goings on as of late
well... my husband had a talk with his mother about the card he got from his grandma and about focus on the family and stuff (see last blog). she seemed to take it really well. so this past weekend, when we went to visit, he ... Read more
Focus on your OWN damn family!
i'm so mad. mad mad mad mad mad....
we don't go to church. i'm an atheist, and airin is a deist. we have seen religions do unexcusable damage to children, to the world, and to each other through the years. we try to stay away from it, a... Read more
help! hot girl trapped in a jiggly body!
well... this week has been a bit of a roller coaster so far. friday i weighed and measured, both were down. :-) then we went to my in-law's for the weekend. lots of food, and it's usually proces... Read more
on perfect weight
check out this strawberry - looks excited, doesn't it? heheeheh
this is from part 3 of "Find Your Perfect Weight":
"Sure, we all care about our health. But when it comes right down to it, most of us want to look good — and feel good a... Read more
where i've come from
one of the hard parts about seeing myself every day (other than the fact that i'm a bi*ch whom i would rather avoid) is that i don't really notice the changes i've made. well, this picture is of me towards the end of january. when i saw it, i ... Read more
well, it's that time of semester. i have a pile of papers to grade, a pile of homework to grade, and tomorrow i'll be collecting a pile of exams to grade. i have to write my syllabus for the summer semester (i still haven't gotten the book yet... Read more
an entry about pants:
1) i found my bag of clothes in the basement that were all too small (most of them still are). included are some pants i wore when i was in 10th grade... they're a size 14. interesting, i'm a size 14 now. well... as... Read more
well... it's been one month.
i've lost somewhere between 7 and 9 pounds i think, but it's hard to tell because my scale is a real piece of crap.
i've been using sparkpeople diligently for 30 days. it's going rather well, and i have a ... Read more
break on through
so the article neen sent was right. i must have accumulated some water weight. i lost the weight that i gained *whew*. i did not give up - i went to the gym and worked out, and i kept my calories under my limit by at least 150/day (except for... Read more
i work my a*s off, and i make no progress. then i feel like s**t about myself. and if i was thinner, i would be more attractive to airin. i know this, because if my (enormous) butt looks smaller, he says "you're smaller - you're looking good!... Read more
well, i've been at this for about 2 weeks now... and i've lost about 5 pounds. that's pretty good, i can't complain. it's not magical and exciting like it was the first week though. now it's work.
i eat a lot of my calories. i eat almos... Read more
well, it's been a week since i joined sparkpeople. i lost a bunch of water weight - nice head start though! :-) i'm pretty excited. i've been having lots of fun too.
what's nice is that before, i always ate according to weight watcher... Read more
some new changes
i joined a gym yesterday! :-)
and today i am a non-smoker as well.
i don't feel bad - i feel good!... Read more
here i am
today is my first day using spark people. i also happen to be going grocery shopping today, so i can pick up some yum-city healthy food.
i'm a little nervous... i've been trying and trying (and trying) to lose weight for a long time. i ... Read more