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Feeling kind of lost and in need of some moral support...

Tuesday, July 05, 2011      17 comments

... but I understand if you don't want to give it here. I am struggling with this one myself. I have a friend I care about - a lot. But he only wants friends with benefits. As much as it hurt, I told him on Sunday no more. I can't do th... Read more

Today's Reflection

Monday, July 04, 2011      8 comments

Something we were withholding made us weak, until we found it was ourselves. - Robert Frost Who is standing in your way? Imagine someone regularly tying small weights around your ankles as you try to climb a mountain. Doesn't sound f... Read more

Enough of this wallowing...

Sunday, July 03, 2011      7 comments

I deserve better. Okay, so I let another idiot take advantage of my kind nature. That's his problem. Not mine. But am I going to let that keep me from reaching my goals? NO WAY!!! Read more

DIY Challenge - July 5 - 8

Sunday, July 03, 2011      1 comments

JULY 5-8 1. List all the healthy good stuff you ate over the 4th of July weekend. 2. Mark your calendars with a star/sticker/happy face/ check mark- whatever you want- one mark for Cardio on each day you did it and one mark for Stren... Read more

At risk of loosing who I am again... :'(

Sunday, July 03, 2011      3 comments

I am feeling completely stupid and used right now. I guess the writing was on the wall the entire time. I just didn't want to see it. I just wish I could blame it 100% on someone else. I prefer to have someone other than myself to blame... Read more

Today's Kick in the Butt ...

Sunday, July 03, 2011      4 comments

The kick I gave myself yesterday was great. Now I figure it's worth it to do it again today. ****************************
****** TMI WARNING ... you may want to scroll down to the line of stars and skip this one, especially if you ... Read more

Today's Kick in the Butt ... Confession time

Saturday, July 02, 2011      16 comments

I have become a couch potato again. All I want to do is melt into this armchair. No motivation to do ANYTHING! Not even laundry. Or even get up to feed myself. I'm pretty sure the scale this week has had a lot to do with it. It's up j... Read more

My Declaration of Independence!

Thursday, June 30, 2011      13 comments

Okay, as a Canadian, we don't have independence in the same sense. Yes, we still acknowledge the monarchy, but only as figure heads. But that's not gonna stop me from declaring independence from what's been holding me down - MY FAT! My Mu... Read more

DIY Challenge July 1-4

Thursday, June 30, 2011      2 comments

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DIY Challenge Entry Form

Wednesday, June 29, 2011      6 comments

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Today's kick in the butt....

Wednesday, June 29, 2011      6 comments

It's been a long time. I haven't blogged. I haven't exercised. I haven't even tracked all my food. Last week, I arrived at work to find we were flooded out. We were going to be out of work for a week or more. My first thoughts - Yippee... Read more

Pics of some of the flooding here in Estevan

Tuesday, June 21, 2011      11 comments

This top pic is hard to see. It's a panoramic view that spans over 180 degrees. It is the two pics below put together. Read more

Why am I not loosing any weight?

Monday, June 20, 2011      7 comments

I have been sitting here thinking. When I was on Sparkpeople last time, I was kicking it out of the park. Weight was just dropping off of me. Now.... not so much What is different? My diet has changed a little, but not much It's my... Read more

Pro's and Con's

Sunday, June 19, 2011      4 comments

Thanks for the idea Lori. I was kind of doing this all day anyhow, but I agree. I should put it down in black n white. PRO'S - reasons to stay here - I like my job - I have a job - I pay almost no rent - When push comes to sho... Read more

Today :(

Sunday, June 19, 2011      9 comments

I don't think I can do this anymore. My room mate is off again. I can't stand it. And in his maturity, he has sent me on a wild goose chase again. Invites me for breakfast/coffee, and doesn't bother to show up. This is the second time ... Read more


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