I am so Angry today...
I got a phone call last night. Anyone who has been following my blogs will know who I am talking about. John.
In January this year, I met John at work. I fell hard for him. Lived with him most of this year. A month ago he decided to en... Read more
My room mate is pi$$ing me off today. I know it's just personality conflicts, but it's got me so worked up today. I had to jump on my motorcycle and get away. I need to cool off then talk to him. Right now it would just lead to a fight.
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Well, it's friday. Kind of excited. Yesterday I looked at two locations for teaching dance lessons. I called one today to confirm booking it for Thursday evenings. I am planning on teaching beginner two step at 7pm, beginner double shuffle a... Read more
What an amazing weekend...
I travelled from Estevan Saskatchewan to Vancouver BC for a dance weekend. Left here at 7am on Friday. Stopped in Calgary for supper and to pick up a friend. Then on to Vancouver. Made it by noon Saturday.
Had a great time. Participated... Read more
feeling like a complete waste of skin today...
Had nightmares last night. The worst ones are the ones you wake up to realize they are real. Okay, they are still stretched beyond belief, but the basics are really happening in your life, or have happened.
I know it's a symptom of PTSD... Read more
Got on the Scale today ...
First time since |Dec 31, 2009. Then I weighed 199.8lbs. Just under 200. Yippee!
However, this year has been the year from hell. Just read my blogs! I haven't been eating well, running, tracking my food, anything. I was worried I woul... Read more
Well, first week of the new job is done. It is okay. The equipment is almost too old to work on, but I'm making it work. Like the people I work with. Even the boss is a good guy to talk to. Everyone is so busy. No one seems to have the tim... Read more
Okay, so things with my friend are getting stranger and stranger. This morning before I left for work I decided again I needed to move out. Then I get a text from him asking me to stay. What gives with this guy? I just don't get it. Anyhow,... Read more
Well, its a beautiful day out today. Some bad news though. In the small town I'm living now, a motorcycle rider was killed yesterday. Never met him, however I just met his girlfriend. It's such a shame.
Aside from that, my "friend" I ... Read more
Well, I am feeling pretty good today. I applied for quite a few jobs online yesterday in Saskatchewan. I was honest with each application. I am living 8 hours away and am relocating. Well, yesterday I got an email back within the hour. From... Read more
Well, for anyone who has been following my life over this past year...
I am slowly healing. This past weekend I went to Edmonton to dance for the weekend. Had a lot of fun. I was getting text messages from John. Not a problem. He wants... Read more
This Weekends Dance Competition...
There was a dance competition in Edmonton this past weekend - River City Dance Festival. With John kicking me out, and Bruce needing my van back I had to return to Calgary on Tuesday this past week. Well, I decided to see if I could take in th... Read more
Well, the crash came. Last Sunday. I am no longer living in where I was. It is over. No talking about it. No discussing what is really going on. Just leave. I packed up the next day and left. It has been hard, but I am not at all surpris... Read more
Well, I'm living in limbo right now. Things at home are great. I have noticed, the better things are going, the harder the crash when John decides to loose it. I am just waiting for his next tantrum. At least I now am ready to just pack up a... Read more
Well, not much to update. Not fighting anymore. That's a good thing. However, I'm not really sure why. Maybe we are just getting past the rough stages we need to get through. We are actually getting along well again. Kind of nice. I miss ... Read more