AMUSED11's Blogs

What is my problem???
Thursday, March 24, 2011      5 comments

Ok I have the diet knowledge. I know exactly what I need to do and the correct way to do it, but somehow lately I have NO MOTIVATION.... it is sooo bad I actually have caught myself trying to forget the damage I am causing to all the hard work ... Read more
2011 Reaffirmation
Thursday, January 06, 2011      0 comments

2010 was a roller coaster of emotions for me... had highs, lows and I am pretty sure I came off the rails at a couple different points. Being a rather emotionally impaired individual this was both chaotic and traumatic for me but somehow I made... Read more
Having a really BAD FAT DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, September 01, 2010      3 comments

09/01/2010 I woke up this morning and it's raining so no 5a.m. walk before work. I don't know if I am just being hormonal or what but I just feel very down on myself.... disgusting, fat, ugly, unlovable, and pretty much just a big pile of gel... Read more
Binge Confessional
Friday, August 20, 2010      2 comments

Ok so I had a fat fall off the wagon and hit every damn bump in the road night!!! Here I will list out publicly what I have eaten just this evening..... started out with a taco salad my Dad picked up for me... told myself wasn't gonna eat the s... Read more
Wednesday, August 18, 2010      2 comments

Fat fat fat fat fat...... The "F" word..... three little letters and my most hated word in the english language. I am typing this out as a reminder to myself as the holidays approach how hard it was for me to find my 35 year old metabolism!! I... Read more
Friday, August 13, 2010      1 comments

OK I had been horrible for almost 6 months but good for the last 2. It's the same issue every time.... I get to XX lbs and absolutely can't get under it. I try for months changing my eating habits exercising more... changing it up and NOTHING!... Read more
Fear of the loss.....
Tuesday, September 22, 2009      2 comments

I got on the scale this morning....161.2 where as I should be extremely excited that the weight has finally started to move this week I'm afraid. I have not been below 161lbs for 12 years I have been 161lb's several times however. I get here a... Read more
Changing my name to Impatience
Wednesday, September 02, 2009      2 comments

Ok last week I was upset because I pushed myself... exercise eating sooooo well and I hear the drum roll I get on the scale and 1 frigging pound... So I said ok next week will be better and drum roll please I lost less than a pound this week HAH... Read more
1 week 1 pound will whoever borrowed my metabolism return it please!!!!!
Wednesday, August 26, 2009      2 comments

Aggravated aggravated aggravated Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I hate exercise but have been doing it faithfully all week... I had a day where ... Read more
Every Sunday with the family
Monday, August 24, 2009      0 comments

First off I have to say I love love love my family... that being said I have come to dread Sundays "Family Day". Since birth Sunday has been a gathering and in our family a gathering means food food and oh yeah more food. Of course not a bit o... Read more
My life's ongoing story!!
Friday, August 21, 2009      5 comments

Ok.... I'm not really good at this!! My life's journey here we go.... I have been chunky most of my life. It is a constant battle for me to stay at a normal weight. I went through high school at about 185lbs I'm 5'7. I married almost immedia... Read more