Sharing the struggles in a day
I wanted to quit today.
When is it my turn
Here I sit,
Two weeks from surgery
I'm her caretaker
With no backup.
I want to scream
She half... Read more
Another new adventure
Hello, blog reader. :) Welcome.
This morning's blog is brought to you by insomnia: a friend I thought wouldn't be back for awhile after last week's surgery. Wrong!
The hysterectomy went fine, or so the doc says. There was also anoth... Read more
Following up on an assignment
I was given an opportunity, within the last month or so, to be part of a study on depression. The basic protocol for the study is finding where the level of depression is (baseline) then enacting an app or two to see how that helps.
What I... Read more
Writing to increase endurance
One of the best things about blogging, in my experience, is that it takes the wandering circling thoughts and puts them somewhere. Once out, the ability to think seems more clear. Possible.
This is a rough section of time. If you're read... Read more
Another day - 3 weeks to pre-op
I'm grateful for an easy day today. Attempting to keep up with my normal day-to-day with this level of pain is not possible. I'm beyond exhausted!
I'm in that space between really wanting to write and having no words. Such a tough place ... Read more
Back to writing...again
Life is throwing some additional weird events our way, and it's time to get them out of my head!
I don't have a huge amount of time to write, currently, so I may edit this later, or just add another post. We'll see.
A week and a half ... Read more
Day 7 of DWLC- writing words about feelings
I wish diabetes was my only challenge. I wish I didn't have a love/hate relationship with food
I wish I had more healthy thoughts about food and about caring for my system.
It's been an okay week. I'm fairly certain there's been no prog... Read more
Day 3... What are my goals to be...
It's been a harder week than I've wanted it to be. Too many little reasons to try to explain.
Food is going okay, and I have some ideas for some projects for the next couple of days. Being on vocal rest, which was prescribed Monday, is NO... Read more
Mid Month Reboot
Why wait to start a challenge at the start of the month? Right now, we're around 5 weeks from the start of school, so starting a challenge today seems about right.
I've been struggling with several of my test numbers. Heck, I've been stru... Read more
Words that should be shared
A friend has been struggling with depression. We don't live near each other, so I can't reach out often in what feels like a meaningful way.
T... Read more
Day 1? - Auto Immune Protocol
Today was day one. It still is. I haven't fallen apart or fallen "off the wagon" yet, but boy is this hard.
I don't have the energy to explain what AIP is right now. Feel free to use Google.
The important part of this journal exerci... Read more
Musings on connections
Yesterday, it felt like a cement truck hit my chest.
A couple weeks ago, I notice my friend number on Facebook went down. Yes, I'm someone who notices that. It's one of those things for me - if I hadn't lived in so many places, I'd have... Read more
Yesterday was my birthday. I've been saying the wrong age for myself most of the year. No, I don't want to know why. I've been thinking a monumental birthday is closer than it is. I'm not looking at why. This year has had more challenges tha... Read more
Writing out what feels dynamic yet muddled
I'm floored that I haven't written *here* in so long. I've been doing a bunch of writing, but have kept it more personal, I suppose. Today, I'm not in a space I feel I can write just for me, so I'm sharing my words out loud. I may back date a... Read more
Sometimes it surprises me - I go through the motions, doing what I need to do in the days, and BOOM...time passes much more quickly than I think it does.
I had no idea I hadn't posted a blog post since April. Wow. I thought I was doing MUC... Read more