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Water retention, and body swelling up...
Friday, June 17, 2011      5 comments

My hands and feet are swelling. I wasn't imagening it. So what's the first thing I do? Well post in my running teams to ask if they know what's going on of course. And call for a doctors appointment. Well, saw a doctor. Between... Read more
My 200 Day Challenge - Day 78
Friday, June 17, 2011      1 comments

I am just now finishing entering in my foods for yesterday. I am way low on everything. I still have a single GF donut to add, but I need to get the caloric info off of it first. Still below all my ranges probably. But aside from that,... Read more
My 200 Day Challenge - Day 77 Time to put on my big girl panties...
Thursday, June 16, 2011      8 comments

I am so not happy right now. I went for my run yesterday. Made it to about half an hour. Quit. I just couldn't do it. Heart rate was climbing erratically - just stress actually. But it was hot out. I guess I don't do so well in the ... Read more
fishing yesterday
Wednesday, June 15, 2011      6 comments

Guess I should start with the road trip to get there. Road was not just nearly flooded. It was underwater. A little further down, there was a good foot or more of water. The only way we knew we were still on the road - they had staked the si... Read more
My 200 Day Challenge - Day 76
Wednesday, June 15, 2011      2 comments

I know I've been off this topic for a while now. Time to get my priorities straight. Get back to what's important. I went running two days ago. Got in about 5miles. I finished W2D1 of my modified training schedule. - run6min, walk3min, ... Read more
OMG! Another light bulb moment. (personal stuff, not fitness)
Tuesday, June 14, 2011      7 comments

I think I just figured out what my block is. With moving out on Colin. Okay, at one point I really did care about him. Don't know why or how, but I did. I considered him a good friend. Maybe because he came to my rescue when I didn't kn... Read more
... and another baby step, or is it just standing still today?
Tuesday, June 14, 2011      3 comments

I woke up. Body wasn't exactly in pain, just worn out. A few aches here n there. So I did an internal check. Almost instantly my body told me "no running today". So smart me, I listen to my body. No running today. But I want to get ... Read more
The first step to regaining my self-esteem
Monday, June 13, 2011      9 comments

I went running today. And had to keep convincing myself just a little farther. Keep pushing. The whole 5 miles was like that. In the last 60 seconds, I debated calling it quits. Then I realized 60 seconds! I can so kick that out and ... Read more
Is he seriously trying to drive me crazy???
Monday, June 13, 2011      8 comments

My room mate was his usual charming self again this weekend. Wouldn't talk to me. At all. Period. Left me sitting at home alone all weekend again. And this time he went with a group on a motorcycle road trip. I'm so done with his cra... Read more
Trying to get up 'n out
Sunday, June 12, 2011      1 comments

So today I forced myself into the shower. I went out to get a coffee. I was on the verge of not talking to Colin at all. Then decided he can't control my behavior like that. Or whatever. It will just be so much easier when this all blows ove... Read more
stuck in a funk today...
Saturday, June 11, 2011      6 comments

I'm trying to pick myself up out of a funk I've fallen into. It's not going so well. It's been building for the past few days. I've been sitting here working on reminding myself that my room mate is the way he is. He has absolutely no co... Read more
grounding exercises
Friday, June 10, 2011      5 comments

I see my computer screen I smell nothing really I taste scuzzy teeth. I brushed them. Must be effects of coffee I hear music I feel the keys of the keyboard I see my motivational posters, and Jillians face staring back at me I s... Read more
OMG! I finally get it.
Thursday, June 09, 2011      12 comments

I finally get it. I get why I am always hurting so much around Colin. And why it seems he has no empathy what so ever. And I finally get how I ended up here. ... Read more
June 8 Food - Photo Blog
Thursday, June 09, 2011      2 comments

Usual Breakfast. Banana and water. Had a few cookies through the day. Some at snack. Some at lunch... Read more
Personal Stuff that I've finally figured out...
Thursday, June 09, 2011      11 comments

This hurts to write. Heck, it even hurts to think about it. But I think it's time. This morning while I was wondering for the upteenth time why Colin was doing these things, it came to me. I have known for a while he believes the world... Read more

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