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Just a quick note to follow up on the weekend...

Monday, August 01, 2011      13 comments

I moved yesterday morning. I was completely out of the house by 9:30am. Drinking by 10am. Yes, I know. But I was hurting. Needed to just get away from it all. Anyhow, I still have one more load to unload from my van. The new pla... Read more

Wavering while packing ... in the middle of the night ... HELP!

Sunday, July 31, 2011      14 comments

I guess I should start by saying it's almost 2am. The only reason I'm up is because I can't sleep. So what do I decide to do? start packing. Colin texted me in the evening while I was watching the football game. He was trying to b... Read more

Decision is made. Now where to go?

Saturday, July 30, 2011      14 comments

Thank you to all my sparkfriends, I've decided I'm moving out. My only problem now is where to go. I think I know. My boss at work offered me one of the houses. Usually they rent out the rooms at 2ppl/room. Crowded and expensive.... Read more

Had to blog again ... update

Friday, July 29, 2011      14 comments

Okay, so I went home and started packing. I was even excited to get moving... Then the text messages started from Colin. They are actually happening as I am writing this. I just don't know what to do. It's taking all I have to... Read more

Today ... emotional stuff again. Sorry

Friday, July 29, 2011      17 comments

I'm not in a good place today. I am exhausted. I didn't sleep more than an hour or so last night. Just couldn't sleep. I think it's finally done. Room mate has pushed me too far. I called and asked if the spare room is still available ... Read more

Something as simple as a kiss...

Thursday, July 28, 2011      6 comments

... can invoke the most incredible memories. And motivation. Motivation to move forward with life. To move away from things that are hurting you and towards things that will make your life so much more rewarding. It can be so full of pos... Read more

Today ... more emotional stuff you may want to skip.

Wednesday, July 27, 2011      3 comments

What a couple of days. I just don't know anymore. I'm feeling better than I have in a while. Oh, for anyone who knows, I had a date late last week. Well, it seemed to go fine, but I don't think things are going to work out. Yes, ... Read more

A bit of motivation...

Wednesday, July 27, 2011      8 comments

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Need some personal advice ladies. Okay, guys input would be nice too.

Tuesday, July 26, 2011      14 comments

There is someone who's caught my eye recently. Don't know him well enough to know if there's ever going to be anything there. But I am definitely interested in finding out. The problem? He's a friend of a friend. I am not comfortable en... Read more

Today...

Tuesday, July 26, 2011      4 comments

What a revelation. I think I'm finally starting to get it. Anyone who's been following my blogs know the rough journey I've been on since last fall. Falling for the wrong guy. Finding out someone I really cared about only wants to be fri... Read more

Today...

Thursday, July 21, 2011      10 comments

Guess this date thing has me more excited than I thought. I am really REALLY looking forward to getting out tonight. Jamie wants to go for a drive. Just go and chat. My first thought was to wonder about trusting him. But I do. I'm not... Read more

My 200 Day Challenge - Day 111

Thursday, July 21, 2011      4 comments

I did get out and run yesterday. It didn't go well. I got very very dizzy just before I hit the 1mile mark. I backed off. Walked it off. Then tried to run again. Nope. Things started going black again. So I walked home. On the way,... Read more

Self Sabotage

Wednesday, July 20, 2011      6 comments

Self Sabotage Def’n: Self-sabotage is a combination of thoughts, feelings, and actions that create a roadblock to success by working against your own self-interests. Well DUH!! I think we all know that. But there’s more to it. ... Read more

Today ... trying to climb out from under the crushing "shoulds"

Wednesday, July 20, 2011      8 comments

I am feeling totally defeated. Have been for a while now. I have been struggling to get my training runs in. A few reasons. Or should I say excuses. ...Read more

Today ... Struggling

Tuesday, July 19, 2011      12 comments

I really don't know what to say today. The heat is keeping me from being able to run. Okay, I will admit it is about 50% actual reason to not run, and 80% excuse. I'm the queen of excuses today again. I had no food this morning... Read more


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