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My 200 Day Challenge - Day 76

Wednesday, June 15, 2011      2 comments

I know I've been off this topic for a while now. Time to get my priorities straight. Get back to what's important. I went running two days ago. Got in about 5miles. I finished W2D1 of my modified training schedule. - run6min, walk3min, ... Read more

OMG! Another light bulb moment. (personal stuff, not fitness)

Tuesday, June 14, 2011      7 comments

I think I just figured out what my block is. With moving out on Colin. Okay, at one point I really did care about him. Don't know why or how, but I did. I considered him a good friend. Maybe because he came to my rescue when I didn't kn... Read more

... and another baby step, or is it just standing still today?

Tuesday, June 14, 2011      3 comments

I woke up. Body wasn't exactly in pain, just worn out. A few aches here n there. So I did an internal check. Almost instantly my body told me "no running today". So smart me, I listen to my body. No running today. But I want to get ... Read more

The first step to regaining my self-esteem

Monday, June 13, 2011      9 comments

I went running today. And had to keep convincing myself just a little farther. Keep pushing. The whole 5 miles was like that. In the last 60 seconds, I debated calling it quits. Then I realized 60 seconds! I can so kick that out and ... Read more

Is he seriously trying to drive me crazy???

Monday, June 13, 2011      8 comments

My room mate was his usual charming self again this weekend. Wouldn't talk to me. At all. Period. Left me sitting at home alone all weekend again. And this time he went with a group on a motorcycle road trip. I'm so done with his cra... Read more

Trying to get up 'n out

Sunday, June 12, 2011      1 comments

So today I forced myself into the shower. I went out to get a coffee. I was on the verge of not talking to Colin at all. Then decided he can't control my behavior like that. Or whatever. It will just be so much easier when this all blows ove... Read more

stuck in a funk today...

Saturday, June 11, 2011      6 comments

I'm trying to pick myself up out of a funk I've fallen into. It's not going so well. It's been building for the past few days. I've been sitting here working on reminding myself that my room mate is the way he is. He has absolutely no co... Read more

grounding exercises

Friday, June 10, 2011      5 comments

I see my computer screen I smell nothing really I taste scuzzy teeth. I brushed them. Must be effects of coffee I hear music I feel the keys of the keyboard I see my motivational posters, and Jillians face staring back at me I s... Read more

OMG! I finally get it.

Thursday, June 09, 2011      12 comments

I finally get it. I get why I am always hurting so much around Colin. And why it seems he has no empathy what so ever. And I finally get how I ended up here. ... Read more

June 8 Food - Photo Blog

Thursday, June 09, 2011      2 comments

Usual Breakfast. Banana and water. Had a few cookies through the day. Some at snack. Some at lunch... Read more

Personal Stuff that I've finally figured out...

Thursday, June 09, 2011      11 comments

This hurts to write. Heck, it even hurts to think about it. But I think it's time. This morning while I was wondering for the upteenth time why Colin was doing these things, it came to me. I have known for a while he believes the world... Read more

grounding and finding out what's wrong...

Wednesday, June 08, 2011      5 comments

I hear music I see my computer screen I smell my coffee I feel my butt in my chair I taste the vanilla stevia from my coffee. I hear Ken coming in, and Madeleine on the phone I see my hard hat, and my water bottle I smell my cof... Read more

Update on what happened at the BAD Rodeo and all that Jazz

Wednesday, June 08, 2011      3 comments

Well, yesterday I got a phone call from Keith. He's the guy who started the whole Bikers Against Diabetes group. There's a lot of history here that I won't really get into right now. Let's just say I was asked to be on the board. Within a mo... Read more


Wednesday, June 08, 2011      5 comments

My room mate was being a bit strange yesterday. He sent me a few text messages. I'm not sure if he is still very angry, or if he's trying to get over it and doesn't know how. Anyhow, I just let them blow past me yesterday. I responded,... Read more

June 7 Food - Photo Blog

Wednesday, June 08, 2011      2 comments

Breakfast - Banana and water. And coffee too. Read more

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