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I'm making this about me.

Monday, January 24, 2011      3 comments

Long day at work + already tired means I dozed on the couch for a bit during the evening news. Oops. Think I had a little too much fiber today (still trying to build back from last week) so my stomach is a little annoyed. But I'm hanging in ther... Read more

It's not a big deal

Sunday, January 23, 2011      3 comments

The guy I talked to on the phone last night called in the middle of the night drunk asking to come to my house to 'sober up'. I didn't pick up the phone but he left this on my voicemail. That wasn't a smart idea, but whatever. He called around n... Read more

Lazy day

Sunday, January 23, 2011      2 comments

Short and sweet: Very lazy day today. I was able to eat my normal GP diet and got to the higher end of my goals without any problems. I slept 11 hours last night, so I've been BLAH all day and didn't do much. However... I did spend 2 h... Read more

It worked!

Saturday, January 22, 2011      2 comments

It is almost unbelieveable how easily I was able to shove food in today! It felt so good to be able to eat and not have my body mad at me for it. Such a fast turn around too. The massage I got yesterday seems to have done wonders! YAY! Not ... Read more

A massage can work wonders

Friday, January 21, 2011      3 comments

There is a possibility that my vagus nerve was pinched. No way to know for sure but pretty compelling evidence: I got a massage today and asked her to focus on my neck, shoulders, and back (where I form stress knots all the time). While she... Read more

My day

Thursday, January 20, 2011      1 comments

The bad news: today I started getting severe chest pains. Now get the thought of a heart attack out of your head, because I know this feeling and hate it. It was solidified when after a little water and eating a little soft banana my throat star... Read more

I need some advice from my gastroparesis team

Tuesday, January 18, 2011      1 comments

When your GP acts up and you can't seem to get food or drinks in or keep it in, what do you do? How do you make it through the day? Do you call your doctor? Do you go on with your routine (besides meals) like usual? Right now I'm trying to ... Read more

Your best wishes would be appreciated

Tuesday, January 18, 2011      2 comments

Quick and to the point, skipping MANY things: Several awful days in a row made my GP get bad enough that I had to skip dinner tonight. I ate lunch at 12:30-1 then some snack items from 2-4 (several items, eaten slowly, with time between). Then... Read more

My GP was acting up today.

Sunday, January 16, 2011      2 comments

Today was not great. Even though I slept in a bit, I was just totally exhausted, felt sick, and my GP was acting up. So I spent a lot of the day on the couch. I definitely needed a relax day, but I was hoping to do something at least. I'm t... Read more

A positive-negative-positive sandwich about today

Friday, January 14, 2011      1 comments

I am trying, but unfortunately I'm not feeling quite positive today. Even so, I'm not feeling quite negative either. I'm just exhausted and bummed. Time for a positive-negative-positive sandwich! P: Got out of work at 12:30 and was able to ... Read more

Recognize the positive

Friday, January 14, 2011      3 comments

This is an incredible feeling: I've felt quite positive all day! It is rare for me to be so positive for such a long period of time. Something usually comes along to crash down on me. But I have been making a conscious choice to do my best to be... Read more

3 hours of extra time at work today

Wednesday, January 12, 2011      1 comments

I definitely did not get enough sleep last night. By the time we finished the house projects last night, I was already late for bed and still needed to shower and eat my dessert! Therefore, I was tired at work today. But I not only pushed throug... Read more

and it is done

Wednesday, January 12, 2011      1 comments

My father and I got my new toilet installed, replaced a broken closet door track, and fixed the back light on my car (which I didn't even know was burnt out). Got a lot done, now I'm exhausted and heading to bed... while feeling accomplishe... Read more

My father is coming tomorrow

Tuesday, January 11, 2011      2 comments

My father is coming up for an overnight visit tomorrow (my family lives ~3 hrs away). He's going to help replace my downstairs bathroom toilet with a new one. The one there now is original to the house (25+ years old) and the inner workings aren... Read more

my first yoga class

Sunday, January 09, 2011      4 comments

I said in my blog yesterday that I am believing that the next few days will be good. I went to bed believing it. I woke up believing it. I went to my first yoga class believing it. Then something a little strange happened. The instructor th... Read more

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