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Binge Eating Disorder (BED)

Tuesday, February 02, 2016      4 comments

Not really up to talking about BED right now but I had an episode last night and today this showed up in my free book email. I wanted to share in case anyone else might need it. I am only on chapter one so I can't say if it is good or not but it... Read more

Update to "Drama"

Thursday, January 28, 2016      7 comments

My mom is seeking legal advise now through a company that helps seniors for free. I am not sure that is the best option but it is what she is going with. My stepbrother admitted his wife lied about being given the property and it seems like he r... Read more

Another rant...

Friday, January 15, 2016      8 comments

Sorry I am so ranty, it seems like the world is crumbling around me. We found out today that my husbands job was cut back to civilian pay. His unit is always doing this we are always on the losing end. We are losing our insurance and will be bac... Read more

Drama..

Thursday, January 07, 2016      6 comments

This is mainly for me, because I have no other outlet. I realize that keeping things in is part of what starting my binge eating because I used eating as a coping mechanism. My stepdad has been in the hospital since October. He can not spe... Read more

2016 Healthy Living Journal

Monday, December 28, 2015      5 comments

I am working on something new and it inspired me to make a quick post. Over the last week or so I have been getting my planner ready for the new year and also decided to try a new planner for 2016, a Bullet Journal. The Bullet Journal is a... Read more

Finally Back

Friday, November 06, 2015      6 comments

Hey everyone! Long time no talk. I don't remember exactly when but at some point over the last few months I gave up. I stopped caring about my weight, what I ate, getting out of bed.. everything. I didn't realize it at the time but I was dealing... Read more

Life changes

Wednesday, March 04, 2015      6 comments

I have posted about this on a couple of my teams but wanted to post here also. I found out the night that my husband left for school that I am, very unexpectedly, pregnant with our 3rd baby. We had wanted to wait a few years before talking... Read more

Regrets..

Sunday, February 01, 2015      5 comments

This is going to be quick and dirty. I gave in to one of my inner voices (not the skinny girl screaming at me to put the fork down but the fat one, the one that likes a good sugar rush) and had cake at my sons party yesterday. I regretted it alm... Read more

Hunger

Wednesday, January 21, 2015      5 comments

I am trying really hard to figure out hunger and to tune into what my body is telling me. It sounds silly, I know.. I have spent 11+ years eating for other reasons though. Read more

Christmas dinner menu, help please

Sunday, December 14, 2014      7 comments

This is our first time hosting a holiday and I am not sure if I have planned enough or maybe I forgot some traditional thing. I am hoping you guys can help me out! Our menu- whiskey honey ham ribs sweet potato casserole (mother is ma... Read more

WIO Spy 7 pic

Saturday, October 25, 2014      6 comments

Not a very good pic but here is my girly with spy 7! ... Read more

Changes

Monday, October 20, 2014      6 comments

I have noticed a lot of changes in my eating habits over the last week. I don't know if they were sudden or gradual but I feel like I am finally eating like a "normal" person and not a binge eater/food addict. A typical day before seemed l... Read more

Minecraft...?

Saturday, October 18, 2014      5 comments

Not a blog but I figured this was the easiest way to ask all the teams I am in without making 20 some-odd posts. Does anyone here play Minecraft? I was hoping to find a team for it but there isn't one. It is my new obsession Read more

Shopping for swim wear in October

Wednesday, October 15, 2014      7 comments

I have not worn a swimsuit since I was 16. Yep, 12 years of avoiding that monster. Since my oldest son turned 2 (he will be 4 in January) my mother in law has been bugging me to let him go to the water park. There were two problems with this.. I... Read more

A tip for handling "cheat" days

Thursday, October 09, 2014      6 comments

Before I decided to give up sugar I had a fairly detailed cheating system lol. I could have a cheat snack once a week OR A cheat meal once every two weeks OR A cheat day once a month I couldn't have a cheat snack... Read more


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