Sangria and Me: A Love/Hate Affair
So….I didn’t make it to the gym Friday evening, so I decided to go Saturday. No big deal right?
WRONG! It all started with my scheduled girls’ night out at The Cheesecake Factory. Since I ate like a pig earlier in the day (see previous blog en... Read more
Working in a corporate setting is stressful. From dealing with belligerent clients with unreasonable demands to working closely with people who demonstrate tidbits of insanity, many wonder and revel at folks such as yours truly for maintaining s... Read more
One small victory for me...many more to come!
I was chatting with my best friend at work Monday and unconsciously, I clasped my fingers behind my back.
I’ve never done that before...Rather, unable to do it. It didn’t dawn on me…until I held that stance for 10 minutes. I couldn’t believe... Read more
Another late night entry! I'm a night owl who has a day job. lol SMH. I don't know how I function this way, but it works for me.
Earlier I was surfing the web for motivation pics, and as I came across images of women of all shapes and size... Read more
Random Thoughts at Midnight....as Effin Usual..
Its actually 12:19..lol
Anyway, I'm still working out at the gym, going 4 nights instead of 3. I was sitting around doing nothing on my off nights anyway, why not work out? Besides, I need a distraction...my thoughts are driving me insane l... Read more
Early Morning Thoughts...
It's 1:12 am and I just woke up from my medically induced slumber. I planned to work out last night, but that didn't happen. lol, I'll work out after work. I see that I am changing and I am happy about that. The over analytical me would have fre... Read more
Whew...What A Day!
My Wednesday started off pretty good..until I arrived to work. I came in to a computer that didn't work. I could log in, but the systems and applications I use would not work. I called in a repair ticket and moved to another station as I lost tw... Read more
Saying Eff It And Doing The Damn Thing
2009 was not my year.
It sucked monkey butt, ugh. But you know what? Eff it.
Eff it all. Eff my depression, my issues, my flaws, my self-image.
Eff my job.
Eff my car.
Eff it all.
2009 left, happy to see it leave. 2010, I am ready ... Read more
Waking up and Starting Over
I started over, again. I threw caution to the wind, stopped worrying about the future of my job and costs and signed my daughter and me up for the gym. My daughter is happy that we did, as she really pushed the idea as she decided that walking w... Read more
Sometimes, you gotta say F*&^ IT!
Hey, fellow SParkers!
I know, I know. I come back for a second, then disappear. I am here to stay....
Come on now, I know I have said it countless times, but, I mean it!
Since my last entry, I have made some ch... Read more
AHHHH! Summer Is Almost Here!
Technically this is my first summer of exercising and I am not looking forward to it.
Florida’s summer humidity is horrible! Lol by 10am it is hot and humid. Even though I will be exercising very early..like 5 am it is HUMID during that time..... Read more
Seeking Help And Starting From Scratch
I have an appointment to see a Psychologist in two weeks. This was a difficult decision, but something has to be done, as I really need some help, lol. I know that I am trying to make this a humorous situation, but that’s what I do to keep from ... Read more
The Return of The Insanely Proud Weirdo, 4 of 4: JUST DO IT ALREADY!
Why is it so hard to pick up where you left off when it comes to exercise? LOL I plan walking tonight, actually after this entry. Here's the thing: I don't want to walk! WTF is wrong with me? I used to love walking, but since I fell off I have ... Read more
The Return Of The Insanely Proud Weirdo, 3 of 4: What’s Next?
Well, my life’s been in the crapper for the past few months....
LOL Here’s a break down:
1. My job is up for outsourcing
2. My clothes that were falling off me two months ago are now fitting yet again
3. I am in the early stages of depre... Read more
The Return of The Insanely Proud Weirdo, 2 of 4: Why I Gave Up
Happy Mother's Day to all the mothers on SP! I hope your day was as peaceful and uneventful as my day. I got a few calls wishing me a good day, and that is more than enough for me.
Now, on to my topic!
I have so much to blog about the... Read more