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Dark poem
Tuesday, August 23, 2016      0 comments

Late nights spent with you Hours thrown away Promises made Dreams dreamed For what When does reality begin Where does fantasy end Aching heart longing for acceptance Bruised soul yearning for connection Feeling utterly alone Walk a mile in my ... Read more
Random thoughts
Saturday, December 05, 2015      2 comments

I have this friend and I use that term loosely who at times can be a huge support and full of good. At other times they do things like tonihht where they say we can't really be froends because we seem to have nothing in common. I wish they would... Read more
Decisions
Thursday, October 22, 2015      2 comments

I am beginning to think I can't trust myself when it comes to decisions about my own life. I have this friend who unfortunately wants more than mere froendship or at least that seems to be the goal at the moment. I on the other hand am not in a... Read more
Sadness
Thursday, June 18, 2015      2 comments

I think I'm feeling worn out! For about a year and a half I've been concerned about my brother. He has a brain tumor and has had 2 surgeries and a gamma knife procedure done on his head. They seem to think that this is the last hope so it had be... Read more
11/26/14
Sunday, November 30, 2014      1 comments

Some super random thought inside my slightly twisted mind. Family, siblings emotion sucking leeches jackhammers to the heart rubble left in their wake pieces, not a whole M relationships poisoned bands are shackles to y... Read more
Waiting
Friday, June 13, 2014      0 comments

I hate waiting... waiting lets your mind run wild. It lets you imagine the worst. It lets all the what can be parts try to create in you a picture of your worst fears realized. A part of me wishes that July was here and gone because then I'd k... Read more
mixed emotions
Friday, November 01, 2013      3 comments

I know I'm being very childish and yet I can't see to change the wide set of emotions I'm feeling. There is someone I know that's going through something awful and here I am angry with them. I sort of feel like due to the "bad hand" they've be... Read more
5/14/10
Tuesday, September 17, 2013      0 comments

Something written after hearing some bad news I lie awake Life wants to attack It's sneaking quietly it surrounds No escape! Questions fill my mind Why? When? Will my heart shatter? Future so dim Choices made live... Read more
Saying Goodbye to Misty
Sunday, August 25, 2013      2 comments

It's been a rough few days around here. I had started to wonder if something was wrong with our cat but she seemed ok just kind of annoyed with us but that wasn't all that unusual because when she was getting into things and getting scolded she... Read more
Plans for tomorrow
Friday, May 03, 2013      0 comments

First thing in the morning blood tests for the insurance paperwork. Followed by coming home and getting on the phone with HR to see if they have finally fixed my birthdate. I honestly don't know how it ever ended up recorded incorrectly but ma... Read more
Thoughts
Tuesday, April 30, 2013      2 comments

I've been feeling really alone. I know it's not something new because when I've been living in this place I've always felt alone. The lyrics to Love Me says "who will love me for me not for what I have done or what I will become" and there ar... Read more
Birthday
Wednesday, March 06, 2013      4 comments

Today, well technically yesterday since it's after midnight, was my birthday. I've felt really down about it. I mean there is no reason I should but lately birthdays are just plain depressing. They just remind me that I'm so far from any of my... Read more
4-2-12
Tuesday, December 11, 2012      1 comments

Mosaic Dreams lie shattered on the ground Life so tattered and worn Like storm torn sails am I A shell of what I wish to be Am I your mosaic? A broken mess regaining dignity Sharp pieces fused into a beautiful new reality ... Read more
2-4-11
Saturday, November 03, 2012      1 comments

Sister We bond in pain holes inflicted tell our tale milestones leaving marks is this how it should be? Another milestone to come should I give in what pain is asked this time? what mark must I accept? Sister one ... Read more
Why don't I want to change
Tuesday, October 30, 2012      2 comments

Part of me wants to change because I see all the ways my family has suffered with poor health due to many factors including their diet and weight. I know I should change and yet I struggle to make myself care. A large part of me just seems to ... Read more

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