WENWASHING67's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=WENWASHING67 WENWASHING67's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ Frustrated http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5194733 I want my son's baby pictures. <BR> <BR> They are all on my ex-husband's computer and he refuses to burn them for me. I am "not a priority" . He won't talk to me unless it's about our son. I have been really reasonable and respectful towards him and I am constantly treated like crap. I'm so tired of the games and this whole situation. There is no way I can "make" him give me the photos and that makes me feel very frustrated and powerless. I feel like he gets to call all of the shots ... Mon, 7 Jan 2013 10:36:35 EST New week http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5124956 Well, it's another week into my Spark experience. I've been doing this steadily since early August and I have to say, there are times when I get so tired of the routine. I am losing the weight, want to KEEP losing the weight but sometimes, I just get so tired with measuring and planning everything out in advance. I do it because I want to be successful but there are times when I think "What's the point?". I guess everybody feels that way every once in a while. This past weekend I didn't ... Mon, 5 Nov 2012 13:48:56 EST No sleep...AGAIN! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5117692 I wish I could turn my brain off at night. This is the second night in a row that I could not fall asleep. The night before last I went to bed at 9:30 and didn't actually fall asleep until around 11. Last night was worse...went to bed at my normal 9:30, the last time I looked at the clock it was 1am! I have tried reading, journaling...nothing helps. I have too many things on my mind and just can't shut it off. I really wanted to work out this morning but ended up missing my alarm when i... Tue, 30 Oct 2012 09:32:26 EST My Goals http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5112522 So I just saw a video that told me I should write down my goals for better success at reaching them. Here goes: <BR> <BR> 1. I want to lose weight to be healthier and to look better <BR> 2. I want to sleep better at night. Currently I get a minimum of 8 hours of sleep but they are not always uninterrupted. Most nights I wake up in the middle of the night. I think exercising will help with that. <BR> 3. I want to eat healthier. I have been doing a good job with that...measuring my foo... Thu, 25 Oct 2012 13:44:21 EST