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When did that happen?
Wednesday, August 10, 2011      25 comments

I'm sitting here today thinking. I've been really down on myself. Yes, I'm off track with my training, etc. But it's not the end of the world. On Monday I decided to go running. I put on my shoes. I ran. 20min and 1.5miles later, I de... Read more
Some Motivational Images...
Wednesday, August 10, 2011      3 comments

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Kinda blew it yesterday....
Wednesday, August 10, 2011      5 comments

The plan when I left work was to go home and run for 30min, put my laundry away, then allow myself to get lost in a bottle if I still wanted to. Well, you can all guess. I got home and got lost in a bottle. Didn't run. Didn't put the lau... Read more
Tuesday, August 09, 2011      12 comments

I am sitting here crying at my desk. I am actually considering going home tonight and drinking until the crying stops. Okay, before y'all get on my case, I don't drink alcohol often. If I drink 12 coolers in a year, then I've had a lot.... Read more
Today's Kick in the Butt...
Tuesday, August 09, 2011      9 comments

Not chasing a size 2. Just chasing a body that can rock this bikini. Yesterday was a success.... Read more
Update on yesterday, and some upsetting stuff from last night... I need some suggestions...
Tuesday, August 09, 2011      9 comments

Okay, good stuff first. I am counting yesterday as a success. I ran 20min - burned over 160calories. Then I rode my pedal bike for 30min last night. I ate clean. I cleaned the kitchen. Okay, the suitcases are still in the middle... Read more
Today's Kick in the Butt ... Could use some help with this one
Monday, August 08, 2011      11 comments

I am sitting here. Tired. Lethargic. Still not feeling well. I'm fed up. I've given it a week. I moved out on my room mate a week ago now. Today it's been a week since he found out. He's already been nice and tried to get me back. ... Read more
I just sent a text....
Friday, August 05, 2011      13 comments

to Colin. "the way you are treating me today is a HUGE part of why I left. Decide if it's something you want to keep doing." Now it's his play. Either what he says to me all the time is the truth, or his actions are the truth. It ca... Read more
I don't think I can do this anymore...
Friday, August 05, 2011      15 comments

The last two days in the new place have been so lonely. I am trying to get internet and tv hooked up so it doesn't feel so bad. But until it's done, I can't stand the silence. Colin has been over a few times. He's helping me with stuff -... Read more
Today is the first day of the Rest Of My LIFE!!!
Wednesday, August 03, 2011      15 comments

Last night I finally spent alone in my new place. It's the first night I've spent alone in a place in years. Not that I sleep around. Between family, pets, friends, there is almost always been someone else in the house when I'm sleeping. Not... Read more
Time to SNAP OUT OF IT!!!
Tuesday, August 02, 2011      9 comments

Okay, even I know it's not always that easy. But I also know when it's time for some tough love, and starting to kick my own butt. TODAY IS THAT DAY!!! Yes, this weekend was hard. It's going to still hurt on and off for a while. De... Read more
Today - Emotional stuff you may want to skip over...
Tuesday, August 02, 2011      6 comments

My head hurts today. So does my stomach. It's stress. I was overwhelmed yesterday at the thought of Colin coming home to find me moved out. I guess once he got to town and saw all my stuff gone, he jumped in his truck and started ... Read more
Just a quick note to follow up on the weekend...
Monday, August 01, 2011      13 comments

I moved yesterday morning. I was completely out of the house by 9:30am. Drinking by 10am. Yes, I know. But I was hurting. Needed to just get away from it all. Anyhow, I still have one more load to unload from my van. The new pla... Read more
Wavering while packing ... in the middle of the night ... HELP!
Sunday, July 31, 2011      14 comments

I guess I should start by saying it's almost 2am. The only reason I'm up is because I can't sleep. So what do I decide to do? start packing. Colin texted me in the evening while I was watching the football game. He was trying to b... Read more
Decision is made. Now where to go?
Saturday, July 30, 2011      14 comments

Thank you to all my sparkfriends, I've decided I'm moving out. My only problem now is where to go. I think I know. My boss at work offered me one of the houses. Usually they rent out the rooms at 2ppl/room. Crowded and expensive.... Read more

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