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This Weeks Goals
Thursday, December 08, 2011      1 comments

I seem to have so much to do, and so little time to get it all done. Time to get organized and get 'er done. Before Saturday I want to: - color my hair - get a haircut - maybe get my nails done (could do it in Regina Saturday) - un... Read more
Changes are in the wind
Thursday, December 08, 2011      2 comments

Lee absolutely adores me right now. As I am. So don't think he's the pushing force behind this. But I am starting to want to get back to running. Back to weight loss. Back to earning a body to be proud of. And Lee is behind me 100% on ... Read more
It just kinda snuck up and bit me when I wasn't looking...
Wednesday, December 07, 2011      2 comments

I've been thinking a lot this past week. What happened with Terry really hurt, but there was a reason for it. I believe it was to put me in Tammy's life. She does too. But for the past 2 months Lee's been there. A friend. Someone who... Read more
Tuesday, December 06, 2011      2 comments

I am going to start to work on getting back on the fitness track here soon. I know. It's just another excuse. But I'm so busy right now. Tonight I finish moving out of my trailer. I have decided that paying that much to rent a bed in ... Read more
Today ... more emotional stuff
Thursday, December 01, 2011      2 comments

Last night Lee picked me up for supper. We went out for wings. Surprise surprise Terry was there. He at first tried to hide, but then saw I was with Lee. I think he was upset. What a looser. He can't be bothered to ask me to join him, but ... Read more
Wednesday, November 30, 2011      1 comments

I just came across Lee's wife's obituary. She passed away this past summer. She survived breast cancer, and had a sudden stroke this summer and passed. She was a beautiful woman. Only 50. And I can tell you she was a lucky woman... Read more
Today ... still moving in the right direction.
Wednesday, November 30, 2011      1 comments

Terry finally texted me last night. I just brushed him off. Didn't even really want to hear from him. I was out for supper with Lee. Lee knows all of this. And I won't hide it from him. But things are changing. I don't want to have ... Read more
Today ... baby steps forward and trying to keep up the momentum
Tuesday, November 29, 2011      4 comments

If you read yesterdays blog, you know the kind of trouble I've found myself in, and just how important it is that I get out. Well, I talked to Tammy. She's done encouraging Terry to contact me when I'm hurting. She realizes just how toxic... Read more
Today ... a look back on a rough weekend again.
Monday, November 28, 2011      6 comments

Wow. I am so DONE! Thursday night, Terry was beaten up. As if that's not bad enough, his room mate seems to think I was involved in setting this all up. So I spent Thursday night upset and trying to figure out why everyone was so m... Read more
Today ... confessions all over the place
Wednesday, November 23, 2011      5 comments

I have not done well with getting myself back on track. I have been trying to eat more freggies, but that's about it. It hasn't stopped me from eating things I shouldn't. It haven't been drinking my water. Or getting my running in. Basicall... Read more
Stuck ... Small Stone of the Week Nov 18-24
Friday, November 18, 2011      2 comments

I had an Ah Ha moment a few days ago. I am still on track with a big part of that - removing toxic people from my pit crew. But I haven't gotten focused on my nutrition and health again. I keep pushing it back, back, back. I know the dr... Read more
Yesterdays work that lead up to todays Freedom!
Thursday, November 17, 2011      2 comments

Takers Put what they want ahead of everything. Tend to use their friends. Take take take, and never give. They take more out of the relationship than they give into it. Yes, a relationship is give and take, but they are very one sided a... Read more
Today ... Finally an AhHa! Moment
Thursday, November 17, 2011      2 comments

I don't know what finally happened. Last night I was invited out for supper with a friend. I almost blew him off. I was too tired. All I wanted to do was get wings and go home and relax. But couldn't invite him along for that. He'd ge... Read more
Today ... looking back on a very difficult week
Wednesday, November 16, 2011      3 comments

I had no idea going into the weekend last week just how difficult the road was going to be. I have to start with a disclaimer. This blog contains very touchy and emotional stuff. It involves abortions. If you have strong feelings eithe... Read more
Today ... I'm actually kind of scared
Thursday, November 10, 2011      8 comments

No fitness yesterday. Instead, Tammy came home. It was great. She is back with her kids. I went out for the evening. Wings and a movie with a friend. Just to give her space with her family and her home again. I found out something las... Read more

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