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My 200 Day Challenge - Day 99
Friday, July 08, 2011      3 comments

Thank God. I didn't miss it. I've been struggling to stay on track, and have dropped this countdown thread for a while. I've still been running, but struggling and sometimes not doing well at all. I was so upset today, thinking I... Read more
DIY Challenge - progress on Assignment 2
Thursday, July 07, 2011      2 comments

Well, it's coming. I didn't get in my hour of fitness on Tuesday. I was sick. Barely able to walk at times. No biggie. I know about needing rest. Especially when I'm sick. Wednesday? Well I was overwhelmingly stressed. And fee... Read more
Thursday, July 07, 2011      0 comments

As you can see, I didn't do a kick in the butt blog yesterday. It just wasn't in me. I will need to do one today though. Definitely. Anyhow, now is not the time for it. I went home from work yesterday and went fishing. On the dri... Read more
Today ... emotional stuff, you may want to skip this one
Wednesday, July 06, 2011      11 comments

I am feeling kind of low today. Low or lonely? Not really sure which. Okay, I'm leaning towards lonely. I want someone who wants to just hold me for awhile. Just let me feel safe and secure. Feel like I can let go of all this "... Read more
DIY Challenge - July Calendar
Wednesday, July 06, 2011      4 comments

My newly designed calendar to be turned into my flower garden. And my flowers to add to the garden. ... Read more
My 3-2-1 Challenge for July
Wednesday, July 06, 2011      5 comments

3 goals for the month: 1. Running training. Keep up with at least 3 days per week and meeting my running goals set out for that week 2. Strength training/core strengthening. I really REALLY need to add these to my workouts. 3. loose ... Read more
Today's kick in the butt....
Tuesday, July 05, 2011      8 comments

I am trying to put my personal issues behind me for a bit. Yes, they are still weighing on my mind, but I've done a lot with them today. Time to put them away and focus on what's important right now - ME! I am in a challenge. I am suppos... Read more
Update on my last blog...
Tuesday, July 05, 2011      8 comments

First off, I need to say thank you to all my sparkfriends who are offering/ have offered support. I really appreciate it. All of it. And I especially appreciate that no one has called me a piece of trash, or worse, yet. I called him toda... Read more
Feeling kind of lost and in need of some moral support...
Tuesday, July 05, 2011      17 comments

... but I understand if you don't want to give it here. I am struggling with this one myself. I have a friend I care about - a lot. But he only wants friends with benefits. As much as it hurt, I told him on Sunday no more. I can't do th... Read more
Today's Reflection
Monday, July 04, 2011      8 comments

Something we were withholding made us weak, until we found it was ourselves. - Robert Frost Who is standing in your way? Imagine someone regularly tying small weights around your ankles as you try to climb a mountain. Doesn't sound f... Read more
Enough of this wallowing...
Sunday, July 03, 2011      7 comments

I deserve better. Okay, so I let another idiot take advantage of my kind nature. That's his problem. Not mine. But am I going to let that keep me from reaching my goals? NO WAY!!! ... Read more
DIY Challenge - July 5 - 8
Sunday, July 03, 2011      1 comments

JULY 5-8 1. List all the healthy good stuff you ate over the 4th of July weekend. 2. Mark your calendars with a star/sticker/happy face/ check mark- whatever you want- one mark for Cardio on each day you did it and one mark for Stren... Read more
At risk of loosing who I am again... :'(
Sunday, July 03, 2011      3 comments

I am feeling completely stupid and used right now. I guess the writing was on the wall the entire time. I just didn't want to see it. I just wish I could blame it 100% on someone else. I prefer to have someone other than myself to blame... Read more
Today's Kick in the Butt ...
Sunday, July 03, 2011      4 comments

The kick I gave myself yesterday was great. Now I figure it's worth it to do it again today. ****************************
****** TMI WARNING ... you may want to scroll down to the line of stars and skip this one, especially if you ... Read more
Today's Kick in the Butt ... Confession time
Saturday, July 02, 2011      16 comments

I have become a couch potato again. All I want to do is melt into this armchair. No motivation to do ANYTHING! Not even laundry. Or even get up to feed myself. I'm pretty sure the scale this week has had a lot to do with it. It's up j... Read more

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