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Monday, February 14, 2011      1 comments

I am really struggling with personal issues lately. I can't seem to focus and do what needs to be done. My room mate went off again this past weekend. I am actually starting to worry. I never used to. I knew I was safe, but now... ... Read more
Today :(
Saturday, February 12, 2011      2 comments

I really don't know if I can keep doing this. I am feeling so incredibly alone right now. My room mate is really gone off again. Worse than ever. I just don't know what to do anymore. I can't keep doing this. I am so trapped. I need... Read more
Yippee! My code is working!
Friday, February 11, 2011      4 comments

I just spent this past month writing code for a fairly complex system. I broke the project into two major chunks. The first chunk was the hardest, and done about 2 weeks ago. Then I was side tracked with a few other items. But today I finish... Read more
Encounter with the System Tools Virus...
Thursday, February 10, 2011      3 comments

at work. It completely shut my computer down. I just spent 3 hours yesterday, and two more today learning how to isolate and remove the thing. It sure wasn't easy. The software to isolate and remove it took care of most of it. Luckily my bos... Read more
Wednesday, February 09, 2011      1 comments

Well, the crap has hit the fan yesterday. It's been decided it's a closed issue. However, if it comes out, it's my hide that people are going to want. It's not anything I did directly, but it's something that my concerns caused actions in oth... Read more
OK. Going to start again...
Monday, February 07, 2011      4 comments

I am still so discouraged, but I'm ready to get back on track. Last week was a tough one. It was very cold. It dropped to -47Celcius a few days with the wind chill. I can run in -40C, but not if it is -20 and down to -40 with the windc... Read more
I am so ready to just throw in the towel...
Monday, January 31, 2011      8 comments

and not just about my weight loss. My room mate has this nasty streak in him. I don't even know if he's fully aware of it. But it keeps hurting me so much. He's been in a bad mood all weekend. On Saturday the dance trip to Calgary... Read more
Small Stone of Week 5 - Jan 30-Feb 5
Sunday, January 30, 2011      1 comments

Well, I met all my goals of last week, but the scale still says I didn't loose a single lb. I am desperately trying to not get discouraged. Need to continue pushing ahead. This Week I want to: - drink at least 8 glasses of water per d... Read more
Friday, January 28, 2011      1 comments

Back from my first run today. It was ok. Didn't complete my training run, but still covered almost 3 miles and burned just over 500 calories. Well worth it. I also dropped off a file for the printer while out there. Kill two birds with one ... Read more
Time to convince myself again...
Thursday, January 27, 2011      3 comments

emoticon You're home. Cozy. Warm. Just relax. Let comfort wash over you. ... Read more
Thursday, January 27, 2011      3 comments

I went out for my lunchtime run knowing full well it would not be a long or a hard one. I am out of lunch supplies. Plan today was to run up to the grocery store (yes, it is uphill most of the way) and get from the salad bar they have there. ... Read more
Trying to convince myself...
Wednesday, January 26, 2011      3 comments

... to get my running gear on and take full advantage of the next half hour. No matter what I do, this time will pass me by. Do I want to just sit here and let it go? Or am I going to get up and make the most of it? Get out there and r... Read more
Wednesday, January 26, 2011      2 comments

I have been really struggling with the fact I have been working out, and watching what I eat, and 3 weeks into it, I haven't lost a single pound. I almost gave up a few times. Well, yesterday I just got mad. I went for my usual run over t... Read more
Small Stone for Week 4 - Jan 24-31, 2011
Tuesday, January 25, 2011      1 comments

Okay. I know. I'm late. But I'm also frustrated. My weight has not dropped below 220lbs. I am now starting my 4th week. I am so beyond frustrated. I took a few days to convince myself it's worth continuing forward. I'm still fighting with... Read more
Today :(
Sunday, January 23, 2011      4 comments

I am so disappointed today. I did not reach my goal of loosing 2lbs AGAIN. This is now 3 weeks. I am getting so frustrated. I spent this weekend considering giving up. Then I saw myself in the mirror. I can't give up. I deserve so m... Read more

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