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Writing out what feels dynamic yet muddled

Thursday, March 26, 2015      0 comments

I'm floored that I haven't written *here* in so long. I've been doing a bunch of writing, but have kept it more personal, I suppose. Today, I'm not in a space I feel I can write just for me, so I'm sharing my words out loud. I may back date a... Read more

Stepping up?

Wednesday, July 16, 2014      1 comments

Sometimes it surprises me - I go through the motions, doing what I need to do in the days, and BOOM...time passes much more quickly than I think it does. I had no idea I hadn't posted a blog post since April. Wow. I thought I was doing MUC... Read more

From the mouth of the babe...

Friday, April 25, 2014      3 comments

I called myself an invalid tonight. "a person made weak or disabled by illness or injury." My arthritis has been starting to act up in annoying ways, and I was feeling whiney about how little energy I had to make meatballs. My son piped up ... Read more

I'm sorry...what?

Wednesday, April 23, 2014      4 comments

I really want to attempt a video blog today since I feel like I'm not going to make sense in words at all. At least a video would be something *all* of us could laugh at later. Right now, just getting words out seems difficult. I'm proud of m... Read more

Musings of the morning

Thursday, March 13, 2014      1 comments

I feel better when I'm blogging. Even if no one reads it, that I've taken ideas and concepts from my head and put them into written word helps validate those words and concepts. Whether they're right, wrong, yellow, blue or upside down and ba... Read more

Facing the fears...

Wednesday, March 12, 2014      1 comments

So, I bit the bullet, embraced the panic attacks, and started Autoimmune paleo. Autoimmune paleo is paleo with no nuts, seeds, eggs or nightshades (potato, tomato). I've also been low FODMAP (onion, garlic and such). My overall fatigue seems ... Read more

Bah Humbug...kindof...

Wednesday, December 25, 2013      2 comments

Not meaning ANYTHING negative. Really. It's a really rough day, though. Days are just like that sometimes. Tomorrow will be better. I miss my dad. He died earlier this year, so this is my first year without him. It's been a hard couple o... Read more

Time slipped away...again

Sunday, December 22, 2013      0 comments

Here we sit at Dec 20. My last blog date was Oct. 28. Ugh. I just keep walking through the days as I can. With the shift of the start page, I'm earning more points per month now, but that doesn't mean I'm exercising more. I want to say I'm do... Read more

Autoimmune Paleo...and....go!

Monday, October 28, 2013      2 comments

I'm starting autoimmune paleo today. With the allergies I deal with, paleo is hard enough. Add in the added restrictions for autoimmune with the allergies, and I really start to feel I can't eat anything at all. I also have some active anorexia... Read more

Back to the posting again!

Wednesday, October 23, 2013      0 comments

I had no idea it had been as long between posts as it's been. I've been trying to keep my head together, above water, and for the most part HAVE been doing alright. There have been bumps and bruises of life, but nothing to dynamic, really. Ju... Read more

attempting definition

Monday, August 12, 2013      1 comments

dark pit walls closing in kindof just dark pit. cold empty pit Had been climbing out had been feeling okay despite the pain physical and emotional but I wasn't climbing fast enough for another ladder dragged into the l... Read more


Tuesday, July 23, 2013      1 comments

Words seem lost frustrating annoying gone expectations of self expectations felt from others wound around and whirled into whirring windy wheels of winsome whines not so good ... Read more

Putting random thoughts to keyboard

Wednesday, July 17, 2013      0 comments

To begin, here's the note I shared on FB since I didn't have access to SparkPeople during my vacation - Some of the story of our week... July 10, 2013 at 10:05pm This week, we arrived in Colorado for a visit with my mom and dad. My ... Read more

rambling notes

Wednesday, July 17, 2013      1 comments

tears from nowhere lack of appetite stressed empty achy as much from the activity we had with others as from the actual goodbye probably more so first day home tears won't turn off grief bleh... Read more

Stress? Pain. Painful stress.

Tuesday, May 28, 2013      3 comments

I have been letting others get to me again - let my system get so stressed that I'm not able to believe in the internal strength I *do* have. I'm still sober, I haven't had to go to inpatient treatment for the depression, but life is pretty icky... Read more

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