ZOITSA2's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=ZOITSA2 ZOITSA2's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ GB all of you http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3055808 When I wrote the original piece. I was just writing, didnt think anyone would see it. I am glad you all did. I needed the encouragment. All of you are right. I am giving my problem to the Lord and allow Him to help me. Iwas thinking out loud, when I wrote that. Thank all of you for your response. COuldnt have done it without you. Hugs <BR> Zoitsa Mon, 29 Mar 2010 10:20:40 EST Spiritual Warfare http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3053600 In the past several months, I have been battling spiritual warfare,like many of you. Right now I am at the end of my rope, on my last nerve, and wanting to call it quits. Its just too much of late. The more I give, the more they expect. My dearest friend is going through the same battle. I wish it would end today. Its more than I can bear. I know alot of my problem is, I have no way to keep mind as active as I once did. I miss work and the challenge. Sorry dont mean to cry on your shoulder. I... Sun, 28 Mar 2010 19:19:48 EST Things will get better http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3036909 I am a caregiver of 5 people and there are times they wear me out mentally.Ex-hubby has parkinsons dementia, one daughter is bipolar and wont take meds and has two children, which one has ADHD. My youngest daughter, Is going to school and trying too get a job, I pay for her rent and utilities.Her father pays for car insurance and inspection. She cries to me, she cant get a job. Her entire body is loaded with tattoos. THat will never impress anyone hiringgg. Cant make her understa nd. All sa... Wed, 24 Mar 2010 08:08:51 EST God Speaka http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=1818216 As most of you know, I dont preach religion and I am not going to now either. I have a testimony, that God has spoken to my heart and want to share it. God just spoke to my heart about my church,none of yours, but He spoke to me to share with the leader of my church,we need to draw more young people to my church. The older ones are dying off and no one wants or cares to participate in the churches activities. ITs time for my church to go out unto the world and share with the poor the word of ... Sat, 21 Feb 2009 19:19:53 EST Thank you ladies http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=1813244 I want to thank you ladies for all the support you have given me. Your all right. I need to respect myself and others will respect me. YOu ladies are the best. Dont know what I do without all of you. <BR> Zoitsa Thu, 19 Feb 2009 19:07:46 EST My daughters are killing me http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=1800688 This whole weekend, one daughter and her two children and has had my car the whole time leaving me without a vehicle. She doesnt call, she drops the kids and leaves without asking if its ok that I watch them. My youngest daughter, took the last $10 I had and went out with friends. Do you think they are trying to kill me too. It sure feels like it. My life is the only thing they havent taken so far. I guess that is next and at this point, I dont care. <BR> Sun, 15 Feb 2009 16:25:54 EST Feeling Good today http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=1798819 Today, I had planned on either cross stitching or finish up my quilt. The quilting class didnt finish. The lady retired and we were left to figure out cornerstones,sashings and borders. I will have to fined someone to show me how to finish the quilt. Oh well gives me something constructive to do. Then I will go back to cross stitching, because I have a stash to work on and have 2 quilts to put together by machine. That will be something to see. I want to watch that one myself. Sat, 14 Feb 2009 19:20:40 EST I DONT FEEL TOO BAD TODAY. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=1792486 I dont feel as bad today. It doesnt hurt as bad. I am going to take it easy ttoday and not overdue it. <BR> Joyce Thu, 12 Feb 2009 09:08:41 EST Alot of pain today http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=1791191 This morning I woke up and was in awful pain, in my back and hips and body aches. Took hot shower, lyrica and pain meds. It helped for a short while and tonight the pain is back. Anyone know of a good back exercise to strengthen the muscles in my back. I am game to try anything. <BR> Joyce <em>24</em> Wed, 11 Feb 2009 18:49:01 EST At a standstill http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=1787932 I have been at a standstill with my weight. I havent been drinking like I should. I need motivation. Any suggestion would be appreciated. I need to be accountable for my not loosing. <BR> Joyce Tue, 10 Feb 2009 17:27:32 EST I lost some weight http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=846025 I am so proud of myself,I have managed to loose a total of 5 lbs. Didnt think I could do it, but i did/ Sat, 1 Dec 2007 10:16:02 EST A little about me http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=836741 I am 60 years old and last 6 years was a victim of abuse,by a person who drugged me and was physically abusive as well as mental abuse. The abuser would not let me see my family, neighbors and friends, in my home. I was not permitted to be sociable with anyone but the abuser. It took me 6 years to figure this out. The abuser was a sociopath,come to find out. THis past year, i have regained my self esteem and my life back. THe abuser tried to kill me 3x, but thank God felled.I am a new me now,... Fri, 23 Nov 2007 18:13:37 EST My Present Weight http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=830245 I weighed myself one day and it said 147 and the next day it said 151lbs. I havent eaten a full meal in several days. Have had a bad head cold and have no desire to eat. I not even hungry. I am going to have to get on a regiment I guess. To be honest I would rather not eat. Oh well Sat, 17 Nov 2007 09:29:45 EST