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Friday, October 07, 2011      1 comments

Wow. Things are really changing. Fast. Yesterday when I went for my run, I spent time talking to my angels. Asking for guidance, strength, or just a general change in what was happening. And I cried. It was a good release, but it took ... Read more
Thursday, October 06, 2011      3 comments

We've all got it. No one is immune to having some kind of baggage in their life. Most of us just drag it around. Or spend all kinds of money on trying to get rid of it. Or at least lighten the load. Well, for anyone who has empathetic t... Read more
Today's kick in the butt!
Thursday, October 06, 2011      2 comments

I decided I'm done with the problems in my last blog. Actually, the self love and self affirmations I spewed out at the end really helped. That and comments/support too. I actually started to smile again. I am finding my happy again. ... Read more
Today ... Terry's an A$$ and I can't keep doing this crap!!!
Thursday, October 06, 2011      8 comments

Well, after letting Terry know yesterday I was done with his crap, I didn't get another text. Instead, Tammy and I went for supper. I decided to get a dress on and really get out feeling good about me. Well, guess who showed up. Te... Read more
Update on Today....
Wednesday, October 05, 2011      3 comments

As the day wore on, this Terry thing started to bug me. I'm sick of getting these texts from him. I call it what it is - a booty call. Period. So I texted him. "Act Right". It's one of his favorite sayings. Telling people to smarten ... Read more
Wednesday, October 05, 2011      4 comments

What an interesting evening. Lee called and wanted to go for supper. So we went out and had a nice evening. When it was all done, he went and bought tickets to the concert on Saturday night. I can't wait to go. I'm going to get Tammy ... Read more
Today's Kick in the Butt
Tuesday, October 04, 2011      1 comments

Funny thing is, I don't even really need to do it. I'm excited to go running after work. And I've already got in my 8 glasses of water, and I KNOW I'll be sucking it back during and after my run. But this is all about progress. Moving fo... Read more
Looking forward...
Tuesday, October 04, 2011      1 comments

To absolutely EVERYTHING this week. Today after work, I'm going running. Going to try for 5 miles. No matter how far I go, it's success. On Saturday, it looks like Tammy, Red, and I are going to the Chillowack Concert. I was going... Read more
Today ... and a thank you or two
Tuesday, October 04, 2011      4 comments

Thank you to all my sparkfriends who have stuck by me through my struggles this past year. I know I've been all over the map. Especially this past month. I know I have lost a lot of friends who were following my blogs. I don't blame them. I... Read more
Today's kick in the Butt!
Monday, October 03, 2011      2 comments

Okay, I haven't done this in a very long time. But it's time again. So what do I want to do today? Rather, what do I need to do today! ... Read more
Update on my weekend...
Monday, October 03, 2011      2 comments

Well, overall it went well. Some hang ups - Tammy and I made plans both Friday and Saturday nights and she cancelled very late both times. But I didn't let that get to me. I get that it's a reflection of who she really is - flaky and unreliab... Read more
Monday, October 03, 2011      4 comments

I had a fairly good weekend. I wasn't really struggling with loneliness like I thought I would be. In fact, I often found myself with two invitations and deciding what to do. But the invitations I kept accepting, I would get stood up for. Ye... Read more
Today's Reflection - Taking care of what matters most
Friday, September 30, 2011      3 comments

A healthy body is a guest-chamber for the soul; a sick body is a prison. - Francis Bacon Taking care of what matters most Your body is one of the most fragile things you need to care for. All too often we allow sickness, stres... Read more
wow. He really is a hateful awful person...
Friday, September 30, 2011      7 comments

Been chatting with Terry's room mate. He just told me he saw the letter I left for Terry in his stuff. What kind of hateful person would do this? Share and laugh about a letter pouring out my feelings. How much I cared for him in the past. ... Read more
Loneliness vs Solitude.
Friday, September 30, 2011      4 comments

Loneliness is an unpleasant feeling in which a person experiences a strong sense of emptiness and solitude resulting from inadequate levels of social relationships. However, it is a subjective experience. Loneliness has also been described as so... Read more

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