I'm going to cry!
I think that this picture explains itself...can you see why I'm going to cry? I can't believe how far I've come! This is the picture I need to keep my motivation high. I never thought this pretty girl existed in that fat face.
PCOS is one of the best things that ever happened to me!
I know! It is weird to say that PCOS could be a good thing especially since there is so much negative that comes with the territory, but I've come to see the diagnoses as a sort of blessing.
As many of you know, I tried several times to ... Read more
Please pray...hard family time
I just found out a couple of hours ago that my grandmother on my mother's side passed away last night. She went peacefully they say and I'm thankful she had made her peace with God. I'm jealous that she is getting to enjoy heaven and God's pre... Read more
Starting to lose it
This is the first time I can remember when I really just wanted to slip back into my old ways. It is so easy to keep motivated and excited about things when you see the weight coming off week after week. Well, lately, I must have slipped enoug... Read more
Books, DVD's, and Soreness...Oh My!
Lots of fun and excitement today! Yesterday I got my Jillian Michael's 30 Day Shred and got a chance to try it out today. Wow, I'm already feeling it on just Level 1. I can't imagine how I'll feel on Level 3. I have to hand it to Chalene tho... Read more
My fish is still swimming!
After a few rough days, I really thought my fish was going to kick the bucket today. He was laying on his side down in the gravel this morning and I thought for sure he would be died when I got home. I started to think it was for the best. Bu... Read more
Rescued a new friend
I have a new friend. I rescued him from my ex-roommate. She moved out over a week ago and she has had a Betta fish. Well, she closed the door to her room and so I didn't realize it till today that the fish was still in there. He hadn't been ... Read more
I love my Nalgene bottle!
I have been wanted a Nalgene bottle forever now. They are so inexpensive too, but I just never did it. Well, I've been having some problems with my water intake, so I thought I'd reward myself with a little motivational tool. Since I've wante... Read more
So, there's this guy...
Okay ladies. This will be a long one, but I need your imput. While I don't consider myself despirate, what person doesn't want to be in a relationship where they feel accepted by someone else, right? Well, silly me fell into a common trap lik... Read more
Red Robin was great, but enough of that!
I've been sitting at 221 now for weeks and I finally decided it is time to get back on track. I really don't see the times that I don't follow things correctly as falling off the wagon or the horse (which-ever you prefer). I look at it this wa... Read more
It wasn't meant to be and I'm okay with that
Well, today was the day I dreaded. I couldn't wait any longer to hear from the job, so I called them, and sure enough, I didn't get the job. But I'm doing good. It came down to a really close decision they said and we were both really qualifi... Read more
On the Edge
My nerves are on the edge right now. At my interview on Monday she said to expect to hear from her in the next couple of days. Well, that makes today sort of a cut off day; so to speak. I know that last time I heard from her about the intervi... Read more
It's all up to God now...
For those of you who keep up on me through my blog, I thought I'd give you an update on the interview situation. And for those of you who don't know, I'm going for my first full-time permenant job. I've had one interview already which went gre... Read more
Today is the day I told myself would come...
Isn't it funny how we tell ourselves, "One day I'll lose weight...One day I'll be healthy." I told myself that for years and never really knew when the day would come that I would do something about it. I came to realize that I may NEVER do so... Read more
Well, you may remember that in my last blog I was yelling over how well the first interview went? Well, I got the second job interview!!!! I got called yesterday and was told that the job was between me and one other person now! YELL WITH ME!... Read more
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