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Today

Wednesday, October 05, 2011      4 comments

What an interesting evening. Lee called and wanted to go for supper. So we went out and had a nice evening. When it was all done, he went and bought tickets to the concert on Saturday night. I can't wait to go. I'm going to get Tammy ... Read more

Today's Kick in the Butt

Tuesday, October 04, 2011      1 comments

Funny thing is, I don't even really need to do it. I'm excited to go running after work. And I've already got in my 8 glasses of water, and I KNOW I'll be sucking it back during and after my run. But this is all about progress. Moving fo... Read more

Looking forward...

Tuesday, October 04, 2011      1 comments

To absolutely EVERYTHING this week. Today after work, I'm going running. Going to try for 5 miles. No matter how far I go, it's success. On Saturday, it looks like Tammy, Red, and I are going to the Chillowack Concert. I was going... Read more

Today ... and a thank you or two

Tuesday, October 04, 2011      4 comments

Thank you to all my sparkfriends who have stuck by me through my struggles this past year. I know I've been all over the map. Especially this past month. I know I have lost a lot of friends who were following my blogs. I don't blame them. I... Read more

Today's kick in the Butt!

Monday, October 03, 2011      2 comments

Okay, I haven't done this in a very long time. But it's time again. So what do I want to do today? Rather, what do I need to do today! emoticonRead more

Update on my weekend...

Monday, October 03, 2011      2 comments

Well, overall it went well. Some hang ups - Tammy and I made plans both Friday and Saturday nights and she cancelled very late both times. But I didn't let that get to me. I get that it's a reflection of who she really is - flaky and unreliab... Read more

Today...

Monday, October 03, 2011      4 comments

I had a fairly good weekend. I wasn't really struggling with loneliness like I thought I would be. In fact, I often found myself with two invitations and deciding what to do. But the invitations I kept accepting, I would get stood up for. Ye... Read more

Today's Reflection - Taking care of what matters most

Friday, September 30, 2011      3 comments

A healthy body is a guest-chamber for the soul; a sick body is a prison. - Francis Bacon Taking care of what matters most Your body is one of the most fragile things you need to care for. All too often we allow sickness, stres... Read more

wow. He really is a hateful awful person...

Friday, September 30, 2011      7 comments

Been chatting with Terry's room mate. He just told me he saw the letter I left for Terry in his stuff. What kind of hateful person would do this? Share and laugh about a letter pouring out my feelings. How much I cared for him in the past. ... Read more

Loneliness vs Solitude.

Friday, September 30, 2011      4 comments

Loneliness is an unpleasant feeling in which a person experiences a strong sense of emptiness and solitude resulting from inadequate levels of social relationships. However, it is a subjective experience. Loneliness has also been described as so... Read more

Need a plan of attack for the weekend

Friday, September 30, 2011      2 comments

I can already tell it's going to be a tough one. So this blog will be filled with stuff I want to get done this weekend. Things I can do, or will do. Go fishing Text Friends Go online - find videos and music. Nickleback! Get med... Read more

Today ... feel like I'm fighting an uphill battle.

Friday, September 30, 2011      3 comments

Wow. I am suddenly overwhelmed with the urge to text Terry. Why? I don't want him back. I don't really care. But where is this coming from? Am I that afraid of spending the weekend alone? What is wrong with me? I know I dodged a bull... Read more

Today ... moving forward

Thursday, September 29, 2011      4 comments

I am feeling so much better right now. I am feeling strong. And excited. Tammy wants to learn to dance. So I'm going to arrange space for us to practice. I think teaching her to dance might re-ignite my passion for it as well. I am actuall... Read more

Reflecting on this hurt again...

Thursday, September 29, 2011      6 comments

I was going to blog about my feelings, and how Terry was involved in them. But you know what, I finally realized that it's not Terry. Terry is just a symptom of something deeper. I need to look past him. Besides. There is nothing ther... Read more

Today ... baby steps forward!

Thursday, September 29, 2011      5 comments

I was sitting here at my computer realizing I was in a dangerous state this morning. I am just in a daze. Can't completely cheer up. Can't shake the Terry thoughts. And yes, I get it's not about Terry. I guess it never really was. It was a... Read more


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