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BLUEROSE73
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FRUSTRATION!!!
Monday, March 14, 2016      5 comments

I have been eating much better, and been tracking all of my food. In general, I am usually well within my calorie range. I believe I had one day where I went over this past week but I did not pig out on junk food. I jumped on the scale ... Read more
Jumped on the scale this morning
Thursday, March 10, 2016      4 comments

It was lower than I expected. Keep in mind, the first time I was on the scale this week, it was after drinking over 6 glasses of water, and I was fully dressed. This morning I weighed in at a time when I know my weight is at it's lowest ... Read more
I have forgotten just how ...
Wednesday, March 09, 2016      3 comments

... to deal with the munchies. I've got them right now, and I'm trying to recall what I can do to deal with them. All I can remember right now is to fill my bottle of water, and drink it while blogging. So that's what I'm doing. Then i... Read more
Still haven't given up
Wednesday, March 09, 2016      3 comments

I've been online a lot lately. Mostly for school. I'm finding I'm so burned out from doing my studies online, that I usually can't make myself get online to do what I need to do for my weight and health. Instead of "shoulding" all over my... Read more
I'm baaaaaaaaaack!
Thursday, December 31, 2015      7 comments

Not entirely sure how I feel about that either. I've been sick. In fact I'm still in recovery from recent surgery. My doctor has said no running for 4 more weeks. I'm really struggling with that. I've already been unable to run for 3 months - ... Read more
Update - possible new allergies developing and severe pain
Friday, November 21, 2014      4 comments

Thank you for everyone who is following my blogs. Last Monday at 4pm - after I finished my fitness for the day and everything was on track for a successful day, I started having abdominal pains. These were different. They are not ... Read more
Today's Kick in the Butt
Monday, November 17, 2014      3 comments

I'm sitting here. Shivering. 2lbs heavier than I was last time I blogged. Yes, life got in my way. I had a deadline, and a lot of baking to do for it. For the most part, I didn't do too badly during that week. I was so busy baking I ... Read more
Today's Kick in the Butt
Thursday, November 06, 2014      1 comments

Yesterday was a difficult day. I wanted to get so much done. And I actually did do a lot. But I did not complete everything. My first thoughts are that I didn't have a successful day. I tried to run - it didn't go well. It hurt. A lot... Read more
My mountain
Wednesday, November 05, 2014      3 comments

I have so many things ahead of me right now. It's overwhelming. Enough letting it get to me. Time to start defining my mountain. I want to go back to school and earn my MSW I want to run the hypothermic half in February I want to... Read more
Starting out
Wednesday, November 05, 2014      0 comments

Realized today I've got a mountain ahead of me again. That thought started to overwhelm me, as a thought like that often does. But then I remembered how I've climbed this mountain before. I worried I wouldn't be strong enough to do it aga... Read more
Struggling with less than Zero motivation
Monday, November 03, 2014      1 comments

I have less than zero motivation. I'm so full of rage, I just can't see past it at all. I know I need to get out and go for a run. I know I only have so much time to train for my next race I know running will help dissipate this rag... Read more
It took me a LONG time to learn this lesson, but I'm starting to get it
Friday, October 24, 2014      5 comments

I've had something rolling round in my head for the past month or so now. Last Christmas my weight was back up to over 230lbs. It fluctuated between 234 and 239. ... Read more
Follow up
Monday, September 15, 2014      4 comments

Just a quick follow up to last weeks blog. In case you're following Hubby and I really had it out late last week. I got my stuff out of his way right after I wrote that last blog. He came home and was freaked out - wondering if I w... Read more
venting
Wednesday, September 10, 2014      5 comments

I am really having a rough day today. Keep in mind I'm venting here. Hubby has been an arse for over a week now. I'm getting sick and tired of it. He topped it all off by being pissy with me at the finish line of a half marathon ... Read more
Sneak Peak of Budouir Photoshoot
Monday, September 01, 2014      6 comments

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