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Today ... a reflection on this past weekend
Monday, November 07, 2011      1 comments

Wow, it's been busy. And a lot has happened not just to keep me busy, but also personally. Last blog I was saying how Terry's not being there for me when I needed a friend again was the last straw. I know I'm kinda wishy washy when it com... Read more
No rest for the wicked
Friday, November 04, 2011      4 comments

Last night my friend Tammy ended up back in the hospital. I spent the entire evening basically getting her back to the hospital. We had to make two ER trips before they admitted her. I guess I don't have the luxury of falling apart anym... Read more
Lost touch with my inner strength
Thursday, November 03, 2011      6 comments

I just realized something. I've lost touch with my inner strength. Again. Yes, I do this quite often. When I'm aware of it and feeling well, I take for granted I'll never loose it again. I mean, it's right there. Inside me. I don't ... Read more
Thursday, November 03, 2011      4 comments

Been taking it easy since yesterday. I know in my head why I'm sitting teetering on my breaking point. It's just a delayed reaction to all sorts of stuff. But I've found knowing is just not quite enough to to stop it all. Tammy is back h... Read more
Reached my breaking point ....
Wednesday, November 02, 2011      9 comments

I'm under so much stress lately. And I know it. But today at work I finally reached my breaking point. I have been pulled in 5 different directions today. And normally I do well with things like that. I actually like to be busy. But ... Read more
Today ... Just kind of sitting in limbo
Wednesday, November 02, 2011      0 comments

I was so tired yesterday it wasn't even funny. So it was a rough evening. Even the boys were tired. And RJ had too much sugar. But it was all okay. We got them all settled and into bed without too much problem. And we did it early. Te... Read more
Today ... very tired and thinking of making a HUGE mistake, or maybe I already did
Tuesday, November 01, 2011      4 comments

I'm just checking back in really quick. I don't have a lot of time to be online today. But right now I'm waiting for information to come in, and not expecting it for at least an hour or so. Last night I went and picked up my daughter. It... Read more
Today ... just a quick check in
Monday, October 31, 2011      4 comments

My daughter is coming to visit me for a week. She'll help out with the kids while I work, so that's all going to be okay. As for Terry, I tried to talk to him. It didn't go too well. I think he's off avoiding my texts and everything again... Read more
Today... What a crazy week!!!
Friday, October 28, 2011      5 comments

Tammy had to go into the hospital. She called and asked me to take care of her kids for her. Of course I did. At first, the arrangement was for me to be there to take care of everyone during the evenings. During the day, her dad was going... Read more
Today ... still emotional baggage I have to dump
Tuesday, October 25, 2011      5 comments

I am still not running. I'm not rushing back into it. My body will tell me when I'm ready. And I'm not yet. And I'm okay with that The only problem I have with it is the fact it's my emotional release. Helps keep my mind on an even keel... Read more
Today ... more emotional stuff you may want to skip
Sunday, October 23, 2011      7 comments

Right now my head is all over the place. A few reasons. The biggest have to do with the marathon, and the stress it put on my body. I also haven't been out running since. I am still recovering first. And then there's Terry.... There's alwa... Read more
Thursday, October 20, 2011      0 comments

I’m still in recovery from the Marathon this past weekend. The pain is 90% gone now. I put on my steel toe shoes for work today, and felt the ache in my left hip and knee. I guess it really was hurting pretty bad when I pushed through on Sunda... Read more
My 200 Day Challenge - Day 200 Race Day - SF Nike Womens Marathon
Wednesday, October 19, 2011      22 comments

Well, the race started off as a great trip to San Francisco. My ex, and two kids were supposed to come. My ex backed out, and my daughter lost her passport the night before the flight. Well, she didn’t find it until after she missed the fligh... Read more
I'm Back!!! Ran the Nike Womens Marathon on Sunday....
Tuesday, October 18, 2011      8 comments

Ran the Nike Womens Marathon on Oct 16 in San Francisco. Got lots to say. Lots of pics. Loved it. Still can't walk, but I'll tell y'all later. And I discovered a few things. My son is really a great kid. I always knew this, but ... Read more
Today ... Visiting, being chased, and other stuff that is cluttering my mind.
Tuesday, October 11, 2011      5 comments

I'm in Calgary visiting with my kids. We are leaving for San Francisco tomorrow morning. I can't wait. I'm so excited. But this Terry thing is clouding my thoughts. I need to put it behind me. Once and for all. Yesterday I was h... Read more

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