Yep, that's what I weight right now.
That is the biggest I have ever been in my entire life, including at 9 months pregnant.
I am miserable. I keep thinking back to when I was 139, back in like 2009/2010 or so. I was ... Read more
Yesterday was a good day again for my goals. What a relief. Again, my diet was terrible, but I met the goals that I set and I am so happy about that.
Today's goals are pretty much the same I think. I very much need this consistency.
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A good day...
Two good days in a row.....sort of. Well, with my goals anyway. Diet, not so much, but I'm not ready to tackle that yet so I'm not beating myself up.
I met every single goal. Yay!
I'm really just trying to get into some good habit... Read more
Day 1, check. Day 2, will be a check
Yesterdays goals were simple enough, thankfully I did them. That helps. I really seriously almost didn't exercise. Time got away from me and it was late by the time I got around to it, but I am happy to say....I did it.
Cue....boring blo... Read more
216......2 freaking 16!
So, yeah. There it is. Being straight up honest. I don't like it, but I must admit it. You know....I lost 65 pounds when I did this before. My new weight was 139. Do the math. I weigh significantly more than I did when I did this before. ... Read more
What in the heck?
So I got on hear intending another blah "poor me" for not being motivated post. When I clicked into my blogs I saw that my last post had 72 comments and was a featured blog. I had no idea, because true to form I didn't log back in after that u... Read more
Why can't I be serious???
I'm driving myself crazy. I want to lose weight, but not enough to actually do something about it apparently. I get lazy and don't blog. I get lazy and don't do food prep. I get lazy and don't exercise. I'm letting life derail me. I've had... Read more
So, I've been gone a while. Once again I'm restarting. Always restarting. I don't know what to say about it. Stuff happens I guess. I have to blog. I have to keep blogging, even, especially on days I feel blah.
I know this is short, ... Read more
So, I didn't ride my bike, but...
I did walk. And even better? I walked with my kiddo. Stupid Pokémon Go. I never thought I'd see the day. I'm not a Pokémon fan, but I am a fan of getting out of the house and getting some exercise with my kiddo. It was hot and sticky, but ... Read more
My plan was a complete failure. Never mind that though. I refuse to let it deter me. Oh, I did cook a healthy lunch for myself for the week. Honestly, I didn't want to. I helped move my boyfriends Mom for about 6 hours yesterday and I still... Read more
Alright. I did it. I did 15 minutes on my bike last night. I am relieved. I don't have a whole lot to talk about right now so instead I'm just going to review my plan for today through Sunday.
Today: Focus on water. I've been doing ... Read more
I did my workout last night. It was kind of late so I'm happy I followed through. It would have been so easy to skip it. It was important for me to get back into it right away. Now....tonight. Tonight I'm planning on another 15 minutes on t... Read more
Exactly what I was afraid of...
This is new. It is so new to me. I mean, I've done it before, very successfully, but right now this is a new lifestyle for me. I was doing great. Then the holiday weekend happened and it all went to crap. Because I am not yet strong enough.... Read more
I feel awful today. I believe it is a combination of lack of sleep, terrible eating, and no exercise. I am definitely feeling pained. I'm at work....I want to go home so badly, but I hate to disappoint my supervisor. I honestly feel so crapp... Read more
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So far so good....but
What happens when I won't be home to ride my bike? I can't say I will workout tonight because I honestly don't know if I will have the opportunity. And I won't have the opportunity tomorrow either. This weekend is going to be rough. Honestly... Read more