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Tuesday, January 04, 2011      2 comments

Well, this is day 2 for me. Actually, I started 3 days ago, but did not commit to my small goals of the week or my mountain again until yesterday morning. My leg is really sore today. I am starting to wonder if I didn't hurt it more than I th... Read more
Small Stone for Week 1 - Jan 4-10, 2011
Monday, January 03, 2011      4 comments

Ok. Here it goes. My goal this week is to loose 2lbs. I am just getting back to it, so I want to have small, attainable goals this week. Need to feel I can succeed at it. I know I can't burn 7,000 calories or run 36miles this week. Just no... Read more
My Mountain for 2011
Monday, January 03, 2011      4 comments

OK. Here it goes. Can't get there if I don't know where I'm going. My goal is to reach 190lbs at a loss rate of 2lbs per week. I am at 220lbs this morning. Jan 3 - 220 Jan 10 - 218 didn't make it. Still at 220... Jan 17 - 216 still... Read more
Happy New Year Everyone
Monday, January 03, 2011      1 comments

Well, I finally got my get up and go back yesterday. Went for a run. I did a few runs this past year, but realistically, I haven't run all year. My last major run was Dec 30, 2009. I realize just how much I've lost. I have no stamina anymor... Read more
Do I have any fight left in me?
Friday, December 10, 2010      4 comments

I am really struggling. This past week has been hard, and I know in my head that I need to run. It will reduce my stress, help me burn calories, and even help me take of some of the weight I put back on. Yes, I put on enough weight I can'... Read more
Sunday, November 21, 2010      5 comments

I'm so depressed today. It has been cold and blowing here for most of this week. I couldn't get out and run for most of it. It's not just an excuse. It was close to -30 Celcius with wind chill some days. I didn't have enough warm clothes to... Read more
I am really starting to miss...
Saturday, November 13, 2010      3 comments

All my sparkfriends. I used to be able to get online and spend some time everyday encouraging all my friends to get out there and take advantage of the time they have and get their fitness in. It used to help motivate me to get moving too. ... Read more
This has been the worst week of my life...
Wednesday, November 10, 2010      6 comments

And it's only Wednesday. On Sunday I couldn't stop crying. I finally faced up to something. I owe both my kids an appology. I got on my computer and wrote a long email I didn't know any other way to get my thoughts together and down w... Read more
I am so worried about...
Saturday, November 06, 2010      8 comments

This will be the first christmas I will be spending alone. Christmas has always been a tough time of year for me. This year just might do me in. Last year I was living with my husband - yes we were separated but still living in the same house... Read more
I am so Angry today...
Thursday, October 28, 2010      9 comments

I got a phone call last night. Anyone who has been following my blogs will know who I am talking about. John. In January this year, I met John at work. I fell hard for him. Lived with him most of this year. A month ago he decided to en... Read more
Saturday, October 23, 2010      2 comments

My room mate is pi$$ing me off today. I know it's just personality conflicts, but it's got me so worked up today. I had to jump on my motorcycle and get away. I need to cool off then talk to him. Right now it would just lead to a fight. ... Read more
Friday, October 22, 2010      3 comments

Well, it's friday. Kind of excited. Yesterday I looked at two locations for teaching dance lessons. I called one today to confirm booking it for Thursday evenings. I am planning on teaching beginner two step at 7pm, beginner double shuffle a... Read more
What an amazing weekend...
Wednesday, October 20, 2010      7 comments

I travelled from Estevan Saskatchewan to Vancouver BC for a dance weekend. Left here at 7am on Friday. Stopped in Calgary for supper and to pick up a friend. Then on to Vancouver. Made it by noon Saturday. Had a great time. Participated... Read more
feeling like a complete waste of skin today...
Thursday, October 14, 2010      4 comments

Had nightmares last night. The worst ones are the ones you wake up to realize they are real. Okay, they are still stretched beyond belief, but the basics are really happening in your life, or have happened. I know it's a symptom of PTSD... Read more
Got on the Scale today ...
Sunday, October 10, 2010      5 comments

First time since |Dec 31, 2009. Then I weighed 199.8lbs. Just under 200. Yippee! However, this year has been the year from hell. Just read my blogs! I haven't been eating well, running, tracking my food, anything. I was worried I woul... Read more

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