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Wednesday, June 23, 2010      1 comments

Talk about a roller coaster. It's up again right now. I got away on Sunday and drove to see him. He was at work, and we had to be very careful. Company policy is that I am not supposed to visit him. However, he spoke to his boss, and ... Read more

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Friday, June 18, 2010      2 comments

I am so lost right now. The only thing I know is that I am not doing well. I haven't showered in 3 days. I am slipping into a depression. It has completely tapped my ability to take care of myself, in almost every way. Right now, I don't b... Read more

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Sunday, June 06, 2010      6 comments

Well, it's been a long week with a lot to think about. There was no traveling to see John this weekend. I had to work late Saturday night. I ended up staying in Calgary. That being said, I really do miss John. I think he kinda misses me too... Read more

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Tuesday, June 01, 2010      1 comments

I am back in Calgary tonight. Gotta work in the morning. I have work all day tomorrow, then only about 6 hours on Friday. Not a busy week at all. For anyone who is following my "adventures", John did not call at all on Wednesday. I got ... Read more

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Wednesday, May 26, 2010      1 comments

What a day. I got back to Calgary a couple of days ago. I worked today for the first time on my own. It took me 8 hours. Not too bad. Tomorrow I am getting my son to help me, but I am charging for double hours. The client wants 7 hours of ... Read more

Today - not a good one...

Sunday, May 23, 2010      5 comments

Well, now I've gone and done it. Today I was trying to help John, but it all went bad - really bad. He snapped at me. I snapped back. I packed up and left the hotel room. Ended up going back to drive him back to Hope. Anyhow, we are ... Read more

Today - and an incredible ticket story

Saturday, May 22, 2010      9 comments

For those of you who have been putting up with my rambling, thank you. I now have a journal I am writing in to work through some of this stuff, so I can go more back to fitness and nutrition blogging here. I will keep posting some about my life,... Read more

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Friday, May 21, 2010      3 comments

Well, here I am at 11:30 at night local time. Drunk. I know. Not a good thing. I have been struggling with something for the past few days, and had a couple of drinks with supper. That lead to a couple more... I honestly don't drink. ... Read more

New Inspirational Outfit

Thursday, May 20, 2010      4 comments

Well, I was online shopping today. I am going to buy a new bikini. Something to work towards wearing. I could wear the one I have now already. However, I want to keep working on my "rolls" and be able to wear one of these ones. Read more

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Wednesday, May 19, 2010      2 comments

Well, this weeks is going kinda better. First of all, I went for a road trip again. Got to Hope on Sunday morning. John was very glad to see me. Very VERY glad. I spent the first two days here with him feeling like he was finally starti... Read more

Am I asking too much?

Saturday, May 15, 2010      4 comments

I woke up this morning finally knowing what I am looking for. I am looking for someone who is happy to have me in their life. Someone who is glad to wake up next to me every day. Someone who can make me weak in the knees with just a kiss. It... Read more

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Saturday, May 15, 2010      2 comments

Well, things just got a lot less confusing for me. Bruce has been trying to get me to consider taking him back for weeks now. I actually told him I would not even consider it until he had a chance to be away from me and free. I needed h... Read more

Dance Competition - Two Step (video blog)

Friday, May 14, 2010      8 comments

I am the one in the pink top and black skirt... Read more

Dance Competition - West Coast Swing (video blog)

Friday, May 14, 2010      3 comments

I am the one in the pink top and blue jeans... Read more

Dance Competition - Cha Cha (video blog)

Friday, May 14, 2010      1 comments

I am the one in the black skirt with white trim... Read more


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