I don't know what to do, and I'm scared.
I'm scared I've lost the most wonderful person I've ever met.
I'm scared because I don't really want to go it alone.
I'm scared because I know in my heart, leaving most likely means l... Read more
It's amazing how this Lazy Boy just reaches up and grabs me by the butt every morning, especially after I eat my breakfast.
But I need to break it's hold again today. The scale is finally starting to move again, and I don't want to loose ... Read more
Last night I wasn't home to meet Lee after work. I went fishing instead. Left him a note, and after I dropped my daughter off at work, I was gone. I came back around 8pm. I didn't catch anything worth bringing home. Oh well. Next time.
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I am feeling great today. No aches or pains. Slept not too bad, all things considered.
Yesterday was an emotional rollercoaster, but that's for another blog. All in all, I handled it very well.
Still taking all my meds/supplemen... Read more
Right now, I'm full of negative energy. I need this kick in the butt to get me out the door and starting to run. I know I will be able to find more inner strength once I'm out there and moving. Heck, it'll help me sort out all of this crap go... Read more
Last night was the final straw. I can't take this anymore.
Yesterday, I was focusing on eating 6x/day to try and break this plateau I've been stuck on for weeks. I did it on Saturday too, and overall I was starting to feel a little bett... Read more
Things are working the way they should, or at least it would seem so. I am considering increasing my prebiotic treatment to twice a day for the next 8 days. The instructions say to do it twice a day. My only hesitation has been the side effec... Read more
I was at my breaking point yesterday with the control issues Lee has. Well, he's pushed me past it today.
I was heating up a lunch for myself. Leftover grilled chicken breast, and fried rice with lots of broccoli/cauliflower. Just a smal... Read more
I just realized I didn't post yesterday. Nothing was out of the ordinary. I felt good. No odd aches, pains, etc.
Today is different though. I woke up feeling completely exhausted. I have no idea why. When I sat here and started to r... Read more
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I post the images on one of my other blog sites because I'm able to make the image big enough to read there. Here, it's too small to read.... Read more
I think I could be in a little trouble right now. I am still hung up on Lee being so controlling. He has no idea why I'm pulling back. In fact, I think he's getting tired of it. But what does he expect? I do not do well with someone trying ... Read more
Got on the scale again today. 230lbs. WTF!!!
It was down to 227 yesterday.
I've been running/exercising all week long. I know I had one easy day, and I know I took one day off about a week ago. It's coming time to take a day off ... Read more
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I post the images on this other blog site, as it gives me the chance to re-size the image. When I post this image here on sparkpeople, it's too small to re... Read more