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WOO HOO! I didn't whimp out!
Wednesday, June 02, 2010      12 comments

So, yesterday I knew that if I failed to do my exercise that I would be in trouble this week....being lazy about it would have set me up for failure all week long. When I miss more than 2 days of exercise it seems so hard to get back to it. I ... Read more
I would like to renew my determination please!
Tuesday, June 01, 2010      8 comments

I think that title truly says it all. I was not good this weekend. I was lazy with diet and exercise. I believe that tonight's exercise will set the tone for this week. If I wimp out and only do part of it I'll be in big trouble. Since fail... Read more
Through the looking glass
Friday, May 28, 2010      2 comments

Through the looking glass, you shall see nought but a shadow of you and me But if you look and shall you find that which is not always kind Just know that that with which you see does not reflect intensity Desire in you it doth not show, e... Read more
Blown out of proportion...
Thursday, May 27, 2010      7 comments

So I took a step and bought a swimsuit. I've been dreading it, I always do, but it had to be done. There was no way I could wear my old bathing wouldn't stay on! So I read my friend Carolyn's blog that has her swimsuit pictures in ... Read more
How one persons careless comment nearly ruined my day...
Wednesday, May 26, 2010      38 comments

I was nervous when I picked out my outfit last night. I chose a pencil skirt with a ruffle at the bottom. I've never worn it out of the house. It makes me look a little hippy, but that doesn't bother me...I like my curves. I chose a new shir... Read more
Fighting for myself...
Tuesday, May 25, 2010      8 comments

...has been the biggest battle of my life! Boy has it been worth fighting! You've all listened to me gripe lately about maintaining....mostly it's just because I need(ed) help with it. It really is hard for me. But nothing is more worth figh... Read more
Being honest with myself...
Monday, May 24, 2010      12 comments

I am weak. I am fallible. I am human. I make mistakes and I pay for those mistakes. Sometimes they are inconsequential. Other times they mean so much more to me. This most recent mistake is relatively minor when compared with a thous... Read more
Feeling a bit out of control....
Tuesday, May 18, 2010      16 comments

I really am. Food food and more food. Not good food. Junk food. Bad food. Food that doesn't ultimately satisfy. It tastes good so I feel like I'm satisfied, but honestly it just leads to another craving. When I'm eating healthy my craving... Read more
Only 2 more "good" child bearing years...
Friday, May 14, 2010      5 comments

Hmmm.....that says it all to me. I wanted to be done having kids by the time I was 35, just because after that the risks of birth defects, etc. make having a child even scarier...I wouldn't want to bring a child into this world who has a birth ... Read more
Irritated that my weight loss...
Monday, May 10, 2010      6 comments

...doesn't show up in my feed anymore. I know that I'm losing very small amounts of weight every week, but I work hard to lose it and just because it isn't a whole pound exactly doesn't mean I shouldn't get the credit. Am I right in thinking t... Read more
Twilight Convention-My dress for the VAMPIRE BALL!!!!!!!
Saturday, May 08, 2010      14 comments

So the Twilight convention and the VOLTURI VAMPIRE BALL are in Indianapolis on July 10th and YAY I'll be there. I just got my dress this week and I'm pretty happy with it.... Read more
How I failed at maintaining...
Wednesday, April 21, 2010      14 comments

Maintaining would be easy. It would be a breeze. I mean, all I had to do was keep an eye on my weight and make sure it stayed within a couple of pounds of my goal weight. No problem. How hard could it be anyway? For almost a year I worked ... Read more
Please tell me why...
Thursday, April 15, 2010      11 comments

...wearing a dress above my knees makes me feel naked? I wear shorts above my knees, but today I'm wearing a new dress above my knees and I feel like I haven't any clothes on. Hmmm....interesting. Also interesting...My skirt has pleats at the... Read more
Talk about dorky....and it was all my husbands fault!
Tuesday, April 13, 2010      15 comments

Okay, my husband and I have had the past 2 Fridays off. The first Friday was my day to pick what we were doing. I picked the Children's Museum in Indianapolis. We have a membership, so there's no cost to us except food. The second Friday (th... Read more
Next time you're listening to elevator music...
Thursday, April 08, 2010      6 comments

...please think about me. Check this out....I'm on the phone right now with an insurance company....I'm on hold and there's this awful elevator music playing, but it's not a good connection so it keeps going in and out. I now know how to make ... Read more

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