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First Time

Thursday, May 28, 2015      9 comments

Well, today marks a first in my teaching career. A student deliberately attacked me by smacking erasers together in my face to trigger an asthma attack. She succeeded. I took a breathing treatment from the machine I keep at work to no avail. The... Read more


Sunday, April 19, 2015      3 comments

Well, I am sooo excited and so drained I don't know what to do. I think I might be pregnant. I am having several symptoms. I took a pregnancy test Saturday, but it failed. I am trying to wait until Friday morning to take another test. I don't kn... Read more

back to the grind

Friday, March 20, 2015      9 comments

Well, I kind of fell off the wagon for a few weeks. It doesn't help that I was really sick for almost 3 weeks. I don't remember the last time I worked out. I'm going to go work out tomorrow and get back into a routine of working out. I had a rea... Read more


Thursday, February 19, 2015      5 comments

I don't know what to do anymore. I have been trying so hard to get pregnant. I thought I was pregnant this month, but I'm not. I really want to get pregnant and have a baby. I don't understand why it is taking so long.... Read more


Wednesday, January 21, 2015      1 comments

I don't really know what to do or say. I am almost numb. Last night, I saw the therapist for the first time in a month. It was quite intense. I'm still reeling from it today. During the session, I was rubbing my thumb against my keys because I w... Read more

Back to Work

Friday, January 09, 2015      4 comments

Well, we had a 2 hour delay today, so I was able to go into work for a little while. But, I put one girl out for throwing things, being disruptive, and being excessively disrespectful to me. Then, in the afternoon, I had problems with another gi... Read more

Another snow day

Thursday, January 08, 2015      5 comments

Well, I'm at home for the second day this week. School started up Monday. But, we have had 2 snow days and a 2 hour delay since Tuesday, and the news is saying the cold temps will last for 48 hours. But, at least I got out of going to workshop m... Read more

Unsure what's going on

Tuesday, January 06, 2015      6 comments

I really can't seem to shake this "blah" mood I'm in. My thoughts are really dark. For example, today I actually thought about causing a car accident because the car behind me was following me too closely. I was going about 25 mph and the roads ... Read more


Monday, January 05, 2015      1 comments

I don't really know what happened. I've been in a foul mood since Saturday evening. For the first time in months, I've thought about cutting. Grandpa's birthday is coming up soon. He would have been 85. I just can't stop thinking about him. I've... Read more

Dear Grandpa

Saturday, January 03, 2015      1 comments

Dear Grandpa, In a little over a week we will be celebrating your 85th birthday. However, this will be the 3rd birthday you have missed. To celebrate your birthday, the Bucks are playing in the national championship game. Mom is having a ga... Read more


Wednesday, December 31, 2014      3 comments

Christmas was a blast! I spent Christmas day with my hubby's family and then ended with my grandma. Then, the day after Christmas, I went to my parents and saw my siblings, nephews, nieces (including my week old niece), aunt, uncle, and grandma.... Read more


Sunday, December 21, 2014      1 comments

So, I am not really sure what's going on. I should be on my cycle right now, I've spotted a few times, but the flow hasn't started. I've been spotting for about 4 days, but not every day. I'm still wondering if I'm pregnant. But, the pregnancy t... Read more

This week

Thursday, December 18, 2014      2 comments

Well, I have been secretly hoping against all hope that I am pregnant despite a negative pregnancy test. I kept telling myself that I took it too soon. But, I finished the pills that make me have a cycle yesterday. My cycle started this afternoo... Read more


Sunday, December 14, 2014      2 comments

This weekend has been horrible for my calories. Friday, when I went outside to return to work from lunch (I came home for lunch), my car wouldn't start. So, my hubby drove me to work and then picked me up when I was finished. We spent most of Sa... Read more

Merry Christmas

Thursday, December 11, 2014      5 comments

I went Christmas shopping today. Although, I spent more than I intended on, I got gifts for my son and niece that will be born tomorrow (C-section). Work was a breeze because I took the morning off so I could take my husband to the dentist first... Read more

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