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A pick me up for a rainy day

Tuesday, May 03, 2011      1 comments

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My Motivation

Friday, April 29, 2011      2 comments

My Motivation I want to Ö Have more energy Not feel sick all the time Fit into a size 14/16 or smaller Stop avoiding mirrors Have someone tell me I look good Feel attractive Have clothes fit better Be stronger Be fit an... Read more

Another slip-up

Friday, April 22, 2011      3 comments

I had a slip-up again today. I feel really bad about it because yesterday I had just re-committed to living a healthy life after a whole week of slacking off. I had a job interview today and I donít think it went well. I doubt that I got ... Read more

Dirty Laundry

Thursday, April 21, 2011      3 comments

For the last week or so I havenít been giving 100% to living a healthy lifestyle. I have really slacked off on a number of things. Its time to come clean Ö - I havenít been measuring my portions accurately, just eyeballing - I have... Read more

Rantings of a difficult week ...

Friday, April 15, 2011      0 comments

I have been having a difficult week. I have had an engagement party for my sister in law, my car has been making odd noises, an appointment with my psychiatrist, and my first counseling session plus I was scheduled to return to work this week. ... Read more

Better late than never ....

Friday, April 08, 2011      4 comments

I have been meaning to write a blog for awhile now. No more excuses, I am going to do this. I need to write it all down and be accountable I was absent from Spark People for about 9 months, much too long Ö. At first I was using the ... Read more


Friday, May 14, 2010      2 comments

My anxiety level has been at a 10 since last night. I feel like I am stuck in a never ending nightmare. I am tired, but I canít sleep. My heart is racing Ö at times it feels like I am having a heart attack, but I am not. ... Read more

First work out in almost a year

Tuesday, May 04, 2010      3 comments

Just moments ago I finished my first work out in almost one year. I feel amazing, and a little sad. But mostly AMAZING!!! I am sad that it has taken me this long to get back on the work out wagon. I am sad that for one year I have not felt... Read more