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Happy Who I Am

Tuesday, August 19, 2008      1 comments

I find myself gaining more and more strength these days. I am not perfect, perhaps I have accepted that, but I can feel myself becoming more empowered. Today, I walked to the bank and the store alone, and I usually look at every person with susp... Read more

I Feel Amazing!

Thursday, July 31, 2008      0 comments

I feel great! I have found the most wonderful house in the perfect location at a good price, I'm about to have money to live on a gain, I have a new job, and I look at myself with respect and love instead of shame and guilt. I forgot who I was u... Read more

Getting better...Wonderfully better!!

Sunday, July 27, 2008      0 comments

As for my weight, I've made GREAT strides there. I'm finally way more comfortable with myself, I've started dressing up like I used to in high school, and I get comments and crushes now like I did when I was 98 pounds a year ago. I have slight p... Read more

New Kitty!!

Thursday, June 26, 2008      0 comments

I got a kitten!!!!!!! When I lost my cat of eleven years right before I left for college, I lost everything. I had been kept inside and away from the world my whole life, my brothers left when I was five, and my mother was never exactly sympathe... Read more

I'm Ready. I'm Truly Ready.

Sunday, May 25, 2008      2 comments

This is what I posted tonight on my EDA forum: "I am finally ready to stop thinking that I have to be SUPER skinny to be desirable. I want to be healthy, feel better, and feel like I am at my best, and phooey on anyone who thinks I'm not su... Read more

I Ate Today!!!

Monday, May 12, 2008      1 comments

Good news!! I actually ate three meals today, and had no urge to chew it without swallowing. I think my body went into preservation mode, and told my brain, "Uh, hello?? I actually need FOOD!" I didn't track my calories today, for fear that it w... Read more

I Love This Site.

Friday, May 09, 2008      1 comments

I finally finished my finals in Engineering today. I hate that major. They expect me to take 18 hours of EXTREMELY hard classes next semester on top of getting a job in design, renting a two-story house by myself, and commuting to college. I wil... Read more

Today...I Survive.

Tuesday, May 06, 2008      0 comments

Soooo...my days get more interesting by the minute. I finally told my mom what I really want to do with my life, Interior Design (see previous blogs), and she was horrified! I'm currently working on an Electrical Engineering degree, pushed on me... Read more

Unsure, But Getting There

Monday, May 05, 2008      0 comments

Well, my calorie count was horrible today, but I've vowed not to let it get that low again. 379. Too scary for my taste. But, this summer, I'll be away from all of the stupidity of college dorm life, and I'll be truly where I want to be, so that... Read more

In Trouble...

Saturday, May 03, 2008      1 comments

Well, to begin, after I graduated from high school, I decided to go on a diet. Another one. All my life, I'd been taught to count calories, eat no sugar, no bread, etc, otherwise my weight would be chastised. Well, when I went on that diet, I be... Read more

Confused

Thursday, February 28, 2008      1 comments

I am a college student majoring in Electrical Engineering. My whole family is happy about it (notice I didn't say proud) and they are content to let me sit until they need money. All my life, I've been told who I am, what I want, what I like, an... Read more

Me-Myself-My Favorites

Thursday, February 28, 2008      0 comments

Well, a few of my favorite things are as follows: My favorite movie is American Beauty because I love the introspection it entails and I like to use it to look at myself more objectively. I don't have a favorite song, really, but if I ... Read more

A Little History

Tuesday, December 04, 2007      0 comments

Well, I've been told that the key to weight loss is honesty with one's self, so I'll write a little bit about why I feel I need to lose weight. I've never really had a healthy self-image. As a child, I was mentally abused and extremely cont... Read more


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