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Small Stone for Week 4 - Jan 24-31, 2011
Tuesday, January 25, 2011      1 comments

Okay. I know. I'm late. But I'm also frustrated. My weight has not dropped below 220lbs. I am now starting my 4th week. I am so beyond frustrated. I took a few days to convince myself it's worth continuing forward. I'm still fighting with... Read more
Today :(
Sunday, January 23, 2011      4 comments

I am so disappointed today. I did not reach my goal of loosing 2lbs AGAIN. This is now 3 weeks. I am getting so frustrated. I spent this weekend considering giving up. Then I saw myself in the mirror. I can't give up. I deserve so m... Read more
Wednesday, January 19, 2011      2 comments

Well, yesterday was a very successful day. I ate in the low range of my calories. I successful ran week3 day1 of my running trainer. I burned 540 calories doing it too... I drank 11 glasses of water. Got in about 8 servings of freggies. ... Read more
Tuesday, January 18, 2011      3 comments

Got on the scale this morning. It's up again. I know. Fluctuations. I'm just getting so sick of it all. I was so close to throwing in the towel this morning. Instead I decided I was going to pick up breakfast on my way to work. To ma... Read more
Small Stone for Week 3 - Jan 17-24, 2011
Monday, January 17, 2011      4 comments

Okay, I have met most of my small stone goals, except for one major one. Loosing 2lbs per week. It just isn't happening. At least not that I can see. This week I need to step it up. I need to remain focused, and do not waiver from these goa... Read more
Monday, January 17, 2011      2 comments

I am really still struggling. I feel so sluggish. Just getting my energy up for my run today is turning into a real challenge. I am starting to worry it won't happen. I ate ok yesterday. Alright, time to be honest. I ate good foods, t... Read more
Sunday, January 16, 2011      0 comments

Been a different weekend. My room mate has been in so much more than a good mood. He's been sucking up big time. He even took me out to supper in the best restaurant in town, then out for a drink after. While we were there, he told me he owe... Read more
Thursday, January 13, 2011      2 comments

Well, my room mate is on one of his up swings again. I really don't know what I'm going to do about it all. Just keeping quiet. Enjoying his good mood for a change. Trying to not fall for the "it's all done it'll never happen again" line. ... Read more
Wednesday, January 12, 2011      3 comments

I am still super stressed out. Room mate is not really talking to me. At least I'll have the house to myself tonight. Not sure how much I really like that though. I hate being alone in his house. I am going to go home and cook a nice sup... Read more
I really needed that break last night
Wednesday, January 12, 2011      3 comments

If you've been following my blogs, you know I felt like I was loosing my mind yesterday. Well, I packed up and went to a friends. I almost stayed for a few days, but didn't want to risk loosing my job over it. Instead, I came back. It was clo... Read more
i need...
Tuesday, January 11, 2011      8 comments

to find my passion again. to climb out of this depression i am falling in. to get some space between my room mate and myself. i think i have a solution. i am going away. might miss work, but i'll take some with me. going to stay with a fri... Read more
Tuesday, January 11, 2011      3 comments

I just feel like I'm loosing my mind right now. My room mate has been mad at me since Saturday night. Yesterday he started to talk to me again. Even took me out for supper. We were supposed to meet up with his boss and the bosses wife, but the... Read more
Small Stone for Week 2 - Jan 10-16, 2011
Monday, January 10, 2011      2 comments

Okay, I was very close to 100% successful on last weeks goals. However, this week has a monkey wrench in it. I am broke. No money for food for the next two weeks. Or fuel, so I will be walking to and from work. Not sure how not having enoug... Read more
Monday, January 10, 2011      1 comments

It was a hard weekend. My room mate has gone over the top about the incident on Saturday night. He won't even talk to me. Hasn't since before I went running. I am so sick of it all. I am planning on having my motorcycles hauled out of h... Read more
Saturday, January 08, 2011      2 comments

I am so upset right now. Was having an ok day. Something was stressing me a little but nothing major to worry about. Well, this evening I decided to try out my new running gear. I had to buy some cold weather running gear. Today it was... Read more

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