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Finally Back

Friday, November 06, 2015      6 comments

Hey everyone! Long time no talk. I don't remember exactly when but at some point over the last few months I gave up. I stopped caring about my weight, what I ate, getting out of bed.. everything. I didn't realize it at the time but I was dealing... Read more

Life changes

Wednesday, March 04, 2015      6 comments

I have posted about this on a couple of my teams but wanted to post here also. I found out the night that my husband left for school that I am, very unexpectedly, pregnant with our 3rd baby. We had wanted to wait a few years before talking... Read more


Sunday, February 01, 2015      5 comments

This is going to be quick and dirty. I gave in to one of my inner voices (not the skinny girl screaming at me to put the fork down but the fat one, the one that likes a good sugar rush) and had cake at my sons party yesterday. I regretted it alm... Read more


Wednesday, January 21, 2015      5 comments

I am trying really hard to figure out hunger and to tune into what my body is telling me. It sounds silly, I know.. I have spent 11+ years eating for other reasons though. Read more

Christmas dinner menu, help please

Sunday, December 14, 2014      7 comments

This is our first time hosting a holiday and I am not sure if I have planned enough or maybe I forgot some traditional thing. I am hoping you guys can help me out! Our menu- whiskey honey ham ribs sweet potato casserole (mother is ma... Read more

WIO Spy 7 pic

Saturday, October 25, 2014      6 comments

Not a very good pic but here is my girly with spy 7! ... Read more


Monday, October 20, 2014      6 comments

I have noticed a lot of changes in my eating habits over the last week. I don't know if they were sudden or gradual but I feel like I am finally eating like a "normal" person and not a binge eater/food addict. A typical day before seemed l... Read more


Saturday, October 18, 2014      5 comments

Not a blog but I figured this was the easiest way to ask all the teams I am in without making 20 some-odd posts. Does anyone here play Minecraft? I was hoping to find a team for it but there isn't one. It is my new obsession Read more

Shopping for swim wear in October

Wednesday, October 15, 2014      7 comments

I have not worn a swimsuit since I was 16. Yep, 12 years of avoiding that monster. Since my oldest son turned 2 (he will be 4 in January) my mother in law has been bugging me to let him go to the water park. There were two problems with this.. I... Read more

A tip for handling "cheat" days

Thursday, October 09, 2014      6 comments

Before I decided to give up sugar I had a fairly detailed cheating system lol. I could have a cheat snack once a week OR A cheat meal once every two weeks OR A cheat day once a month I couldn't have a cheat snack... Read more

I need blinders! Like a horse...

Tuesday, October 07, 2014      9 comments

Every where I look it is sweets sweets sweets. Sweets as far as the eye can see, I think I could literally jump into them and swim around like Scrooge McDuck in his money pit! ... Read more

Ebola- Yep, I am going there. Seriously though, it's cold and flu season..

Monday, October 06, 2014      4 comments

I don't think in the US we have much to worry about when it comes to Ebola but it is better to be safe then sorry. Plus, when being safe is a healthy and easy thing to do why not just do it? Even if Ebola is not on your radar these two nutrients... Read more

Canned Salmon, the thing of my nightmares

Tuesday, September 30, 2014      14 comments

This blog is fairly stupid but I just wanted to toss it out there and see if anyone else is afraid of canned salmon lol. I tried, again.. for the fourth time. I want to like canned salmon, I really do. It is a great source of protein and f... Read more


Thursday, September 25, 2014      7 comments

I had been cigarette free for three days. My husband called me from work and says our day just got interesting. A detective from the police department called him and wanted my number. Apparently a guy I dated years ago is being accused of c... Read more

Weigh in Wednesday and Day 2 of the diet that shall not be named

Wednesday, September 24, 2014      9 comments

Today is WiW! -2.6 down, not bad emoticon 14 total this month Today is day 2 of the diet that shall not be na... Read more

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