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Giving Permission to step out in a new direction
Wednesday, January 25, 2017      0 comments

I've been battling eating issues since I was a teen. Now, I cope with multiple food sensitivities and reactions. Some are "true" allergies, some are cross-reactions from environmental allergies (something called oral-allergy syndrome). There a... Read more
Sharing the struggles in a day
Thursday, December 22, 2016      1 comments

I wanted to quit today. She quits She runs When is it my turn Here I sit, Two weeks from surgery And still, I'm her caretaker With no backup. E Nuff. I want to scream Cry Tantrum I bawled. She half... Read more
Another new adventure
Sunday, December 18, 2016      2 comments

Hello, blog reader. :) Welcome. This morning's blog is brought to you by insomnia: a friend I thought wouldn't be back for awhile after last week's surgery. Wrong! The hysterectomy went fine, or so the doc says. There was also anoth... Read more
Following up on an assignment
Friday, November 25, 2016      1 comments

I was given an opportunity, within the last month or so, to be part of a study on depression. The basic protocol for the study is finding where the level of depression is (baseline) then enacting an app or two to see how that helps. What I... Read more
Writing to increase endurance
Friday, November 18, 2016      1 comments

One of the best things about blogging, in my experience, is that it takes the wandering circling thoughts and puts them somewhere. Once out, the ability to think seems more clear. Possible. This is a rough section of time. If you're read... Read more
Another day - 3 weeks to pre-op
Thursday, November 17, 2016      1 comments

I'm grateful for an easy day today. Attempting to keep up with my normal day-to-day with this level of pain is not possible. I'm beyond exhausted! I'm in that space between really wanting to write and having no words. Such a tough place ... Read more
Back to writing...again
Wednesday, November 16, 2016      3 comments

Life is throwing some additional weird events our way, and it's time to get them out of my head! I don't have a huge amount of time to write, currently, so I may edit this later, or just add another post. We'll see. A week and a half ... Read more
Day 7 of DWLC- writing words about feelings
Sunday, July 24, 2016      2 comments

I wish diabetes was my only challenge. I wish I didn't have a love/hate relationship with food I wish I had more healthy thoughts about food and about caring for my system. It's been an okay week. I'm fairly certain there's been no prog... Read more
Day 3... What are my goals to be...
Thursday, July 21, 2016      2 comments

It's been a harder week than I've wanted it to be. Too many little reasons to try to explain. Food is going okay, and I have some ideas for some projects for the next couple of days. Being on vocal rest, which was prescribed Monday, is NO... Read more
Mid Month Reboot
Monday, July 18, 2016      0 comments

Why wait to start a challenge at the start of the month? Right now, we're around 5 weeks from the start of school, so starting a challenge today seems about right. I've been struggling with several of my test numbers. Heck, I've been stru... Read more
Words that should be shared
Saturday, May 28, 2016      0 comments

A friend has been struggling with depression. We don't live near each other, so I can't reach out often in what feels like a meaningful way. T... Read more
Day 1? - Auto Immune Protocol
Tuesday, February 16, 2016      4 comments

Today was day one. It still is. I haven't fallen apart or fallen "off the wagon" yet, but boy is this hard. I don't have the energy to explain what AIP is right now. Feel free to use Google. The important part of this journal exerci... Read more
Musings on connections
Saturday, February 06, 2016      1 comments

Yesterday, it felt like a cement truck hit my chest. A couple weeks ago, I notice my friend number on Facebook went down. Yes, I'm someone who notices that. It's one of those things for me - if I hadn't lived in so many places, I'd have... Read more
Wednesday, December 16, 2015      1 comments

Yesterday was my birthday. I've been saying the wrong age for myself most of the year. No, I don't want to know why. I've been thinking a monumental birthday is closer than it is. I'm not looking at why. This year has had more challenges tha... Read more
Writing out what feels dynamic yet muddled
Thursday, March 26, 2015      0 comments

I'm floored that I haven't written *here* in so long. I've been doing a bunch of writing, but have kept it more personal, I suppose. Today, I'm not in a space I feel I can write just for me, so I'm sharing my words out loud. I may back date a... Read more

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