Getting Over the Mind
I really have nothing to say, but I am back to the weight at where my plateau of over a year started. My brain of course is starting to churn. The weight is still dropping, but the what ifs are starting to hit. What if I get stuck again. Wha... Read more
Hello Spark Peeps... although I do admit to a total lack of inactivity on this site, I am lurking. My Texas Rangers are in the playoffs again. I get to go this year at my own expense, so life is looking up a bit. Husband's job is better and ... Read more
Hello Spark Peeps
So I'm officially disgusted with myself and my lifestyle, so I'm back. The stress of the last two years has really taken it's toll on me. But, the good news first... I have a new job and really love it. The commute sucks, but the job is worth... Read more
Hello Again World!!!
(This might be long)
I'm back. Well I am as much as I can be. First and foremost.....
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Getting back on track
Finally getting my head back on straight. Getting my exercise in. Got all 3750 calories burned this week. Missed a couple of days because of "stuff", but got five days in this week.
Have a whole lot to say because a whole lot is going on... Read more
So Much, but yet so Little
I had lots and lots to talk about but then I couldn't do it at work. Just felt guilty. I'm not sure why, I wasn't doing anything at work (there's literally no work to do). But let's see if I can start this right.
Daughter calls me the ... Read more
Did you miss me?
Yes, I went into a DEEP depression. It was scary. I didn't get suicidal, but I didn't care.. about anything. The job thing set me back, the six month plateau set me back, even all the training I got didn't bring ME back. I'm still a little s... Read more
So I'm not going to bore you with a long drawn out blog. I'm here, barely. Almost deleted my site yesterday through a major fit of depression. I had great hopes for a new job supposedly it was one with "my name written all over it". They not... Read more
The Drama Continues
This is a continuation of the blog from yesterday. I'm just talking to get this out of my system because unfortunately if it concerns his daughter's I can't talk to my husband, because of the rose colored glasses he has with them.
CPS (C... Read more
Small Nervous Breakdown
This is a long blog, mostly venting, so if you are looking for positive, yeah, it's not me.
Let me give you a little history. My husband's daughter moved in with us several years ago, right after my layoff, which put is EXTREMELY behind on... Read more
The Small Things that Motivate Us
To those who've endured my whining (I'm sorry) and those that are new, this is an FYI, I've been on a plateau since July. Yes some of it became self induced during the holidays when I lost some control of my exercise, let a major depressive epi... Read more
Turkey Chili Rocks the Cookoff
So our church had a chili cook off for Superbowl Sunday. My full intention was to start it on Saturday and let it simmer in the crockpot all night and really get the flavor in tight. Well you know the story about all good intentions. Hubby wo... Read more
My Scare and other Random Topics
Hmm, well I will admit I've been a little Spark shy lately. I've been traveling a lot so it's hard to track food. I've still been working out, but not as much as I should because of the traveling. But I will admit to losing at least a pound w... Read more
Just checking in
Back to work after a week in San Jose, well technically Santa Clara, but hey who counts miles.
Had some training there. Off to Orlando for more training next week.
Worked out in the mornings and then three times during the evening... Read more
So 2011.. You're Here are Ya? (long)
I'm from the south can you tell by the drawl? lol.
So 2011 is here. Time for a new 'tude. New plan, new thought process.
I'm not good at goals. I set goals, I set good, great, and awesome goals. I fail at meeting goals. Goals don't m... Read more