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Waiting

Friday, June 13, 2014      0 comments

I hate waiting... waiting lets your mind run wild. It lets you imagine the worst. It lets all the what can be parts try to create in you a picture of your worst fears realized. A part of me wishes that July was here and gone because then I'd k... Read more

mixed emotions

Friday, November 01, 2013      3 comments

I know I'm being very childish and yet I can't see to change the wide set of emotions I'm feeling. There is someone I know that's going through something awful and here I am angry with them. I sort of feel like due to the "bad hand" they've be... Read more

5/14/10

Tuesday, September 17, 2013      0 comments

Something written after hearing some bad news I lie awake Life wants to attack It's sneaking quietly it surrounds No escape! Questions fill my mind Why? When? Will my heart shatter? Future so dim Choices made live... Read more

Saying Goodbye to Misty

Sunday, August 25, 2013      2 comments

It's been a rough few days around here. I had started to wonder if something was wrong with our cat but she seemed ok just kind of annoyed with us but that wasn't all that unusual because when she was getting into things and getting scolded she... Read more

Plans for tomorrow

Friday, May 03, 2013      0 comments

First thing in the morning blood tests for the insurance paperwork. Followed by coming home and getting on the phone with HR to see if they have finally fixed my birthdate. I honestly don't know how it ever ended up recorded incorrectly but ma... Read more

Thoughts

Tuesday, April 30, 2013      2 comments

I've been feeling really alone. I know it's not something new because when I've been living in this place I've always felt alone. The lyrics to Love Me says "who will love me for me not for what I have done or what I will become" and there ar... Read more

Birthday

Wednesday, March 06, 2013      4 comments

Today, well technically yesterday since it's after midnight, was my birthday. I've felt really down about it. I mean there is no reason I should but lately birthdays are just plain depressing. They just remind me that I'm so far from any of my... Read more

4-2-12

Tuesday, December 11, 2012      1 comments

Mosaic Dreams lie shattered on the ground Life so tattered and worn Like storm torn sails am I A shell of what I wish to be Am I your mosaic? A broken mess regaining dignity Sharp pieces fused into a beautiful new reality ... Read more

2-4-11

Saturday, November 03, 2012      1 comments

Sister We bond in pain holes inflicted tell our tale milestones leaving marks is this how it should be? Another milestone to come should I give in what pain is asked this time? what mark must I accept? Sister one ... Read more

Why don't I want to change

Tuesday, October 30, 2012      2 comments

Part of me wants to change because I see all the ways my family has suffered with poor health due to many factors including their diet and weight. I know I should change and yet I struggle to make myself care. A large part of me just seems to ... Read more

I hate politics

Tuesday, October 23, 2012      2 comments

I'm sure there are lots of people that would agree with me. Every election it's the same thing people making promises that they have no ability to keep and then trying to cover their butts when they failed, and other people trying to hang the o... Read more

My little Island

Saturday, October 13, 2012      2 comments

I think I need to find some uncharted island in the middle of no where. Some place quiet and away from "the daily grind" where there will be no shoplifters or other stress causing things. A place where I can escape for a deep cleansing of the i... Read more

Hackers

Friday, August 24, 2012      0 comments

Seriously this world is a sad place when people are pathetic enough to try hacking my email address! It's sick that they would try to get into my email for who knows what reasons. Though I assume it's to try to steal information to rob me. I... Read more

Different Stages in life

Wednesday, August 22, 2012      2 comments

It's amazing how just being in a different stage in your life can really affect your social life. At my church, which is pretty much my only social outlet, everyone my age is married. I mean that's great for them and everything but being singl... Read more

Job hunt

Monday, January 09, 2012      1 comments

I really wish I knew myself better. I need a new job but I don't even know where to start or what I want to do. I can say that I officially hate retail and that I'm no good at it and never want to do it again in this lifetime, but that's about... Read more


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