Advertisement -- Learn more about ads on this site.
100,000-149,999 SparkPoints 133,668

BLUEROSE73's Blogs

Today ... emotional stuff again. Sorry
Friday, July 29, 2011      17 comments

I'm not in a good place today. I am exhausted. I didn't sleep more than an hour or so last night. Just couldn't sleep. I think it's finally done. Room mate has pushed me too far. I called and asked if the spare room is still available ... Read more
Something as simple as a kiss...
Thursday, July 28, 2011      6 comments

... can invoke the most incredible memories. And motivation. Motivation to move forward with life. To move away from things that are hurting you and towards things that will make your life so much more rewarding. It can be so full of pos... Read more
Today ... more emotional stuff you may want to skip.
Wednesday, July 27, 2011      3 comments

What a couple of days. I just don't know anymore. I'm feeling better than I have in a while. Oh, for anyone who knows, I had a date late last week. Well, it seemed to go fine, but I don't think things are going to work out. Yes, ... Read more
A bit of motivation...
Wednesday, July 27, 2011      8 comments

... Read more
Need some personal advice ladies. Okay, guys input would be nice too.
Tuesday, July 26, 2011      14 comments

There is someone who's caught my eye recently. Don't know him well enough to know if there's ever going to be anything there. But I am definitely interested in finding out. The problem? He's a friend of a friend. I am not comfortable en... Read more
Tuesday, July 26, 2011      4 comments

What a revelation. I think I'm finally starting to get it. Anyone who's been following my blogs know the rough journey I've been on since last fall. Falling for the wrong guy. Finding out someone I really cared about only wants to be fri... Read more
Thursday, July 21, 2011      10 comments

Guess this date thing has me more excited than I thought. I am really REALLY looking forward to getting out tonight. Jamie wants to go for a drive. Just go and chat. My first thought was to wonder about trusting him. But I do. I'm not... Read more
My 200 Day Challenge - Day 111
Thursday, July 21, 2011      4 comments

I did get out and run yesterday. It didn't go well. I got very very dizzy just before I hit the 1mile mark. I backed off. Walked it off. Then tried to run again. Nope. Things started going black again. So I walked home. On the way,... Read more
Self Sabotage
Wednesday, July 20, 2011      6 comments

Self Sabotage Def’n: Self-sabotage is a combination of thoughts, feelings, and actions that create a roadblock to success by working against your own self-interests. Well DUH!! I think we all know that. But there’s more to it. ... Read more
Today ... trying to climb out from under the crushing "shoulds"
Wednesday, July 20, 2011      8 comments

I am feeling totally defeated. Have been for a while now. I have been struggling to get my training runs in. A few reasons. Or should I say excuses. ... Read more
Today ... Struggling
Tuesday, July 19, 2011      12 comments

I really don't know what to say today. The heat is keeping me from being able to run. Okay, I will admit it is about 50% actual reason to not run, and 80% excuse. I'm the queen of excuses today again. I had no food this morning... Read more
New Hair Color, and New Running Gear. Photos
Monday, July 18, 2011      9 comments

New outfit, without sucking anything in. I really need some abs work. New lighter hair color. Stil... Read more
Today's Kick in the Butt ...
Monday, July 18, 2011      13 comments

I so don't want to get up out of this chair and go running. I went to bed last night realizing it's been over a week since I've gone. I can't let this keep happening. I need to stop looking at the overwhelmingly big goal But right now, even ... Read more
Today - Emotional stuff you may want to skip over...
Thursday, July 14, 2011      10 comments

I woke up this morning feeling very defeated. Last night I was talking to my daughter. We ended up fighting again. What gives that child the right to think she can talk so disrespectfully to me and I'll put up with it? I never have bef... Read more
I've done some soul searching...
Wednesday, July 13, 2011      13 comments

It's been bothering me. How could I go from running regularly. To not running as much, but being able to maintain my weight within 10lbs. To reagaining so much weight so fast. March 2009 I joined Sparkpeople March24'ish 2009 I disco... Read more

First Page  1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39 40 41 42 43 44 45 46 47 48 49 50 51 52 53 54 55 56 57 58 59 60 61 62 63 64 65 66 67 68 69 70 71 72 73 74 75 76 77 78 79 80 81 82 83 84 85 86 87 88 89 90 91 92 Last Page