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Thursday, January 27, 2011      3 comments

I went out for my lunchtime run knowing full well it would not be a long or a hard one. I am out of lunch supplies. Plan today was to run up to the grocery store (yes, it is uphill most of the way) and get from the salad bar they have there. ... Read more
Trying to convince myself...
Wednesday, January 26, 2011      3 comments

... to get my running gear on and take full advantage of the next half hour. No matter what I do, this time will pass me by. Do I want to just sit here and let it go? Or am I going to get up and make the most of it? Get out there and r... Read more
Wednesday, January 26, 2011      2 comments

I have been really struggling with the fact I have been working out, and watching what I eat, and 3 weeks into it, I haven't lost a single pound. I almost gave up a few times. Well, yesterday I just got mad. I went for my usual run over t... Read more
Small Stone for Week 4 - Jan 24-31, 2011
Tuesday, January 25, 2011      1 comments

Okay. I know. I'm late. But I'm also frustrated. My weight has not dropped below 220lbs. I am now starting my 4th week. I am so beyond frustrated. I took a few days to convince myself it's worth continuing forward. I'm still fighting with... Read more
Today :(
Sunday, January 23, 2011      4 comments

I am so disappointed today. I did not reach my goal of loosing 2lbs AGAIN. This is now 3 weeks. I am getting so frustrated. I spent this weekend considering giving up. Then I saw myself in the mirror. I can't give up. I deserve so m... Read more
Wednesday, January 19, 2011      2 comments

Well, yesterday was a very successful day. I ate in the low range of my calories. I successful ran week3 day1 of my running trainer. I burned 540 calories doing it too... I drank 11 glasses of water. Got in about 8 servings of freggies. ... Read more
Tuesday, January 18, 2011      3 comments

Got on the scale this morning. It's up again. I know. Fluctuations. I'm just getting so sick of it all. I was so close to throwing in the towel this morning. Instead I decided I was going to pick up breakfast on my way to work. To ma... Read more
Small Stone for Week 3 - Jan 17-24, 2011
Monday, January 17, 2011      4 comments

Okay, I have met most of my small stone goals, except for one major one. Loosing 2lbs per week. It just isn't happening. At least not that I can see. This week I need to step it up. I need to remain focused, and do not waiver from these goa... Read more
Monday, January 17, 2011      2 comments

I am really still struggling. I feel so sluggish. Just getting my energy up for my run today is turning into a real challenge. I am starting to worry it won't happen. I ate ok yesterday. Alright, time to be honest. I ate good foods, t... Read more
Sunday, January 16, 2011      0 comments

Been a different weekend. My room mate has been in so much more than a good mood. He's been sucking up big time. He even took me out to supper in the best restaurant in town, then out for a drink after. While we were there, he told me he owe... Read more
Thursday, January 13, 2011      2 comments

Well, my room mate is on one of his up swings again. I really don't know what I'm going to do about it all. Just keeping quiet. Enjoying his good mood for a change. Trying to not fall for the "it's all done it'll never happen again" line. ... Read more
Wednesday, January 12, 2011      3 comments

I am still super stressed out. Room mate is not really talking to me. At least I'll have the house to myself tonight. Not sure how much I really like that though. I hate being alone in his house. I am going to go home and cook a nice sup... Read more
I really needed that break last night
Wednesday, January 12, 2011      3 comments

If you've been following my blogs, you know I felt like I was loosing my mind yesterday. Well, I packed up and went to a friends. I almost stayed for a few days, but didn't want to risk loosing my job over it. Instead, I came back. It was clo... Read more
i need...
Tuesday, January 11, 2011      8 comments

to find my passion again. to climb out of this depression i am falling in. to get some space between my room mate and myself. i think i have a solution. i am going away. might miss work, but i'll take some with me. going to stay with a fri... Read more
Tuesday, January 11, 2011      3 comments

I just feel like I'm loosing my mind right now. My room mate has been mad at me since Saturday night. Yesterday he started to talk to me again. Even took me out for supper. We were supposed to meet up with his boss and the bosses wife, but the... Read more

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