ok, so its meant to be done over a month, but frankly right now, Im feeling super emotional, I've eaten crap and Im lonely and need a distraction, so going to do it all.
1 - your favorite song: Hard one... Hurt by Nine ... Read more
Went to the Dr's surgery today at around 12 o'clock to ask to see somebody, told no appointments and I promptly burst into tears. I have a small patch of infection where I had the bit of skin loss.
The receptionist went and asked a nurse to... Read more
Went to the wound clinic again today.
They found two more staples they had missed last time with the amount of glue they used... I had dissolving stitches, staples and a LOAD of glue... talk about a belt and braces approach to things.
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I came back to my flat today.
Im scared and alone, feeling very sad and down.
I have a hospital appointment Monday for another wound clinic, have questions about how things look as Im not super happy with some aspects, that I hope with... Read more
I'm here at my boyfriends now.
It was really rough going, was in surgery + recovery longer than expected, then had to have NINE attempts at getting a canula in my foot, was pretty much screaming by that point, then spent the next day in a m... Read more
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I just ordered THIS!
I dont eat pasta, so there is sometimes a serious lack of a vehicle for sauces and dishes I would like to try. I do sometimes cut cour... Read more
I've recently been under a lot of stress, I haven't mentioned it much because I wasn't ready to talk about it.
My boyfriend is one heck of a smart cookie to put it simply, a Masters Degree in Astrophysics... he basically got 'headhunted' by... Read more
... went well.
Went on for a long time, but that got me a free lunch so I could have vast amounts of blood taken and not collapse in a heap.
The nurse I saw didn't specialise in Plastics, so she couldn't answer my questions, which was ... Read more
I'm going away this morning for a few days, wont be back until Monday! Going to stay at my boyfriends.
The other thing is, I hardly slept trying to think of all the things I should ask at my Pre-Op assessment next week.
I'm going to wr... Read more
I just had a phone call.
I am in for a pre-op assessment on Wednesday April 27th.
I am going to hospital on Monday May 9th at 12pm.
My Surgery is scheduled for 10am Tuesday May 10th.
Well, yes, thats the plans then. Scarily s... Read more
At best its fleeting.
I was 323 lbs. At 29 years old.
Sure I was motivated to lose weight, but what really made me lose weight was commitment.
Commitment to being AL... Read more
Today I started reading The Art Of Happiness, words of His Holiness the Dalai Lama as discussed with a western psychologist, Howard C. Cutler.
I read the chapter on the difference between pleasure and happiness. And I wanted to share this q... Read more
I tried my new shoes on the treadmill at the gym, because, well, if they hurt I could stop... if they hurt a couple miles away from home that would have rather sucked!
And they seem pretty good.
Got some heel pain though.
I got a ... Read more