WHITNEYLD's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=WHITNEYLD WHITNEYLD's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ I'm Here. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5820913 I just wrote a long, long blog entry and the my computer restarted! GAH! I am not going to rehash it all. The gist? I am still overweight bordering on obese, at 166. I keep seeing myself as getting bigger but the scale says the same weight. I think my muscles are gone and replaced with fat. <BR> <BR> Isabella is getting so big! She is very much a toddler. <BR> <BR> I will elaborate more later. Sat, 22 Nov 2014 00:42:20 EST Fall Photo Shoot! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5798536 We finally have Bella's one year photos and some fall family photos. So far I really like them. A friend did them, as the photographer I had tried to set things up with had some issues and couldn't do it after a couple weeks of waiting. She did a great job! We had a perfect day for it. They are taken at the golf course next to my house and some in my front yard. <BR> <BR> I guess they are too large to put on here. <BR> <BR> I haven't weighed myself in almost a month, probably. I am 166 or ... Wed, 15 Oct 2014 07:57:31 EST Waddling Through. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5789662 I am still around somewhat, just have been meandering through the doldrums at the moment. I haven't been weighing myself, but even after a lot of bad eating, I have somewhat remained the same weight. I consider that great, but I feel less and less attractive each day. I have so many chins it is ridiculous. I look at myself and don't see multiple chins sometimes, then I look again another time and I see them, or see a photo where they are always present. <BR> <BR> Bella is doing well. We are ... Tue, 30 Sep 2014 10:28:28 EST Fall has Arrived! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5780245 My favorite season has commenced. It has been VERY fall-like weather. We went to the fair for a little bit yesterday, which was nice. Sunny and cool! Bella had a fit while we were there so we left after a little over an hour. She was so tired. Then, we get home and she is put for her nap and starts chatting happily up there. I bring her down, feed her a snack, and then she is ready to rock and roll for hours until bedtime! What a peculiar little angel. She must not have liked the smells and s... Mon, 15 Sep 2014 10:46:35 EST Moved in. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5774807 Moved into new house. Not all unpacked. Lots to do yet. Haven't weighed in for weeks. Probably not good indication of my progress. <BR> <BR> Updates later. Sat, 6 Sep 2014 21:24:34 EST Anniversary Trip & Back on Track. (w/ Pics!) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5763820 We had a blast going to Put-in-Bay and Kelley's Island for the weekend. That being said, I didn't take Nutrisystem with me and we just ate whatever. I have faltered the past two days, but today I ate well within NS and stayed on track! Here are some pics from the trip One is at the Glacial Grooves on Kelley's Island! Very cool. <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/1/l118859102.jpg"> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/4/l1476987423.jpg"> <BR> <BR> Bel... Wed, 20 Aug 2014 20:26:47 EST One Week & Down 4 lbs. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5757511 I completed a week of Nutrisystem. I am down 4 lbs, to 163 this morning. I had one day where things were not good - day 4. I am back on track and doing good, though! I feel motivated. I even did some exercise today - calisthenics and some elliptical time. Probably 20 min total, but it is something! <BR> <BR> I am looking forward to moving. I hope we get to move in on time. There are some issues on the seller's end that need resolved. <BR> <BR> Bella is crawling so well now. I am somewhat dr... Mon, 11 Aug 2014 11:20:56 EST Day Three, Plans & a Princess. (w/ Pics of Bella!) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5754926 I am having a photo cake made for Isabella's birthday in a few weeks. This is the photo I am using... <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/2/l1248023337.jpg"> <BR> <BR> I think she looks cute, plus the dress she is wearing will go with the Disney princess theme colors (pink, purple, white). I am looking forward to stuffing my little munchkin in her birthday dress! <BR> <BR> Therapy is coming for her today, they have been off for the past month. I am wondering what t... Thu, 7 Aug 2014 08:37:35 EST Day TWO. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5754477 Today has went well thus far. I felt like I was going to throw up while choking down my NS bagel this morning...I ate about a third of it and stopped. It was too disgusting. I wasn't expecting it to be so sweet, and the texture. I don't like bagels anyway, so the bread doughy-ness is just gross to me, I don't eat much bread. I ate carrot sticks with 2 tbsp. salsa for a snack, and it was so good. I must have been really hungry, huh? I don't particularly enjoy eating carrots, but I FELT LIKE I ... Wed, 6 Aug 2014 14:34:43 EST Day ONE. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5753721 Nutrisystem day one has commenced. So far, the food is good. I added the required veggies in to the meals. It arrived at 9:45 this morning, so I had eaten a kiwi and was waiting to see if it would come. I know this is a big month, have hubby's birthday, our 3 yr wedding anniversary, and then Bella's birthday all in the next three weeks. But! I need to start. <BR> <BR> I took measurements today... dear me, I am the same in waist as in chest now... and my hip-to-waist ratio is obscene. I am go... Tue, 5 Aug 2014 15:08:36 EST Nutrisystem. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5748938 I am pretty excited today. My mom offered to start me on Nutrisystem! I ordered my foods today and they said should arrive between 4-8 days, and my mom started Monday and hers arived within two days. Yay! I really think this will help get me on track and back into eating the right portions. It is a VERY generous offer, as this program isn't cheap! I am so excited. I have never tried a plan involving set foods and meals. It seems like it will be good for me. <BR> <BR> I think a lot of my prob... Tue, 29 Jul 2014 12:19:04 EST Well. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5748314 The home inspection is Wednesday. Looking forward to getting this done and moving toward with the house! I am so excited to live there. It is a farther walk to the park than I remembered when we drove by the other day - more like 10 or more minutes. At least I will get some exercise! <BR> <BR> My eating is terrible. I am tired by little activity these days. I wanted to eat healthy today and have already eating tons of stuff. I don't know what is wrong with me. Mon, 28 Jul 2014 14:11:19 EST Day 6/Whole30. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5744273 Yesterday turned for the worse in the evening. I am just SO tired. Baby is teething bad and very cranky, won't sleep, so me being tired equals eating tons of crap. I don't know. I am wearing a wrap now. Today is lined up to be ok, although I had a small bag of chips which is a no-no. I just NEED carbs like a drug addict needs drugs when I am this tired. I literally fell asleep when my stepdad stopped to see the baby this morning for 10 min while he was playing with the baby. She was up at 4AM... Tue, 22 Jul 2014 13:45:00 EST Day 4 & 5/Whole30. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5743215 Yesterday was disastrous. I was a cranky psycho and I ate loads of NOT Whole30 foods. I totally went off the wagon, food wise. This morning is a new day. I prepped meals for the next couple of days for myself that are Whole 30 compliant. I know I SHOULD start over at day one, but I am not doing that. I am just continuing on. <BR> <BR> It was the combination of too many temptations over the past few days that lead to me feeling starved and irritable and tired and hungry! <BR> <BR> So, each ... Mon, 21 Jul 2014 07:52:39 EST Day 3/Whole30. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5741935 Last night I had a few major temptations, but I stayed strong. My hubby didn't eat the dinner I cooked at home, he wasn't hungry. He WAS hungry when we were at our friends home, where I was offered WINE, and said no. Then, when we left, he went by a pizza place and got cheese stuffed breadsticks and a pizza, which rode on my lap the way home as he ate some out of the box. I didn't eat anyting! I only ate dinner at home and a few nuts before we left, and that was it. No more eating. Yay! A tot... Sat, 19 Jul 2014 08:04:19 EST Day 2/Whole30. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5741408 Today is going ok. I definitely woke up hungry this morning. I lost 2 pounds since yesterday somehow. I know I am not technically supposed to weigh myself, but I was curious. We are still waiting to hear about the offer we put on the house. I am waiting as patiently (not really) as I can. I couldn't sleep again last night. I need to be extra careful today, as when I don't sleep enough I seem to want to eat (and usually DO eat) all day. I just had a snack because I feel ravenous even after a b... Fri, 18 Jul 2014 10:23:14 EST Day 1/Whole30. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5740897 Today has gone well. I can eat a lot of the T25 meal plan ideas on this regimen so I have some ideas of easy meals to eat through the day. This morning, I had 3 eggs with italian seasoning, pepper, and a tomato. For lunch, a large chef salad consisting of 2 cups of lettuce, a half cup of cucumbers, a tomato, 1.5 oz each turkey and ham, and homemade oil and vinegar dressing. I also had a banana. I am kind of hungry now, so I am going to have a half ounce of cashews to tide me over until dinner... Thu, 17 Jul 2014 15:32:17 EST Whole30. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5739953 I bought the book "It Starts With Food" and read half of it in bed last night, prompted by many blogs lately. I looked into it online a lot, too, and I am starting a Whole30 tomorrow. I am going to the store tonight to get a few things to make it til the weekend. We are looking at 2 of the houses for a second time tonight, and I think I changed my mind as to which we should offer on. We made a verbal on the other one, and they came back with a counter offer which was at our MAX budget, not in... Wed, 16 Jul 2014 09:46:50 EST My First "Body Wrap." (w/ Horrible Photos of Me). http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5739354 I wrote about It Works! Wraps a few blogs ago. I received mine in the mail yesterday, but Sunday my mom and I went to a "wrap" party. I was wrapped. I also took before photos. Yikes! It was a HUGE wake-up call. I took my mom's photots, too, and holy crap. Just to refresh and come clean, here are my "Beach Body" before photos when I was 157 and started T25. It's a small photo but you can still see. <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/9/6/l969896630.jpg"> <BR> <BR> <BR> ... Tue, 15 Jul 2014 12:28:11 EST To Resize or not to resize! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5734638 I am debating whether to resize my wedding rings. I was a 5, and wore them til I was a few months preggers. Now I am like a size 7 ring or bigger, but I am hesitant because I want to lose significant weight. What do you think? Now I am carrying a baby and have no ring, so people in my small town wonder what is going on. Also, random people I see when we are out look at my finger sometimes to see if we are married. Hello, judgmental! I AM married and am approaching my 3rd wedding anniversary, ... Tue, 8 Jul 2014 14:28:00 EST A Confession & Tears. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5733551 I haven't written about this, at least not to the extent that it has happened. I am just going to come out with it. I hit 169 today, haven't been this big since I was 6 months or more pregnant, I lost a few lbs. at first when I became pregnant and it took me a long time to gain the first ten pounds. I have been asked, I believe, 4 times in the past 6 weeks... if I am pregnant/when I am due. We were shopping at a grocery store and a person handing out samples stopped me and asked when I was du... Mon, 7 Jul 2014 06:58:28 EST Bella's 1st Fourth of July! (w/Pics!) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5732421 We went to a cookout last night and Bella received a lot of attention! She clapped her hands a lot yesterday. No fireworks, though, as all the festivities wore this baby out! She didn't get up til nine today! Unheard of. <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/8/5/l853088060.jpg"> <BR> <BR> Hub and Bella <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/6/2/l629928646.jpg"> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/4/l1450117664.jpg"> <BR> <BR> It was fun! Is... Sat, 5 Jul 2014 10:08:26 EST Bella's Birthday Planning & News! (w/pics) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5731187 Oh my goodness, it is only about six weeks until my little angel turns 1. I may just keel over now! Time has gone by so fast, I am happy and sad. Bella is progressing, this past week she is able to sit up on her own from the floor and she rolls around and scoots on her booty to get places. She turned 10 months old on June 25th. <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/2/1/l2134779136.jpg"> <BR> <BR> I am planning her birthday. Today, I ordered her birthday outfit. Here it i... Thu, 3 Jul 2014 09:33:33 EST Anyone Ever Heard of/Used "ItWorks!" Wraps & Products? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5726149 My hubby's boss's wife sells "ItWorks!" wraps and products. My sister in law just lost 14 lbs in a month and she is seriously smaller and her baby belly is GONE since last time I saw her. She is using the wraps and I think a few other products. I am blown away, because obviously I think any kind of wrap is a scam. However, results don't lie especially when she isn't selling them so it isn't like she is trying to sell ME some. So...I ordered some "Greens" which is powder that you mix with wate... Thu, 26 Jun 2014 07:49:46 EST Feeling Optimistic! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5720680 I did well overall last night. I ate a bit more of the dinner than I had intended, but I stopped eating by seven and didn't snack despite offers of ice cream cones from my husband and other snacks (those deadly little packaged iced cupcakes included!) I didn't drink enough water, so woke up feeling dried out. I am not displeased by yesterday, however. The biggest mini-triumph: I didn't drink any wine, nor did I want to get any. <BR> <BR> Today is going well thus far. I haven't eaten very muc... Wed, 18 Jun 2014 13:08:51 EST Another Day. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5719744 So...I did well eating yesterday until my husband wanted to get ice cream cones and came back with my favorite and most deadly thing: fried mozzarella sticks. I ate five of them and a few bites of an ice cream cone on top of having already eaten dinner and OVEREATEN dinner (over twice as much of the new recipe as I wanted to eat). UGH. If I can control myself through the day, I lose it at night. I am thinking I may be a lost cause. <BR> <BR> I had Kashi GOLean Crunch for breakfast. Of course... Tue, 17 Jun 2014 09:58:14 EST Morning Walk. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5719102 Isabella and I walked for about an hour this morning. She was up around 6 so at 7 AM we headed out. I put the cat inside the mud room so she wouldn't get lost following us. I was walking at a good clip - around 3 mph, I'd say. 55 minutes later I felt great! I know 3 mph isn't very fast, but pushing a stroller over sometimes-uneven terrain it feels like quite an effort. <BR> <BR> I have had a small apple, a scrambled egg, a cup of black coffee. For lunch, I had a veggie burger with tomato an... Mon, 16 Jun 2014 12:37:02 EST Exercised and Feeling good. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5715759 I did 20 minutes on the elliptical today, mostly uninterrupted while the LO napped. It felt good! It was hard, I increased the resistance, and I felt good afterward, if a bit sweaty! Baby woke up around then so we went for a walk around town in the stroller. Unfortunately, my cat followed us and acted tired within five minutes so we only walked for about ten minutes. Still, she enjoyed getting outside and it was still something! <BR> <BR> Today is my mom and stepdad's 20th anniversary. I am ... Wed, 11 Jun 2014 12:17:44 EST Birthday Plans. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5710683 I turn 27 on Friday and I am not looking forward to it. Hubby is taking me out to eat somewhere fancy and we have a sitter until 10 (grandma!). That will be nice. i just feel older and still not as accomplished as I'd have liked. My sister is possibly visiting Saturday, although there are just a series of disappointments surrounding her and our semi-estranged state. My dad is coming for Sunday and I am doing Father's Day for him. <BR> <BR> Bella has her first therapy appointment tomorrow mor... Wed, 4 Jun 2014 16:46:20 EST Baby's Trip to S.C. (w/Pics!) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5706627 My hubby and Bella and I went to South Carolina for Memorial Day weekend and came back Wednesday. <BR> <BR> Here is a photo of us at Reedy Falls park in Greenville, S.C. <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/9/l1912932874.jpg"> <BR> <BR> We also traversed Caesar's Head State Park on the mountain. <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/8/3/l835872317.jpg"> <BR> <BR> Bella swims in my MIL's pool with hubby. <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/n... Fri, 30 May 2014 08:55:02 EST Bad Habits and the Case of the Broken Tooth. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5700472 Last night I woke up at midnight, feeling something in my mouth. I thought it felt like a sharp popcorn seed, except I haven't eaten any popcorn! It was a broken tooth shard. My tooth broke, and I can narrow it down to my husband making ribs Sunday and me eating some and biting on a little tiny bone in one, and it hurt a little but that was days ago! Now it has broken off, and I am freaking out because I can't speak to a dentist until 8 and who knows when I will be able to get in, plus we are... Thu, 22 May 2014 05:57:10 EST My Life Now.. the Trip, and more (w/Pics)! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5699289 We had a nice trip. We visited a few wineries, even with Bella in tow, just to look around and see what they had. It was really fun! Isabella swam in the big girl pool, with me, of course. She loved to splash! She has been fussy lately. Her first tooth has come in more, and right next to it is a second one working its way through. <BR> <BR> I have been working with her a lot, and she is sitting up and then flopping down and rolling over like crazy now, moving around the floor some by rolling... Tue, 20 May 2014 14:22:20 EST Back from Break! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5698431 I am back from my break from Spark. I had a nice trip with my mom and Bella. <BR> <BR> I am back to tracking today and making better choices. <BR> <BR> I have a semi-mobile baby now!! Will update more later. A lot has happened in the past 3 weeks. Mon, 19 May 2014 12:17:48 EST I Think I Need to Take a Break. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5684794 I have been pondering the amount of time I have to spend to keep up with the challenges, etc. and tracking and everything. I don't have smart phone at the moment, and it is time consuming. I am thinking I may just take a break from Spark for now. I know I am in the middle of a challenge, but I am tired of this daily. I am going to send a message to the leaders and ask what to do to just be done for a while. <BR> <BR> I am not doing anything right and I'd rather be spending time with my daugh... Thu, 1 May 2014 10:31:57 EST Realization. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5683875 I have been thinking about my eating lately and I realized something yesterday. I ate great all day AND really resisted my little mini binges. Drank more water. The day I ate all day long? I didn't drink even one glass of water! Why??? I have no idea. It never dawned on me that I WAS thirsty, not hungry. I never was satisfied, and never even got full, because I was dehydrated. I uusually get "enough" water, but I never really get as much as I probably need! <BR> <BR> That is always the first... Wed, 30 Apr 2014 10:13:02 EST Struggling with Eating. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5682514 I am having a struggle. I have eaten enough calories for the day already, and I still have dinner to go. I am having trouble not continuing to eat. I have not been drinking and find myself wanting to keep eating all day long. I don't feel overly full, either. <BR> <BR> I had a smoothie with protein powder for breakfast, then 2 cups of raw veggies with 2 tbsp. ranch, an activia yogurt, a string cheese stick, and a can of light soup. Then, after all that, I still wanted to eat, so I had a gran... Mon, 28 Apr 2014 14:55:26 EST Elliptical. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5681100 I found a used elliptical for sale and it is really a good price, as this is almost brand new with only one hour on it! I am so excited, it is coming tomorrow. I am definitely going to use it daily! I love elliptical machines. It is easy for me to watch a program and do it while Isabella naps. <BR> <BR> Now I won't had bad weather as an excuse. It was nice today, though, and we walked a couple miles CARRYING Bella. We went to see friends and didn't bring the stroller, but they lived only one... Sat, 26 Apr 2014 17:39:04 EST Easter Pictures and More. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5680261 I have been doing well eating today. I had a smoothie for breakfast and a can of soup for lunch, and then I just had a veggie burger on whole wheat with tomato and onion. It was delicious. Tonight I am making Gardein Mandarin Chicken which is meatless and comes premade, just pop into the oven, and a side of multi-grain brown rice. Horray for easy. <BR> <BR> Here are some pictures from Easter. <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/7/3/l730496706.jpg"> <BR> Baby Bella in he... Fri, 25 Apr 2014 13:10:33 EST New Plan with a New Buddy! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5678441 My mom came over yesterday and asked me if I would do Weight Watchers with her. She needs something because she is struggling a lot, too. I suggested we go AF (alcohol free) for 1 week at a time because we are going on our trip in 3 weeks! She hasn't gone a week without drinking in a LONG time. She drinks a couple of beers or wine a night and sometimes more. We started yesterday with that, so I am aiming to go the whole 3 weeks without a drop. I have been drinking more, too, so it will be goo... Wed, 23 Apr 2014 07:28:56 EST Isabella Swims. (Pics) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5677202 Tried to post a video, but after it loaded it never did anything to post it, so here are some photos instead. <BR> <BR> We got a baby pool today! <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/3/6/l361990739.jpg"> <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/2/l1203797675.jpg"> Mon, 21 Apr 2014 15:35:46 EST Feeling Beached. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5674500 I feel so huge and unattractive today. And lately. My shirts ride up over my stomach since it protrudes so much, and then my pants sling down from the fat stomach and so then it sticks out. I feel so depressed. Thu, 17 Apr 2014 15:57:30 EST Interesting Blogs Lately. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5673359 I have been trying to catch up on friends' blogs lately. I have read a lot of interesting ones. Things that have made me think a bit. <BR> <BR> I watched a few of the videos from Olivia from Biggest Loser and her husband on youtube - Fitspiration. One of them was suggested by a friend on her blog. It was about how we became overweight. What started it? I wish I could pin point the real reason. I abused food when I was in high school because I was lonely, angry, depressed. I thought I was fa... Wed, 16 Apr 2014 08:09:00 EST Good Day. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5672843 I tried to do a workout today with Sean T. I slept well last night but my energy has been low today. I made a decision to myself today that I would drink 3 glasses of water before my first cup of coffee to make sure I got all my water in and then I am still drinking my cup of coffee. I think that is why the slump occurred. Good in theory! I will try and drink it more tomorrow and try and have it earlier to give me my boost. I want to cut back a bit on coffee. I am back smoking and I really ne... Tue, 15 Apr 2014 13:17:24 EST Short Day (w/Pics!) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5669678 I have to work today from 10:30-3:30. It shouldn't be too bad - it is easier than a whole shift. I am taking the baby to my mom's to be watched (and probably snuggled the whole time!). She sat up by herself the other day and has been doing SO much better with sitting up! We upped her tummy time A LOT and it seems to be working already! <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/1/l1140991278.jpg"> <BR> <BR> We have been walking with the stroller a few times this week, since ... Fri, 11 Apr 2014 09:14:54 EST Morning Energizer. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5667934 I made this smoothie for breakfast today: 2 carrots, peeled, .5 c frozen blueberries no sugar added, 8 unsweetened frozen strawberries, 1-2 cups green tea (chilled), and a can of Vfusion Energy Pomegranate blueberry fruit and vegetable juice. It kind of has the fleshy consistency of home made cranberry sauce (churned in a grinder) but it tastes pretty cleansing. I put in half of a lemon's juice in there, too. <BR> <BR> A morning detox! <BR> <BR> We had pizza last night, and every time any m... Wed, 9 Apr 2014 06:50:18 EST Thanks for the Support & Sparkversary! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5666373 Thanks for all of the support on my latest blogs. It seems as though it has been one thing after another these days. I am going to try and have a more positive outlook! <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/2/0/l2033057412.jpg"> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/8/3/l836629181.jpg"> <BR> <BR> This is my 3rd anniversary of joining Spark. I did Speed 1.0 today for Focus T25 and half of Total Body Circuit for good measure. 35 minutes of intense aerobics! YEAH! I want t... Mon, 7 Apr 2014 10:15:56 EST Things Get Worse. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5662748 I have been struggling with Isabella and my concerns these days. We have an evaluation for a program for babies and kids with disabilities or developmental concerns because she was diagnosed with a gross motor delay. At 7+ months old, she isn't sitting up at all by herself and she stopped rolling over at least 3 months ago. I am really starting to feel anxiety that she may not only have a muscular issue, but it may be some form of autism. She does other things that aren't normal, apparently, ... Wed, 2 Apr 2014 14:53:19 EST Afraid to weigh in... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5660892 Well, we went to an outlet mall yesterday and I got a few pairs of shorts on super sale. Two pairs of Aeropostale shorts. The even weirder news? I was surprised I was very comfy in a size 8 boyfriend short and I fit into a size 6 without feeling like a tube of sausage in the longer "bermuda" style shorts. I felt great! They were so discounted that there was only a size 6 or a 10 left that would possibly fit me, and the size 6 fit! I was shocked. I know it has to be somewhat vanity sizing, bec... Mon, 31 Mar 2014 13:19:58 EST Hi Ho, Hi Ho and Baby Worries. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5658531 So...thank you all for the support on my last blog. It really meant a lot to me. I still really miss him, but I know it is for the best... or, that is what I keep telling myself. Maybe not the best for me, but I DO believe it is best for him and he will be loved so much by their little girl! <BR> <BR> I guess I have to work tomorrow, which stinks. It is my weekend off. They are making me work to make up from when I gave 3 days notice that I couldn't work when my husband was hospitalized with... Fri, 28 Mar 2014 10:41:30 EST Sad Day and Night. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5656723 I am really sad. I decided we should give our cat, Henry, away yesterday because I am pretty positive Isabella is allergic and I know I am. I don't have it too bad since I am used to his fur, but she has had a stuffy nose for months and it is most certainly him. The thing is, they came and got him so soon yesterday and now he is gone. I have had him 2.5 years and I feel so depressed. I miss him so much. I got a cup of coffee just now and for a second, I saw the door closed and was thinking I ... Wed, 26 Mar 2014 06:10:10 EST