother, and everything that went along with that. Then my mother got a date to have her knee replacement done.
Long story sh... Read more
I am still not doing very well. I had to take a couple of more days off of work. The headaches were getting to be too much. These are the kinds of headaches that p... Read more
I was under the impression that there was a prepaid funeral service that was going to be used for Matthew. I found out yesterday that's not the case. However, my mothers "husband" made it clear he's paying for this.
Then he bitches becaus... Read more
I've gone out running for the past two days. Each day ended early, but it is getting better.
The first day my whole body hurt. I don't do pain, so I stopped.
Today, I was okay, but then I started to cramp. When the cramping spread... Read more
It was difficult, but necessary.
Lee realized how hard it all was on me, and let me have my space Sunday morning. He didn't do anything to make me feel obligated to do anything I wasn't okay doing. After I went for a run and cried my eyes... Read more
On Monday, Chris called. His mother died.
Chris and I have been good friends for almost 20 years now. I've actually lost count. I guess I met him when Adrienne was 1, and she's 18 now, so 17 years. We dated for about a year, but that d... Read more
Yesterday was a tough day. Lee went to help a friend move. That's not the problem. I am glad he was able to help out.
The problem was him coming home drunk. Rather, him driving his truck home drunk.
I asked him outright about i... Read more