It's been a very long time since I've written a blog and I think I would feel a lot better to just get this out. I've gone through a lot of changes over the last several years, and I don't just mean the physically visual ones...I'm no longer wit... Read more
So, here in canada it is the second day of spring so I'm going to get crackin' and start running! I'm very excited to be back on sparkpeople. My little laptop screen is /almost/ too small for the nutrtion calculator...I'm on a ten inch compaq mi... Read more
Hey there, I just wanted to let all my sparkfriends know I miss you a lot and I wish I could come online every day and update my spark like I used to... Problem is, BOTH of my computers are now broken and I RARELY ever get access to come online.... Read more
I've been away from spark-people for quite some time. My computer was broken, still is. My friends are going to help me fix it for me when I move. I'm now in the process of moving so I'm not quite sure when I'll have internet...I guess we'll see... Read more
Hello everyone! It's been yet another long while since I've last updated so it's about time that I do!
On may 1st I ended up in the hospital due to a seizure. I was taken to the hospital via ambulance and had a cat scan, blood test, and an ... Read more
It's been over a month since I've last updated, so a new blog post is certainly well over-due.
I guess you could say things are going pretty well. I'm happy I am finally under 110. Presently at 109, I haven't been doing a ton of exercise e... Read more
So my vacation is done and past, as always with good things they end too quickly. I definitely enjoyed my time in California, but loathed the airports for the rather unfriendly poorly run service. Actually it was really just the Seattle airport.... Read more
My vacation couldn't come at a more perfect time. I feel like I'm on the verge of a breakdown. Aside from it all, I've still been sticking pretty well to my daily for calories and exercise which has helped tremendously. If I hadn't been doing th... Read more
I'm really surprised and proud of myself for continuing to keep working hard. I have still been making little mistakes here and there, but I haven't stopped and just given up alltogether. When I make a mistake now, I've been able to pick myself ... Read more
This blog entry of my present progress is LONG over-due. Since I learned that lack of water was one of my main causes for obsessive binging/night time eating I can now keep my appetite under control and I feel way more satisfied after meals.
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I keep cycling in this horrific loop of getting back on track, then losing it all and going on a binging streak that lasts anywhere from a week to two weeks. I believe it mainly has to do with the fact that there is a LOT of stress in my life th... Read more
Six days ago today I stopped my maniac binge eating. Furious with the rapid fat growth that was expanding itself all over my body I just stopped. I'm mad. Mad at myself. I've never been this angry at myself before. I was out of control eating a... Read more
I'm even more depressed than ever. Everyone's been noticing that I've continually been gaining weight. My step dad made a joke about how I'm getting a big butt, and when he left I went down into my room and cried.
If I could just control m... Read more