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Not so good ... but why?

Tuesday, November 27, 2012      11 comments

If any of you are like me, the secret key to motivation eludes me every moment of the day. I had a dr apt yesterday and as usual she mentioned that I keep gaining weight and wanted to know why. I honestly looked at her and said 'I have no ide... Read more

Anyone from Texas?

Friday, September 07, 2012      9 comments

This isn't a usual blog, but I need some information and I feel my spark friends would be the best source. I might have a possible job offer from Magnolia Texas, but I'm finding it hard to find any 'consistant' data. Can anone help?... Read more

Most Recent Evaluation - almost on time.

Monday, September 03, 2012      6 comments

The craziness just doesnít end. It doesnít even slow down. I keep telling myself that it will all be over, I just need to get through this rough time, but a couple weeks have now starting to turn into a month. Iíve had a total of 14 interview... Read more

Second Evaluation - not on time.

Saturday, August 25, 2012      5 comments

So much for blogging regularly. Iíve been so busy I barely know my own name. Iíve had 10 job interviews and theyíre exhausting. I finally got a job offer, but decided to decline it. Iíve heard from a friend who works there that she is miser... Read more

Beginning of regular evaluations.

Sunday, August 05, 2012      5 comments

Well Iíve decided to start blogging on a regular basis. However I decided this a few weeks ago and have yet to do it. So Iíll consider this my start date. First, let me explain to you why I decided to blog regularly and then, why I havenít. ... Read more

Learning how to be friends with my body.

Wednesday, March 07, 2012      7 comments

I read a featured blog today and I find it amazing how one little phrase, word or sentence can start your mind on a whirlwind of thoughts or memories. Like, a few days ago someone said something that reminded me of a song from my childhood and ... Read more

12 Conversations I have with myself regularly

Sunday, August 14, 2011      18 comments

I know they say you should never talk to yourself or at least you should never answer yourself, but my response to that is always, ĎIím the only one who has he right answers.í Well....Iím the only one who gives me the answers I want to hear any... Read more

I found my 'Want-To'

Tuesday, March 08, 2011      4 comments

In all the years of struggling with weight-loss I have noticed my biggest problem is ĎI donít want to.í I know I should want to and I feel constantly bombarded with the thousands of reasons I should loose weight and reasons I should want to loo... Read more

I'm back 'home'

Monday, January 31, 2011      7 comments

Itís been a long time since Iíve visited the site, but hopefully I can get back on track now. I had actually Ďletí myself get off track on purpose this time. I felt myself getting too Ďbogged downí with rules and Ďhave tooís.í In hind site, i... Read more

Life Lessons while Reading a good book

Sunday, December 05, 2010      4 comments

At the request of a friend I thought Iíd write another blog. Iím bad about being consistent with writing them, mostly because my emotions arenít consistent. But a friend requested that I write another blog and because I love her dearly, thatís... Read more

Empty Luggage is heavy so what does full baggage feel likeÖ

Friday, November 19, 2010      4 comments

My husband and I had to go and get new luggage this week and as I was carrying mine out to the car I couldn't help realize how heavy it was...and that it was empty. Thank goodness it has wheels, cuz I sure can pack. I learned as the week went ... Read more

Another epiphany

Wednesday, October 13, 2010      9 comments

I have been doing well with my new habits....for the most part. I've gotten into a good routine and been able to keep it for almost a steady month. I've also been able to keep up with at least tracking everything that goes into my mouth. I ha... Read more

Admitting that I'm an addict.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010      10 comments

I was talking to a new friend today, who I met on Spark and I told her that I'm a food addict. That alone is nothing new. I tell people that often, because on some level I know it's true, but unfortunately I am a bad lier unless I'm lying to m... Read more

100 things about me - most of which you probably don't want to know!

Thursday, September 16, 2010      6 comments

I stole this off of someone else's Blog, but I like it! 1. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed? Depends on if I remember to close them after getting dressed 2. Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel... Read more

An Unexpected and Unusual compliment!

Thursday, September 16, 2010      5 comments

My husband can and does compliment me often, but I have trained myself to not hear the usual compliments. I'm not sure if I just don't believe them or if I have somehow learned from life that what people say never says as much as the things the... Read more

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