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awful doctor

Wednesday, December 10, 2014      10 comments

So I had my day of doctors today. First the regular ob who said everything looked good, then my blood work (yuck) then I killed some time shopping, then the high risk doctor. The care protocol for this baby is going to be pretty similar to tha... Read more


Thursday, November 27, 2014      6 comments

Well, today did not go as planned. Plans with my husband's grandma fell through, and my mom had already made other plans. We were supposed to go to the Thanksgiving day parade, except my husband got sick last night & woke up feeling lousy. So... Read more

sooo tired

Tuesday, November 18, 2014      6 comments

I forget how tired and emotionally worn out I get when I'm pregnant. I've been looking after Nate, and working on my etsy shop, and doing some web work. I'm just a weepy, sleepy mess. And it's so COLD outside! Read more

Today's blog

Friday, November 14, 2014      5 comments

I haven't been blogging regularly, so I thought I'd write. I realized, from looking back at the blogs from when I was pregnant with Nate, I focused ALOT more on food. So I definitely want to change that. On that note: I have SUCKED on t... Read more

The Hot Chocolate Run

Thursday, November 13, 2014      9 comments

It was awesome. I had originally set my goal for this to be the first 5k I entirely ran. However, between a sore foot, and getting pregnant again, I didn't train much. Oh well. I ended up in the walk section, that took a different route. At... Read more

Hot Chocolate Run

Saturday, November 08, 2014      5 comments

This is the first race I wanted to run, a couple of years ago with Hot_Momma_13. We haven't made it yes, and my goal for this race is different than I wanted it to be. I wanted it to be the first race I ever ran entirely. Sadly, this won't be... Read more

Very introspective lately

Friday, November 07, 2014      4 comments

I haven't been on much lately except to track. I seem to be very my head, if that makes sense. I haven't felt the urge to really connect with people outside of the house lately. I'm sorry I've dissapeared lately. I just don't have ... Read more

Well, shoot.

Wednesday, October 29, 2014      11 comments

Well, I WAS really proud of myself. And then I tracked. emoticon I was proud for a few reasons. 1) I o... Read more

Focusing on Food

Saturday, October 25, 2014      5 comments

I have no restrictions on my activity levels, other than "listen to yourself" which I should be doing at all times anyway. But what I'm really going to focus on right now is my food. This baby is pickier than Nate was. I've served myself food... Read more

What's been going on

Sunday, October 19, 2014      4 comments

I know I'm not blogging much. There's been so much going on in my head, that I don't know where to start. I have been lax on my fitness. I think I'm barely at 500 minutes this month, and I'm not even sure I've gotten to that. Considering I n... Read more

Haven't been around much

Friday, October 10, 2014      6 comments

I've been dealing with alot of the same feelings I had when I was pregnant with Nate. I am eating constantly (When I don't feel sick, that is!) and it's hard to remember that I'm pregnant, not just slipping. I need to really focus on eating we... Read more

So lost

Sunday, October 05, 2014      6 comments

I have my first appointment with my midwife tomorrow. And I'm glad. I keep worrying that I'm going to overdo it, but then I feel like I'm not doing enough. As for food, I go from not even REMOTELY hungry to "RAOR!!!! FEED ME NOW!!!!" in a ma... Read more

From sad to happy

Wednesday, October 01, 2014      13 comments

As I've said in previous posts, this is the month my baby would have been born. She was due in September. Well, obviously, she didn't make it. HOWEVER. I'M PREGNANT!!!!!!!!!!!1 Read more

An update

Friday, September 26, 2014      9 comments

I've had a very long few days! Computer problems, unexpected financial stuff, to name a few. Thankfully, things seem to be doing better and calmer. Tonight is date night. I'm so looking forward to some nice, quiet time with my husband. we'r... Read more

Sad September

Saturday, September 20, 2014      12 comments

I'm not sure anyone will ever read this. But my head is so full I don't know what else to do. My baby was due today. The baby I lost. I was supposed to have had her today. And she died. I've been pretty depressed this month, and I'm sure ... Read more

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