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I am so worried about...

Saturday, November 06, 2010      8 comments

This will be the first christmas I will be spending alone. Christmas has always been a tough time of year for me. This year just might do me in. Last year I was living with my husband - yes we were separated but still living in the same house... Read more

I am so Angry today...

Thursday, October 28, 2010      9 comments

I got a phone call last night. Anyone who has been following my blogs will know who I am talking about. John. In January this year, I met John at work. I fell hard for him. Lived with him most of this year. A month ago he decided to en... Read more

Today

Saturday, October 23, 2010      2 comments

My room mate is pi$$ing me off today. I know it's just personality conflicts, but it's got me so worked up today. I had to jump on my motorcycle and get away. I need to cool off then talk to him. Right now it would just lead to a fight. ... Read more

Today

Friday, October 22, 2010      3 comments

Well, it's friday. Kind of excited. Yesterday I looked at two locations for teaching dance lessons. I called one today to confirm booking it for Thursday evenings. I am planning on teaching beginner two step at 7pm, beginner double shuffle a... Read more

What an amazing weekend...

Wednesday, October 20, 2010      7 comments

I travelled from Estevan Saskatchewan to Vancouver BC for a dance weekend. Left here at 7am on Friday. Stopped in Calgary for supper and to pick up a friend. Then on to Vancouver. Made it by noon Saturday. Had a great time. Participated... Read more

feeling like a complete waste of skin today...

Thursday, October 14, 2010      4 comments

Had nightmares last night. The worst ones are the ones you wake up to realize they are real. Okay, they are still stretched beyond belief, but the basics are really happening in your life, or have happened. I know it's a symptom of PTSD... Read more

Got on the Scale today ...

Sunday, October 10, 2010      5 comments

First time since |Dec 31, 2009. Then I weighed 199.8lbs. Just under 200. Yippee! However, this year has been the year from hell. Just read my blogs! I haven't been eating well, running, tracking my food, anything. I was worried I woul... Read more

Today

Friday, October 08, 2010      0 comments

Well, first week of the new job is done. It is okay. The equipment is almost too old to work on, but I'm making it work. Like the people I work with. Even the boss is a good guy to talk to. Everyone is so busy. No one seems to have the tim... Read more

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Monday, October 04, 2010      3 comments

Okay, so things with my friend are getting stranger and stranger. This morning before I left for work I decided again I needed to move out. Then I get a text from him asking me to stay. What gives with this guy? I just don't get it. Anyhow,... Read more

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Sunday, October 03, 2010      3 comments

Well, its a beautiful day out today. Some bad news though. In the small town I'm living now, a motorcycle rider was killed yesterday. Never met him, however I just met his girlfriend. It's such a shame. Aside from that, my "friend" I ... Read more

Today

Thursday, September 23, 2010      3 comments

Well, I am feeling pretty good today. I applied for quite a few jobs online yesterday in Saskatchewan. I was honest with each application. I am living 8 hours away and am relocating. Well, yesterday I got an email back within the hour. From... Read more

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Tuesday, September 21, 2010      2 comments

Well, for anyone who has been following my life over this past year... I am slowly healing. This past weekend I went to Edmonton to dance for the weekend. Had a lot of fun. I was getting text messages from John. Not a problem. He wants... Read more

This Weekends Dance Competition...

Sunday, September 19, 2010      1 comments

There was a dance competition in Edmonton this past weekend - River City Dance Festival. With John kicking me out, and Bruce needing my van back I had to return to Calgary on Tuesday this past week. Well, I decided to see if I could take in th... Read more

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Thursday, September 16, 2010      4 comments

Well, the crash came. Last Sunday. I am no longer living in where I was. It is over. No talking about it. No discussing what is really going on. Just leave. I packed up the next day and left. It has been hard, but I am not at all surpris... Read more

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Wednesday, September 08, 2010      0 comments

Well, I'm living in limbo right now. Things at home are great. I have noticed, the better things are going, the harder the crash when John decides to loose it. I am just waiting for his next tantrum. At least I now am ready to just pack up a... Read more


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