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BLUEMATTER
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Internet back on ...
Tuesday, May 14, 2013      3 comments

emoticon so the husband in a fit of anger - cause Life just will not go his way no matter what, had our internet t... Read more
Options ...
Monday, April 29, 2013      6 comments

to make a long story short. i am choosing to be happy. my marriage will be coming to an end, but I just can't take anymore of the bashes to my self - esteem, confid... Read more
Jekyll / Hyde
Sunday, April 28, 2013      4 comments

i sometimes wonder if the husband has multiple personality disorder?! last monday he yelled hateful things to me, slammed door in my face, told me to get F'ing counselin... Read more
With Good there is ALWAYS a Bad...
Monday, April 15, 2013      12 comments

i am married and the other part emoticon of my marriage ( i can't say half, cause he doesn't exert that much ef... Read more
in Awe ... (a personal Vent)
Tuesday, April 09, 2013      6 comments

What a distressing contrast there is between the radiant intelligence of the child and the feeble mentality of the average adult. ~Sigmund Freud ... Read more
Wishing ... Hoping ... to find a friend
Tuesday, April 02, 2013      7 comments

with all the hundreds of thousands of people via the internet and sparkpeople, you'd think you could just find one or two people who will listen and give advice. It's n... Read more
Emotional Beginning
Friday, March 29, 2013      8 comments

so i am realizing that visiting family on spring break makes me eat bad and not get any exercise and my emotional being would prefer to just sleep. I don't get back to my house and acceptable way of life for another 9 days. But next week th... Read more

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