I spoke up for myself, said I want to stop the weekend excess until I have re-lost this weight I have gained.
If I actually knuckle down it won't take that long!
Its so silly this making me miserable when just a few months without gree... Read more
I have a motivation.
Why though is it hard for me to say out loud to my boyfriend, NO, seriously, I need to behave, I need to plan and stick to it, NO to excess at weekends, NO to being lazy.
Why am I like this? I think I feel ashamed ... Read more
Today we cleared the old greenhouse in the garden and I planted seeds!
2 types of tomato (beef and plum)
spaghetti squash (saved from one we ate, will see if it grows)
pumpkin ... Read more
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What can cause cancer according to the Daily Mail, a dreadful national newspaper.
Highlights include, being male, being female, having k... Read more
We started clearing the garden yesterday.
its such a shame, it was clearly a well loved and tended garden, much as this house was, delightfully 1970's, there are remains of lots of plants my Grandad used to grow,
Apparently according t... Read more
My boyfriend got me lots of neat things when he went before, like sugar free jello, Mrs Dash, liquid smoke, sugar free hard candy, Truvia...
I want to get lots more jello... so much better flavours! And sugar free kool aid to turn into jell... Read more
I genuinely do have anxiety issues over anything medical now after my surgery, well no actually, after the treatment of the day staff at the hospital, even taking my boyfriend in when he came back from the US with a terrible bug bite, that upset... Read more
YAY, my Mum has wrangled getting time off work to come down here to cat-sit for me!
My boyfriend has to go to the US occasionally for his job, the company obviously pays for a double room (well actually it had 2 double beds) and his boss go... Read more
I have NEVER had blood pressure issues.
At my very heaviest and unfittest, my measurements where, to the intense irritation of the nurses taking it... always textbook perfect.
Now, since my surgery I consistently read high.
I'm SU... Read more
The new woman at my boyfriends work invited us to her engagement party, they have already had the "small" pre-engagement party of family of about 200 people... this is also just small... about 500 people *laughs* the actual wedding will be about... Read more
Last night I dreamt I had made some square sponge cakes with various fillings, and they hadn't all be eaten, so took them home and ate them.
I woke with a horrendous feeling of GUILT!!
I didnt even eat an orange I wanted ... Read more