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Saturday, January 29, 2011      0 comments

When it comes to dating guys, my problem is more of I get bored with the guy constantly wanting my attention. My life is always busy so to have to entertain a guy all the time is incredibly annoying. When most people start a new relationshi... Read more

Drive by blogging

Thursday, January 27, 2011      0 comments

Another tough day of lugging boxes at work - I'm exhausted. Car having more problems - gave the garage 1 more chance to do right, they didn't, I've already found a new garage to go to that advertises only by word of mouth. Says a lot when t... Read more

Tough day at work

Thursday, January 27, 2011      5 comments

I'm sore and exhausted today! I got to work to find an email asking me to help pull files and box them up for storage, then move last year's files to a different location. I spent most of my workday (around 5-6 hours) doing that today and will d... Read more

Decisions, good news, and a thank you

Tuesday, January 25, 2011      4 comments

Quick note: When the guy called this evening, twice, I didn't pick up. If he asks, I "accidentally forgot to turn the ringer back on after work". In reality, I just wasn't up to talking to him tonight. He left a vm saying he will call tomorrow. ... Read more

I'm making this about me.

Monday, January 24, 2011      3 comments

Long day at work + already tired means I dozed on the couch for a bit during the evening news. Oops. Think I had a little too much fiber today (still trying to build back from last week) so my stomach is a little annoyed. But I'm hanging in ther... Read more

It's not a big deal

Sunday, January 23, 2011      3 comments

The guy I talked to on the phone last night called in the middle of the night drunk asking to come to my house to 'sober up'. I didn't pick up the phone but he left this on my voicemail. That wasn't a smart idea, but whatever. He called around n... Read more

Lazy day

Sunday, January 23, 2011      2 comments

Short and sweet: Very lazy day today. I was able to eat my normal GP diet and got to the higher end of my goals without any problems. I slept 11 hours last night, so I've been BLAH all day and didn't do much. However... I did spend 2 h... Read more

It worked!

Saturday, January 22, 2011      2 comments

It is almost unbelieveable how easily I was able to shove food in today! It felt so good to be able to eat and not have my body mad at me for it. Such a fast turn around too. The massage I got yesterday seems to have done wonders! YAY! Not ... Read more

A massage can work wonders

Friday, January 21, 2011      3 comments

There is a possibility that my vagus nerve was pinched. No way to know for sure but pretty compelling evidence: I got a massage today and asked her to focus on my neck, shoulders, and back (where I form stress knots all the time). While she... Read more

My day

Thursday, January 20, 2011      1 comments

The bad news: today I started getting severe chest pains. Now get the thought of a heart attack out of your head, because I know this feeling and hate it. It was solidified when after a little water and eating a little soft banana my throat star... Read more

I need some advice from my gastroparesis team

Tuesday, January 18, 2011      1 comments

When your GP acts up and you can't seem to get food or drinks in or keep it in, what do you do? How do you make it through the day? Do you call your doctor? Do you go on with your routine (besides meals) like usual? Right now I'm trying to ... Read more

Your best wishes would be appreciated

Tuesday, January 18, 2011      2 comments

Quick and to the point, skipping MANY things: Several awful days in a row made my GP get bad enough that I had to skip dinner tonight. I ate lunch at 12:30-1 then some snack items from 2-4 (several items, eaten slowly, with time between). Then... Read more

My GP was acting up today.

Sunday, January 16, 2011      2 comments

Today was not great. Even though I slept in a bit, I was just totally exhausted, felt sick, and my GP was acting up. So I spent a lot of the day on the couch. I definitely needed a relax day, but I was hoping to do something at least. I'm t... Read more

A positive-negative-positive sandwich about today

Friday, January 14, 2011      1 comments

I am trying, but unfortunately I'm not feeling quite positive today. Even so, I'm not feeling quite negative either. I'm just exhausted and bummed. Time for a positive-negative-positive sandwich! P: Got out of work at 12:30 and was able to ... Read more

Recognize the positive

Friday, January 14, 2011      3 comments

This is an incredible feeling: I've felt quite positive all day! It is rare for me to be so positive for such a long period of time. Something usually comes along to crash down on me. But I have been making a conscious choice to do my best to be... Read more

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