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struggling

Wednesday, July 29, 2015      7 comments

well, my life since Friday has been very intense. I started a new Bible study on Friday called "Spiritual Wholeness and Emotional Healing". It has proved to be very triggering. I have not picked it up since then. I'm going to show it to my pasto... Read more

NEW JOB

Monday, July 27, 2015      11 comments

I am pleased to announce that God has answered my prayers and I now have a brand new job in our desired location. I am so grateful for this change!!!... Read more

today

Friday, July 24, 2015      6 comments

I am really struggling right now. I started a new Bible study about emotions and healing, and it has surfaced a bunch of stuff I haven't dealt with. One of the things I realized is that I'm angry with my parents for making my sister leave. I was... Read more

Frustrated

Friday, July 10, 2015      9 comments

Well, I was just hospitalized for the second time in a month for my asthma. It is completely out of control. The dr is thinking that I have asymptomatic GERD and that is causing my asthma to flare up. I can hardly do anything without getting win... Read more

First Time

Thursday, May 28, 2015      9 comments

Well, today marks a first in my teaching career. A student deliberately attacked me by smacking erasers together in my face to trigger an asthma attack. She succeeded. I took a breathing treatment from the machine I keep at work to no avail. The... Read more

excitation

Sunday, April 19, 2015      3 comments

Well, I am sooo excited and so drained I don't know what to do. I think I might be pregnant. I am having several symptoms. I took a pregnancy test Saturday, but it failed. I am trying to wait until Friday morning to take another test. I don't kn... Read more

back to the grind

Friday, March 20, 2015      9 comments

Well, I kind of fell off the wagon for a few weeks. It doesn't help that I was really sick for almost 3 weeks. I don't remember the last time I worked out. I'm going to go work out tomorrow and get back into a routine of working out. I had a rea... Read more

Unfair

Thursday, February 19, 2015      5 comments

I don't know what to do anymore. I have been trying so hard to get pregnant. I thought I was pregnant this month, but I'm not. I really want to get pregnant and have a baby. I don't understand why it is taking so long.... Read more

Overwhelmed

Wednesday, January 21, 2015      1 comments

I don't really know what to do or say. I am almost numb. Last night, I saw the therapist for the first time in a month. It was quite intense. I'm still reeling from it today. During the session, I was rubbing my thumb against my keys because I w... Read more

Back to Work

Friday, January 09, 2015      4 comments

Well, we had a 2 hour delay today, so I was able to go into work for a little while. But, I put one girl out for throwing things, being disruptive, and being excessively disrespectful to me. Then, in the afternoon, I had problems with another gi... Read more

Another snow day

Thursday, January 08, 2015      5 comments

Well, I'm at home for the second day this week. School started up Monday. But, we have had 2 snow days and a 2 hour delay since Tuesday, and the news is saying the cold temps will last for 48 hours. But, at least I got out of going to workshop m... Read more

Unsure what's going on

Tuesday, January 06, 2015      6 comments

I really can't seem to shake this "blah" mood I'm in. My thoughts are really dark. For example, today I actually thought about causing a car accident because the car behind me was following me too closely. I was going about 25 mph and the roads ... Read more

Struggling

Monday, January 05, 2015      1 comments

I don't really know what happened. I've been in a foul mood since Saturday evening. For the first time in months, I've thought about cutting. Grandpa's birthday is coming up soon. He would have been 85. I just can't stop thinking about him. I've... Read more

Dear Grandpa

Saturday, January 03, 2015      1 comments

Dear Grandpa, In a little over a week we will be celebrating your 85th birthday. However, this will be the 3rd birthday you have missed. To celebrate your birthday, the Bucks are playing in the national championship game. Mom is having a ga... Read more

Christmas

Wednesday, December 31, 2014      3 comments

Christmas was a blast! I spent Christmas day with my hubby's family and then ended with my grandma. Then, the day after Christmas, I went to my parents and saw my siblings, nephews, nieces (including my week old niece), aunt, uncle, and grandma.... Read more


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